_.dun wanna miss a thing-

2005-06-11T23:05:00.000+08:00

GOODBYE

gonna abandon this blog alr.
sigh.
my first ever blog.
had it for err.. more than a yr alr =always been thru everythin wif me
soso sad.
HAHA but oh wells.
it has to be done right.
so wadda heck la.
new blog new memories.
guess gotta leave this one.
leave al the memories behind and start a new lyfe.
so yea.

PLEASE
relink kaes.

http://crazee-ness.blogspot.com/

the people in ma life.
been there for me.
love you.

cass: haha so wads new. ure always there eh (: thks for soso much. esp that time. well words cant really express wad i wanna say.. to u. so eh love ya loads (:

jaslyn: aww look at urself haha. growing up eh. hehs. anw thks to u too uh. toopid la. making me laugh n everythin. and i gotta admit, SOMETIMES u really are jaslyn e gr8 (: but pls dun come and haolian okae! haha. i said sometimes. the key word is 'sometimes'. yes. ((: u ahh. stop playin neopets lahs. excuse me, i used to beat AL of u kae =x

xwei: HAHA. now where do i start. thks alot eh. really. right frm the start, til now. lookin forward to the yrs we haf ahead uf us. take things slow gal, pray and god wil work smth out for ya. huggs.

PX: hahha. three yrs and stil going strong eh our r/s? hehs. u damn cute la. hahah send me msgs to make me laugh. haiya. thks hor thks hor. px knows best. hmm........... right. rmber our date on tues kae. loveeee <3.

diyanah: love u. for everythin.

sara: thks for everythin babe. ure one gd listener and advisor at the same time. really thank god to haffa fwen like u. always thinkin of the funniest things to make me laugh. HAIYA u ah. study hard ya. stil got ehh.. one and a half yrs more.. with YOU. ugh =\ nah lahs. gonna enjoy it (: tkcre of shernnie uh. love love.

adeline: hahah u another one. thks ah. i miss two e four ): love.

jia yuan: ehhs. LOL. u ah u ah. hahah also gotta thank u lahs. for the things uve done (: study hard okae. and be good hor. god bless. heh.

dineth: haha thks. uve been great.

cyn: thks babe.

vinder: sup bro. think uve done enuf for me. haha and how am i suppose to thk u eh. go biking wif ya? haha anw yea for the times uve been there. when i needed someone to talk to and al. (: thks for jus hangin out. hearin my crap. goin to macs late at nite to study. wow. ((: take care of urself bro.

mark: you! hahaha. hmm.. how can i thk u enuf eh. ma oh so adorable god bro. hahaha. thks ah. talkin to me late at nite isnt so bad right? haha cmon get used to it. how u think cass n the rest coped? huh?! haha anw great to see ure goin to church n al. be a gd boy kae, and god wil guide u thru everythin. love.

zhengs: hoho. hahahahah. u toopid fella. always there to make me laugh and cheer me up when im feeling soso down. hehs. so now u think ure zheng-the-pro la. NO okae. LOL. kidding la of cos u are. well at least to me. study hard kae. tkcre.

shernwhey: omg! hahaha u are like.. sw the life saver at that time. haha. jus when smth happens, u heard ur phone ring and immediately came to ma rescue. thks eh. know i shouldve listened to u frm the start, but eh.. nvm la haha. im okae nows. but stil.. thks alot. tkcre of sara kaes. btw, happie err.. 12th (: hehs.

sanji: AYE! hais wad happened to our gay mallow? eh get well soon dude. and study hard for ur Os. really appreciate wad uve done so far. thks eh. now hurry come back before mr lai kills me wif al the garnet stuff to do! (x

john: thks eh dude.

jixian: wah now u graduate alr stil can rmber eh haha. ma advisor of many things (: thks for ur concern. tkcre.

junyi: u eh... hmm. hahaha err.. thks? anw u better stop ps-ing us okae!

JOCELYN: how can i forget eh. u! hahah anw u know everythin wad. stil thank u for wad hahah. nah la. but yea. ure great. superb fantastic.. wadever! lols. ur advices are.. hmm. heh. keep prayin gal. god has def planned smth for u alr. jus be patient kae. take things slow and steady. ul know when ure ready. love loads.

kellie: i LOVE u mans! hahaha for always making me feel.. uh RIGHT. (: and goooood. well thats kel (: haha it rhymes. oh wells. move on wif life kae. there are many other stars in the sky and even the brightest one has flaws (right xwei?) lols. so yea. god has someone better (: u jus havent found him yet. take care dar. huggs.

kenneth: wah u ah. really hafta THANK u alot alot! for err lets see.. EVERYTHING. hahah talkin to me is fun right. i knew it. dun try ta deny. ahahaha. anw ure like the best when it comes to these kinda things.. ehh? thks ah. for giving up so much of ur precious time and jus talkin to me whenever im in that 'fuck mood'. ure jus great la. move on to campus but dun forget us ah. tkcre! rmber our sentosa outing (:

precious e4s: stil cant thk ya enuf for that song (: really mis u al. sigh.
cute e2s: hehs. al damn fun la. u guys rock.
mrs suneeth: thanks la. wil work harder for end of the yr.

MUM: ure like the best man! seriously. cant find a better person.. than u. really love ya loads mama. thks for everythin. wil show u better results for final yr exams (: love!
BRO: u ah! i cant stand u! esp when u didnt tel me things! argh i felt like strangling u. but okae lahs now nth alr. u better study hard i tel u. idiot. take care la. and PLEASE go to church! hahaha and and and.. stop actg cute! =x

god: sry for neglecting. hais. i really need you.. now.

2005-06-10T23:44:00.000+08:00

can u keep up?

lost the mood to blog =ugh.
anw jus came back frm bs.
ive been goin like five times in a row and i didnt even sneak out to buy sweets or go to the washroom.
can u believe it?
oh wells.
watched MR and MRS SMITH yst.
damn nice!
HAH! ms quekie.
(sry u cant beat me. muahahahha)
cos im TANNYA, n i rock.
kae that dont make sense.. at all.

todays the.. uh 10th!
ALREADY.
wadda hell lahs. so damn bloody fast.
and wad did i do. slack al the way.
eh no i went for tuition too (:
where else.
went shopping shopping shopping.
my card's gonna burst!
eh no.. my BANK.
explode.
ehh.. still no. my MUM is gon go bonkers!
(x hehs.
and thats NOT a gd sign!
but u see..
great spore sale lahs. alot of NICE things to buy (:
yes yes yes.
al the ladies agree YEAH?
:D im sure you do.

gues ma clas chalet is postponed to the end of de yr.
hahahaha.
nvm we shal wait wait wait.
really hafta study.
and BUCK UP mans.
esp for end of the yr exams.
dun wanna disappoint my precious mama.
who has always given me wad i want. al the freedom and stuffs that i need.
shes the sweetest loveliest most reasonable person (:
the BEST.
love ya mum ((:
and no, im not mad or anythin.
and no, she didnt pay me to write this ahaha.

really mis ya guys (:
loads loads.
but i dont wanna go back to sch.
only make my life miserable.
hahah mis al ma dearest fwens and god bros.
and that stoopid zheng is in malaysia.
wadda hell.
at least mel's stil here in spore. hes so sweet (:
dad stil hvnt confirmed the bangkok/japan trip!
humph! =/ LOLS.
cant wait to hang out at sentosa wif the uh.. gang on sat.
really missed em too.
got loads of hmwrk to do.
and im gon try to complete as much as possible.
mmm. right!
LOVE.

whenever im dwn, al i gotta do is lie on my bed, turn to the left and see my dar lookin back at me (:
it works al the time.
hehs. cant wait to see his movie.
23rd JUNE 2005.
no il watch the sneak preview.
so its 22nd june.
thats err.. 12 daes away. its okae. counting down the days!

2005-05-28T23:49:00.000+08:00

incomplete/

"cute and cuddly, BOYS"
-madagascar (:

I LIKE TO MOVE IT MOVE IT.

im blogging!
esp for ma dar's sake (: xwei.
heh. reading this gal?
really missed ya.
((:

done alot of things lately.
or rather.. went thru.
hols are here! (:
FINALLY.
exam results are back!
BAD. very bad.
sigh really disappointed ma mum.
wil work hard mummy. i promise.
hais.
she has always been v 'lac' wif me.
trust me soso much.
and now i produce these kinda fcuking results.
im even disappointed wif myself.
really gotta buck up.
let mrs suneeth down too.
sigh.

wadda hades? (hell)
haha like pastor prince said.
bible study this wk n last wk was amazing!
cant believe i actually liked it.
((: thats a start.
n tmr im going for second!
aft skipping like a thousand weeks.
skipped dare again todae =/
and im NOT proud of it.

and recently ive been seeing those butterfly cum moth thingys.
damn gross sia! ugh.

theyre HUGE! big gigantic. wadever.
seen it like 20 over times.
13 times today!
theyre like EVERYWHERE!
near ma hse, sch, novena, even clementi!
ugh disgusting!
i HATE those.
scare me to death man!
esp todae.
each time i saw it. almost had a heart attack!
yuckkks.

watched monster in law and madagascar alr.
NICE.
ohh. star wars is nice too (:
all nice la.
cant wait for HARRY POTTER!
goblet of fire. love it.
tho i haf nt watched it yet. NOVEMBER.
ssssooooo so long! argh.
INITIAL D is comin soon, vry soon.
23 JUNE 2005.
guess whos acting?
none other than ma EDISON. love him (x

im gettin on wif it.
movin on. slowly. step by step.
got al ma fwens there feh me.
n most imptly, god. gd eh?
im soso blessed! (:
joce lent me her lovers in paris cds.
keeps me occupied. thks girl. looovveee loads.

guess got nth else eh?
haha talking to castan on the phone.
n i swear..
she hates it when im on the com, while talking to her =x
so id better go.
LOVE.

2005-05-18T20:33:00.000+08:00

better left unsaid (x

wheeeee (:
went for an excursion ystdy.
with ma one and only class, 3e2 :D
hahahaha had loads of FUN.
went to spore river.
that was boring.
then crossed the dunno wad bridge.
walk walk walk.
when the tour guide was explainin smth, a dead rat fell on stacy. omg it was disgusting!
but luckily there was a spare shirt for her (: so we al covered her while she changed.
hahahha.
then went to macs to eat.
OH and i heard that jas's shoe dropped into the spore river! hahaha that was the joke of the dae.
and then someone asked her..
"eh ur shoe can float or not"
then she replied..
"OF COS la. mine converse leh!"
HAHA.
burst out in laughter e moment i heard that!
damn joker la she.

went to esplanade to slack?
dunno how come the tour guide so gd.
bring us there.
we took alot of pics.
class pics too (: hahahah so nice.
then it started to rain.
boarded the bus and went back to sch.
aft that.
px had to do some dance stock taking thingy.
supposed to stay back for half an hr only, but we ended up waiting for 2 hrs! HMPH. =x hahaha.
then we went out.
shopping (:
i love it when we go out (havent gone out wif her for a long long time!)
hahaha.
went home arnd 7plus.

didnt go to sch today.
was kinda lazy.
so stayed at home.
was supposed to meet xwei for lunch.
but i overslept. hmmm...........
whats new eh?
YEA hahahaha.
went out wif my mama. shopping again!
walked arnd plaza.
bought this really nice guess watch!
damn NICE ((: i like i like!
its like this white strap. with a heart and star with diamonds on it. and a guess word? YEAH. so cool right.
i love her soso much.
guess she knows im goin thru a tough time right now. prob the reason why she asked me out and stuff (:
shes sucha gd and caring mum!
(:
had dinner with her too.
was supposed to catch a movie but no more seats for star wars. ahahha.
so we went home instead.
shes watchin american idol now.
i want carrie to win (:

right.
gon get back results tmr.
bet im gonna fail badly. sighh.
shouldve studied man! now i regret.
hais.
nvm, stil got end of de yr.
hope nths gonna distract me then.
gtg. ciaos.

hes ma future husband. and no one can stop us (:

look! hes waiting for MY call (x heh

thats us. at esplanade. mich diyanah sara me adeline jia yuan xiao wei serene.

all the gals. at esplanade.

HAHA.

xiaowei sara serene and me (:

hide and seek? (x

meng hwee taking on a snake. hahah he even gave away his first kiss =x

joce and me (:

2005-05-15T22:42:00.000+08:00

disco inferno

HAHA.
im not a regular blogger. yays
haha.
realised its time i start concentrating on my studies more.
hmmm. YES.
anyways i forgot what i did over the past week.
exams are over!
and thats all that matters.
im FREE.
yeah free! ((: woo hoo.
hahahahahahhaha.

went out wif jas and the rest on fri.
went ice skating haha.
played the whole day.
then went to visit sanji at tan tock seng in the evening.
appendicts.
so poor thing right! walao.
and he cant run for two mnths.
what the hell. our garnet captain ):
sighh.
i visited him all three days kae!

gave him chocolates,

and NINE apples!

see see. got meaning one. 9!

an apple a day keeps the doctor away.

so..

9 apples a day keeps 9 doctors away (:

hahah thats lame.

at least he'll be sick-less for 9 daes?
SEE.sucha gd fwen right (: heh.
hes so goddam lucky! ahahah kkae ppl dont puke. im gonna stop nows.
aft that.
watched hse of wax wif px joanne and john.
hahahahha.
then went home.
went out again.
to castans hse. talked la.
cabbed to newton mrt cos i was too scared to cross THAT bridge. hahaha
i missed the freakin last train so i had to cab down to marina south to meet yvonne. her dad was kind enuff to send us to joce's place.
watched the exorcist.

YAY ive watched kingdom of heaven, guess who, hse of wax (twice) and coach carter!
hahaha yes!
chad michael murray is so damn cute!
i love him.
i wanna marry him.
no wait, hes karina's.
kae il jus stick to orlando bloom (:
oh ya.
my bf's acting in initial d (:
yes yes he is.
hahahahah.
not the main character, but one of the cute hunks.
EDISON CHEN.
hahaha ive pasted his photo at the back of my phone. so whenever im sad or lonely, al i haf ta do is look at that handsome face of his and il brighten up (: so pro right hahaha.

did alot of things la.
stayed at joce hse for both nights.
just came home.
watched coach carter wif her.
then took neos.
sigh i dont wanna go to sch anymore.
i just wanna haf loads n loads of FUN.
enjoy myself and not wry abt anything (:

2005-05-10T20:48:00.000+08:00

wrong turn

haiiis.
how am i supposed to be strong
but i cry over every small lil thing.

its like every damn song is somehow related to me. HAHA.

haix
really dont wanna fall again
but whenever i think abt it
sigh
happened too too fast
now its all gone
wished it nvr happened in the first place
my heart aches.
really soso hurting
how to get thru this.
i think god has abandoned me.
i dont know how to get to him anymore
= hais.
cant believe its all happening.. to me.
letting go...
is harder than i thought.
but i have to. somehow.

one more paper to go.
then im free (:

thks for being there for me. nows the time i really need y'guys. help me get thru this. telling me it aint worth it is a start (: thks ya. n thks for talking to me at night. hahaha jas n the rest. ure all so cute! and sweet too (: really appreciate it. ure right. i dont need him to survive. :D i know i gotta be strong, just for your sake (: oh n castan,u were right frm the start. i just chose nt to listen to ya,but other ppl instead. sighh. really wanna forget everythin and jus get on with ma life.

i wanna be happie (:
...but how.

2005-05-09T20:47:00.000+08:00

learned ma mistake

when ya think of ya past love,
ya may view it as a failure.
but when ya find a new love,
ya view the past as a teacher.
in the game of love, it doesnt really matter who won or who lost.
what is impt is that ya know when ta hold on and let go.
ya know ya really love someone
when ya want him or her to be happie,
even if their happiness means that youre not part of it.
sighh everything happens for the best
((:

haix.

one side of me is freakin pissed

and the other,

just want ya to be happie.

what the hell is wrong wif me man.

hahhahahahah.

like ive got split personality!

-whatever-

ahhaah.

only two more papers to go!

YEAH woohoo than ima free!

sigh. i still couldnt believe u did this to me. like what was i thinking to trust u so much. u know im nt that kinda person. so yea i dont just anyhow fall for anyone ya know. really feel so.. argh! so dumb, stoopid, hurt and played! =\ well sort of ahha. i know u probably got ur reasons. but whatever my feelings are affected too. YA?! hahaha but its okae. we can get over u. we're both gonna be strong, and we'll learn to carry on. im NOT gon fall again (: ma frens will be there to help and support me in every way. wheeee`

but on the other hand. i just want ya to be happie ahahha. its okae. learn frm ur mistakes yea? dont do the same thing to the next girl that comes into ur life. its hurting. ya. im sure u can move on. let this be a gd experience for u. be contented wif what ya have. dont be greedy (: u wont realise the imptance of smth/someone until uve lost it. learn to cherish people. all the best (:

LOVE-

2005-05-08T18:32:00.000+08:00

PLAYED.

fuck you.
yes you
i'll never ever forgive ya
all ya excuses.
dragging further and further
longer and deeper
what is this sia
your idea of a fun game?
well its not.
youre NO romeo.
fuck yer lies.
now everyone knows.
too bad for ya.

im happier.
much happier than before.
free frm everything.
esp you.
really not worth it.
worth nothing, NOTHING.

2005-05-07T02:47:00.000+08:00

bitch of all bitches.

ahh!
orlando bloom is goddam handsome!
oh gawd oh gawd.
((:
i think im in loveeee.
HAHAHAH.
nah la. just kidding.
but hes freaking shuai KAE!
i mean it!
watched kingdom of heaven today.
NICE!
hahahahahah cos i like him.
then went for supper.
heard house of wax also not bad.
i wanna go watch! (: YEA.
anyone wanna treat? :D heh.

another harry potter book is OUT!

YEAH (:

my ss paper is also screwed!
damnit la.
i studied mostly on THAT chapt.
but when i started writing,ma mind jus went blank (>.<) argh damn annoying right. cant stand it. HAAHA. i bought this escada perfume for my mama. both mothers day,and her bdae (: so i think its worth it. its damn nice lor! I WANT IT for myself! =/ HAHA. i think she knows la. cos i called her and asked which perfume she thinks is nice. and i talked alot of crap. so i guess she kinda suspects smth. oh silly me >.< LOL.
three more papers and ima done! (:
woo hoo i cant wait.
ma june hols :D
toodles-

2005-05-05T22:35:00.000+08:00

kisses.

HAHA.
ive decided to blog today!
cos its sucha waste if i dont.
its the most perfect date this yr (:
05.05.05 :D
grace grace grace.
yeah.
o7.o7.o7 would be the best (:
PERFECTION.
alright.

i cant watch house of wax!
what the hell right.
chad michael murray n paris hilton!
damnit la.
and i cant watch kingdom of heaven either!
fcuk la.
ORLANDO BLOOM is acting y'know!!
UGH that makes me even more annoyed!
why the hell is it NC-16!?
no meaning sial these ppl.
at least i can watch coach carter =
and initial D!
which is coming out pretty soon!
wheeee!
EDISON CHEN. jay chou. shawn yue.
i can hardly wait!

ma major exams are gone!
done eng chi sci math (paper 2)
sigh math paper 2 is screwed!
i shouldnt haf slept during tuition! argh.
reaallyy!
got ss tmr.
and look what im doing now.
blogging = uhh.
havent touched the book at all.
walao why am i like that eh.
hhaha i didnt even but the wb yet!
what the hell.

im so in love with the song 'untitled' and 'some say'
its so freaking nice eh.
hahahah.
i feel like eating chocs now!
HAHA.
and im thinking bout the chocolate cake at cass's bbq (: mmmm.
I WANT I WANT!
hahaha and talking abt her party.
whats a party without the bday girl?
hahahah she got high. knocked out.
the sunrise was super nice LA!
(nicer than that one time at the 2e4 east coast's outing)
MUCH nicer!
i think its the angle or smth.
this one has MORE coulours.
blue green yellow orange blue purple sky blue pink white whatever.
u name it.
DAMN nice!
but i still prefer sunsets (: heh.

liverpool won chelsea!

YEAH!

hahahahahhahah
i wanna carry the olympic torch for spore!
HAHAHAH.
first tiger cup,then casino,now olympics!
woooohoo.
im so proud of spore (:
kae gtg.
im watching the OC now!
toodles.

2005-04-30T01:02:00.000+08:00

lifes a bitch

HAHAHAHAHA.
ive nvr been happier (:

having mood swings eh.
nahhh.
HAHHA.
i haf all the answers.
AND i know what i wannnnaa doo.
thanks to all youuuu ppl out there.
helped me soso much. hehh.
lovveee-

2005-04-29T17:51:00.000+08:00

barely hangin on

ugh fuck life.
just when i thought everything was gon be alright.
i was so darn wrong.
what the hell
is wrong with ME.
i cant think.

exams
mugging
argh
stressed.

i need to think NOW.
once and for all.
too tired uf everything.

sweet talker
you just get the most uf me
over and over again.

down down down
barely hangin on.
im THE fool.

maybe i fell feh yer words,
instead uf ya.

it cant be.

the ~~cuts~~ dn even hurt
is it just ma skin
or am i losing ma mind.

im going CRAZEE.

2005-04-24T20:44:00.000+08:00

cold hard bitch (:

-aint worth it-

alrighties.
maybe i will continue blogging.
-looks at yu wen- =x heh.
we'll see how it goes kae.
hahahhaa.

LALALA im not listening =x
the HAPPIE me (:
say goodbye to the sad old days,
and hello to a brighter future! woohoo.

~no more crying, wipe ur tears. daddy's here.
no more nightmares~ (: YEAH.

im so relieved.
ive got mah best fren to help me all the way (:
and some other great ones too.
to stand by me. LOL.

so long as ive got them, i dont haf to care abt anything else.

not gon bother abt whatever ppl say.

its just ME, and MY life (:

now i know ive got nth to be sry about.
yeah.
shouldve listened to them a long long time ago.
then i wouldnt haf to waste my tears (--,)
BUT
aint gon be that dumb no more.
ive got nth to be worried abt,
cos he's always there for/with me (:
my most precious of all, GOD.

i wanna get ya thru this :D
just you, and me.
sunshine-y days ahead (:

2005-04-21T20:02:00.000+08:00

im done

sighh
i think this would be my last post.
dont feel like blogging anymore.
sick and tired of everything.
ppl minding other ppl's business.
how smth so small can end up to be a huge thing that everyone knows abt.
rumours all going arnd.
enough of that.
lifes so unfair.

ive done it.
todays the worst ive felt.
i seriously cant take it.
dont expect to see the normal me.
at least not for now.
i guess all of us need a break.
from everything thats happening.

sorry for hurting.

we all suffered enough.

and no one's to blame.

my eyes are swollen and my head hurts.

two terrifying days.

the MOST.

nvr gon do this again :
im sorry.

to all who were there feh me: really love u guys to bits. dont know what i'll do without ya. sighh but i guess lifes like that. ups n downs. disappointments and all. gd things come and go. frens too. true ones will stay with ya forever. finally realised whats worth it and whats not. thks for waking me up. u all were the ones who stood by me,supported me and gave me ur shoulder to cry on when im feeling like fuck. thanks again. my darling angels. love ya.

diyanah cassandra mark jaslyn px jiayuan xiaowei john dineth sanji michelle cynthia sara shern ryll mrs suneeth vinder ryan, all my wonderful classmates and anthony for making me laugh and stuffs. jit for understanding and helping us to solve this thing. AND those ppl who were there for me in other ways too. (like joce :D)

thanks for all ur love and support.

take care (:

2005-04-13T18:23:00.000+08:00

losing end

sighh.
im freaking stressed!
and im waiting fer my mum to UNground me so that i can go to evon's chalet.
hais.
monday.
skipped ed board.
forgot what i did la.
tuesday.
had sci erp. ugh i almost died!
went home first.
then went to tpy stadium.
met mr wum and jia yuan there first.
junyi they all,the dance ppl and the sapphire cheer ppl were also there.
together wif the rest of the outsiders that were at the stadium.
dineth, lynette,both shaun/shawn,ashley and zheng yi came a lil ltr.
ran four rounds for warm up.
then did four sets of relay,each.

then it started to rain.
waited for the rain to subside.
walked to macs.
ate fries.
bought bubble tea.
then went home.

wed.
had poa.
freaking hell.
when he asked me for the answer,i had IT okae. its just that i was too 'kan chong'. so i said wages instead of purchases.
and he said i skipped.
so i had to stand.
what the fuck right. damnIT.
argh damn annoying.
id really wished i could punch his face.
and im darn sure im not the only one.
alright.
social studies.. free period.
it goes on.
shucks theres so many things happening.
i can name them one by one.

right.first it was thew.then mel,kong. next cassidy, then kovyn.. xiaowei.. hong yee.. now ben n carin.theres more! argh this is getting annoying! i cant freaking stand it. just cos of some small shit,they make it into some big thing. sickening.
why cant we have WORLD peace. id exhange my life for it. if only i could (: sighh.

and its worse if the people that are involved are my frens.
those that i care for alot.
sighh.
i hope this would all end.
thew would come back,
and none of this would happen. sighh

sigh.
kae after sch.
waited for sanji.
didnt go for the garnet cheer thingy since the response was so bad!
went to look for the costume for our mascot. so last minute right.
so difficult.
we decided to go tmr.

sanji: i really dont know what ta do. sighh. thks anyway (:

yeah thats abt it.
gotta go.
bye.

live like u were dying

He said I was in my early forties
with a lot of life before me
when a moment came that stopped me on a dime
and I spent most of the next days
looking at the x-rays
Talking bout the options
and talking bout sweet time
I asked him when it sank in
that this might really be the real end
hows it hit you when you get that kinda news
man what'd you do

and he said
I went sky diving
I went Rocky Mountain climbing
I went 2.7 seconds on a bull named fumanchu
and I loved deeper and I spoke sweeter
and I gave forgiveness I'd been denying
and he said someday I hope you get the chance
to live like you were dying.

He said I was finally the husband
that most the time I wasn't
and I became a friend a friend would like to have
and all the sudden going fishin
wasnt such an imposition
and I went three times that year I lost my dad
well I finally read the good book
and I took a good long hard look
at what Id do if I could do it all again

and then
I went sky diving
I went Rocky Mountain climbing
I went 2.7 seconds on a bull named fumanchu
and I loved deeper and I spoke sweeter
and I gave forgiveness Id been denying
and he said someday I hope you get the chance
to live like you were dying.

Like tomorrow was a gift and you got eternity to think about
what'd you do with it what did you do with it
what did I do with it
what would I do with it?

Sky diving
I went Rocky Mountain climbing
I went 2.7 seconds on a bull named fumanchu
and then I loved deeper and I spoke sweeter
and I watched an eagle as it was flying
and he said someday I hope you get the chance
to live like you were dying.

2005-04-10T15:43:00.000+08:00

collide

((:
im feeling great! YEAH.
ohh.
not really la.
sighh i just got grounded.
thats why im blogging on a sun afternoon!
damn now i gotta stay at home.
and the only place i can go to is church (:
which isnt that bad afterall.
haix,mrs er and mdm you both wanna call my mum.
i think they miss her too much (-.-")
or maybe they were just pms-ing.
mrs er wanna call her cos i talked in class.
like what the hell right.
we were all talking.
kae then mdm you! argh i really cant stand her.
i left one section of my chinese test BLANK.
but like whats the bloody prob.
alot of ppl did the same,if not.. even worse!
and im pissed cos i waited over an hr for her to be ready, and then she said i couldnt do the damn thing.
i feel like killing her.
one more time she gets on my nerves! urgh.
so the whole time i was rather moody.
all thanks to HER.
stayed back for the cheer thingy.
walked cassidy down the hill.
then UP again.. he still wanted to see yu xiang haaha.

err. went to meet joce at novena.
she waited for me for an hr! sry joce!
sighh. theres so many things happening. first it was thew,next mel,then cassidy.
i dont know wassup with the world.
so fucked up.
with all the fucked up ppl and the things they do.
anyways,joce came over.
i slept for a while (: then got ready.
got a cab. a mercedes one! hheh.
picked kenneth up from shaw.
THAT latist! hahahahhaha.
he gave me a pink and white rip curl wallet.
HAHA but i just got mine.
rushed down to plaza sing.
couldnt make it for the movie.
went to lido instead.
met john,joanne,sarah and abraham there.
HAHA. bought the eye10 tix.
went down to meet them again,plus mel,ryan and the rest.
the eye10 was funny (: more of a comedy actually.
after the movie,ps joce n kenneth =x

went to hong yee's steamboat wif yuxiang.
jas,wenqi,yewoon,hongyee,ben,kc,wenyuan,clement, kovyn,anthony and zaniel were there too.
hahahah they enjoyed their food i supposed.
but jas didnt eat the prawns.
cos she found it cruel.
went to play pool.
yewoon and i just sat there and watched.
HAHA.
after a while,
took a cab wif anthony,clement n yuxiang.
they gave us a lift to newton.
went to castan's hse.
ahahah their dog got shaved!
cassidy woke up.
and cass was talking to leonard (--,)
we left at arnd 2am.
went home.

sat.
went for DARE (:
skipped most of the serv though.
i feel guilty.
right.
joce came over.
bought two vcds.
saw gang at toa payoh interchange.
HAHA. sucha coincidence.
went home. slacked
then went to watch a movie with my mum,bro and joce.
watched the wedding date. NICE :D
that michael buble song rocks!
met chin chye and his frens at shaw plaza.
hahah BABY jit was there too.
went home after the movie.

watched i do i do.
HAHA too fast too furious rocks!
i like the pink car (: so COOL.
we stayed up till abt 3am.
then slowly went to bed.
HAHAH.
woke up latee today.
yeah.
and here i am blogging.
aight gtg.
CIAOS (:

2005-04-07T20:12:00.000+08:00

RUNNI NG

heyyos!
hahah im finally in my happie mood!
~wheeeeeee (:
well not really la.
maybe its cos i just bought a new roxy baggie!
so cool kaes!
im not exactly sure if its NICE or not la.
and my wallet's NICE too (:
im so blessed!
well anw,didnt blog ystdy.
nth much happened.
jas n jy came over to my hse.
TO play neopets (--,) dots. hahahahah
right right.
HAHA.

TODAY.
had poa.
wah mr koh is freaking pissed man!
he wasnt supposed to come in anyways, but he did. DAMNIT! he should haf just stayed in the office or smth.
and he dont even wanna return us our papers! what is thiss man!
he confiscated their gameboys -.-"
oh childish them. BAH.
went for PE.
chose NETBALL.
argh that ms lim is annoying!
i cant freaking stand her.
its STEPPING! not running w ball!
sickening,shes disgracing the netball society!
shes just like mrs poh.
DAMN act smart,and ACT cute some more.
think she knows everything.
ARGH i shant go into IT.
if not my mood will prob change or smth!

had social studies.
just like any other lesson.
CME.
mrs suneeth marked our papers.
passed mah eng test (: with an 18 >.<

cant stand that mr tee!
another act cute one.
think he damn smart like that.
HES actually quite alright lahs,just that hes ALWAYS puntual!! ugh how annoying is THAT. and that he tries to act PRO and fierce whenever he cannot control the class.
but other that that hes okae.
hahhaha.
he has been having mood swings for the past few days tho. i think hes pms-ing as well! hehhs.
went shopping wif px after sch.
FINALLY.
no wait,i went home wif jia yuan to get her dnt workpiece FIRST, then went back to sch. waited for them to finish.
saw the garnet cheer!
i think we're dead! so so dead! =no offense,but yeah. nice try gals (:
doesnt matter if we win or nott.
rights.
i heard the sapphire cheer is DAMN nice!
and the topaz one will be great,as usual!
OH and emerald is also not bad this yr. so yeah. sighh.
thats all.

sighh. i hope thew's alright. argh he shouldnt get suspended y'know! we're all like...what the hell. the class is kinda pissed too. nvm,we support u THEW! ((:

my lifes kinda boring.its like im happie,but sad. AND stressssed! haiyaa i dont know. I JUST WANNA LIVE! hahah n im so falling in love with tong hua! eh eh i heard that song like LAST MNTH kae! or maybe 6 weeks ago. so im NOT backdated!

-ni ku zhe dui wo shuo, tong hua li dou shi pian ren de-
hahahah my fav line frm the song (: i hope i wrote the pin yin dwn correctly! hahaha it feels weird typing chinese. like so cheenafied! but guess its for my own gd. i really wanna pass chi! if thats ever possible! HAHA. ohwells. oh! and i know why im happier today! cos theres no chinese! NO mdm you's lesson! YEAH! hahaha whatever.BYE.

theres the OC and one tree hill

tonight!

woohooooo (:

2005-04-05T21:57:00.000+08:00

obsessed with sticks (:

argh.
lifes getting worse.
i think i was pms-ing just now.
had food n nutritions test.
was alright, surprisingly.
english!
mrs suneeth just loves THREE E TWO! :D
yuppsiesss! (:
she rocks la.
some dumb, NO meaning ppl must find trouble wif her. ugh they suck. and im sure everyone knows who im talking abt.
even THAT person himself.
shant talk abt it anymores. it annoys me =yeah!
skipped pe =x didnt want to.
but.. ehh.. err. it was all xiaowei's idea! =x
HAHAHA nah la. i was kinda lazy.
and its only ONE period. so id rather not.
wrote mah very own professional letter (:
rightt (--,)

argh. that bloody mdm you. fuck fuck. i swear i cant take it anymore. damn HER! first scolded me for disturbing other ppl whos trying to pay attention. like what the hell lor. biatch! then shouted at me just cos i was touching zheng's dnt artpiece! what the fuck. damnit la. her voice is irritating! and shes like 99.9% biased! she had to shout,no SCREAM my name. YI WENnnn......... urgh annoying piece of..ugh. n the best part was, the rest of em were slping,TALKING loudly, playing their stuffs and all. and she just HAD to pick on ME.

sighh.
i know she likes me.
but please control urself mdm you!

and i know she loves my name.

but thats still no excuse to over-react!
and i was just thinking of a way to get her sacked!
HAH!
nah im not that mean.
shes just annoying at times, nice at others.
right.
i shant contradict myself!
went to eat at tpy.
wif px,jas,jy and jia yuan.
finally got the gang back.
wont haf trouble with you-know-who hanging out wif the rest of you-know-who. HAH i dont make sense!
but jas should know.

sighh
my grandma almost got admitted to hosp.
received a msg frm mum.
rushed home.
went to tan tock seng (nearest i guess)
waited and waited.
damn bloody long.
SLOW treatment. BAD service! hehhs.
but shes alright nows. just need some rest (:
kkae. i gtg.
CYA :D

2005-04-04T22:10:00.000+08:00

moving on

sigh
ive just realised that my life's so
.........
DOTS! ugh.
schs so boring. how i wished i could quit or smth!
NAH
but schs quite fun y'know.
esp when u get to see all ur.. ehh FRENS (:
and some others.
social studies still suck.
and I HATE CHINESE! >.<
ive got an f&n test tmr, and a chinese one as well.
sighh. DAMN!
ohwells.
hahaha im on msn now and that toopid wenqi dont wanna say HI.
rude! HAHAHAHA.
right.
she sent me the song alrdy. that was all i wanted =x
and chin chye is mad.
hes sending me ALL the songs = hahaha.

kae back to the topic. i dont like poa hahaha. cos i just realised that ive forgotten to balance out in my test =\ i hate this feeling. REGRET = eeeewww. and like everyone in the class is so freaking gd in poa. disgusting HAHA. mrs suneeth tested some ppl for eng. not as in TEST. i mean she asked em to read infront of the whole class. hahahah thew's accent is damn funny! CUTE la.

had sci for THREE whole periods. id thought i would haf fainted or smth. hmmm then had math. i switched seats wif thew. cause the fan above is annoying my nose. YEA. well seating at the bad isnt so bad. i kinda like it actually (: hahaha.

okae.
thats abt it.
had a BIG party aftr sch. ED BOARD.
BIG EH jia yuan (:
hahahahah.
kae thats IT.
BYE :D

2005-04-03T23:05:00.000+08:00

im not perfect

rights.
DARE 2 PLAY rocks!
yeah yeah! (:
its great
but theres alot of ppl who signed up,but did not turn up.
guess FOUR bucks is nth to em eh. tsktsk.
uh anyways,
yea xiaowei went too.
HAHA.
it was FUN. tiring tho.
AMAZING RACE. arnd sentosa! :D
thk god xwei came (: she was even in the same bus as me!
so we reached tanjong beach.
amazing race started.
saw our clue,thought it was musical fountain. went there.. WRONG! hahaha.
went to the merlion.
WRONG station!
so we wasted alot of time yea.
finally realised that it was cinemania.
DOTS.
ahhaha.
and the race continued.
ran here,ran there.
WAH its worse than 2.4!
much worse. MORE walking AND running.
after amazing race,
rushed into the sea.
SO cooling,and refreshing of cos.
HAHA.
then one more game!
also very fun. water bombs everywhere.
ate dinner.
washed up.
WORSHIP UNDER THE STARS ((:
hahaha
im so looking forward to the adventure camp in june!
AVDENTURE CAMP,here i come!
woo hoo!

sighh
im kinda upset i didnt get to go for avril's concert.
but frm what ive heard,it wasnt worth it. esp those who paid 100 over bucks to see her say "thankew all for coming, BYE"
HAHAH.
so yupp.
id rather go for DARE 2 PLAY
anytime.
xiaowei: thks feh coming dar. hope uve enjoyed urself! (:

TODAY.
was supposed to wake up at 11am
but woke up at 12 instead =x
was late,as usual.
like abraham said, ive developed a habit. and yes,im a LATIST (according to him) its a LATE + a 'ist'. (--,)
met him and yen shiun at novena.
they were waiting feh john.
met yuxiang at the mrt.
went to funan it mall to support castan.
teenage idol.
she qualified for the auditions.
but sadly,not for this.
its alright cass,try again some other time kae.
i think the judges all deaf.
dont know how to hear properly. cos they didnt even choose that purple girl.
hahah but that 'bon jovi' guy was damn hot (: and cute!
hehhs. right sarah?

and the dance was damn nice can!
took mrt wif amir n yuxiang.
went to meet dad at j8.
ate sakae sushi (:
argh my bro's annoying!
he made me cry last night. bastard.
went to play pool.
then went home.

thurs nights are great!
CAUSE..
the OC is back!
and chad michael murray is acting in ONE TREE HILL (:
yipeee!
thur nights are packed.
sighh.
i think im gonna end this blog.
and prob create a new one.
for the best i guess.
leave ma old memories behind.
AND start a NEW chapter uf ma life (:
after 3oo over pathetic days.

thinking the impossible
IS what im best at.

2005-04-01T23:17:00.000+08:00

candy shop

~IVE GOT THE MAGIC STICKS :D
HHAHA.
heyyyss.
hmmmm. let me see.
wed..
is JUST NOT my day!
argh.
that dumb mdm you.. sickng.
see, its like this.
i fell aslp in class. (like who wouldnt? her lessons r so damn boring!)
and she HAD TO shout my name to wake me up.
and heres the thing.
I WASNT THE ONLY ONE.
like more than half the damn class was slping LA!
and she JUST HAD TO call MY name!
bloody no meaning.
kae theres more.
i left my ch wrkbk at home.
and guess what?!
AGAIN,she PURPOSELY asked ME why i didnt bring it.
AND AGAIN,like half the class didnt bring it!
NO MEANING!
so annoying.
yea that was the start of the annoying day.. in an annoying sch. with annoying tchers!

urgh.
was damn fucked up on wed night.
i sorta blogged.
but theres some funny thing going on with ma com.
and the post just...
wasnt published.
argh.
damn annoying.
HAHA.
jas n junyi came over to my hse.
they played neopets =.=
HHAHA.

hmm anyways,
yeah was damn stressed in the night.
COS firstly,i DID NOT go for the simple plan concert!
ARGH.
cos of the 'dilly-delly-NESS'
YA LA.
was alrdy so pissed.
then that carrie chong kept commenting on how nice the concert was.. on the damn radio.
like DUH!
its SIMPLE PLAN.
what else could u expect?!
damnit i felt like strangling her!
but other than that,shes a nice dj (:
right.
kae THEN...
was super stresssedd.
cos i had FOUR tests the next day!
so fuck right? ugh.
was rushing through my poa project.
dumb mr koh.
i feel like punching his face!
hes got the 'come punch me' FACE! (-.-")
YES.
after that i still had the homework n corrections to do.
cmon LA. we're still kids!
aint we? >.<
HAHA.
THEN.. had to do some revision for ss.
i only knew bout two tests that night.
was only informed in sch abt the other two tests.
KAE thats not it.
then people kept talking to me!
sry to all those i may have scolded.
was kinda moody........ yea.
THEN i waited for donno how many gawddam hrs just to hear out for avril's tix.
HAHA.
but couldnt go anyway.
some church thingy (: DARE2PLAY.
yeah.

was almost late for sch the next day.
but managed to rush tho.
err.. did my four tests.
math, eng, poa and ss.
.............
was relieved after all that.
went for dental in the aftnoon.
went home at arnd 8.
took a short nappie.
then went for a drive with mum.
reached home at arnd 10plus.

friday.
had lj.
argh i swear my lj is getting frm bad to worse each yr.
my distance...is like..damn.
i think i even did better in sec 1!
literally.
its like ive lost the ability to jump.
.........HAH right!
wasted most of the lessons. YESH!
had sci test after recess.
went to tpy stadium.
supported mah peepos (:
HAHA.
frankly speakg,i think garnet's err...... nevamind. :/
theres ALOT of pro topaz n sapp long distance runner!
OH no oh no.
sighhs.

went to foodcourt to eat aft that.
with jiayuan,jas,zheng yi,yee ting,shawn, wenqi and xwei.
they accompanied me ahahha.
HAD to eat foodcourt.
for my sake.
cos my teeth hurts like mad.
and the only thing i could eat was porridge!
yes boring, i know.
but no choice laaa.
then stonned at tpy interchange.
HAHAH.
they started whacking the tie arnd.
was damn funny.
i KNOW how to do that KAES!
so pls dont look dwn on me ((:
then went home.
slept again.
only woke up at arnd 10.50pm.
SO tired.
and my legs r aching like MAD.
that sickng higgie LA.. during PE.
thats prob another reason why i couldnt run, or jump =
kae i think thats abt it.

xwei: if ure reading this,dont wry too much kaes. u'll make the right decision. think it over (: GOD will be there. CYA tmr! tkcre dar.

2005-03-29T22:24:00.000+08:00

let me go

wheeee`
ahhaha!
havent blogged in a week!
guess im kinda lazy.
and too lazy to change my blog skin either.
anws, what happened?
last week.
err..
sch was alright.
went for steamboat on thurs night.
wif all mah lovely 2e4 peepos (:
not all went. some.
arrived there with mark n stan.
adeline n the rest were there alrdy.
met yu xiang n his frens there.
hahahha.
coussie amos came ltr! HAHA.
ate ate.
but i didnt eat much though.
not in a mood for eating.
then sent cally to city hall.
came back.
the guys played pool.
i went to meet my mama (:

retarded bro,n his godmama.
watched ms congeniality 2.
hahaha it was okae, but somehow i preferred the first one :HAH.
ahh.. was late for the movie.
met karina n michelle in the cinema!
ahahah so qiao right.
first yuxiang, then karina ((:
HAHA.
kae thats it for the day.

friday.
FRIDAY! GD FRIDAY :D
was too lazy to go anywhere.
stayed at home.
watched some dvds.
hahahahhah jaslyn called.
then...........

right.

sat.
had lunch with mum.
then went to church! FINALLY.
-argh. seeing ur face just makes me sick!-
anws, i missed dare!
so so so muchhhh ((: heh.
cant wait to go for DARE 2 PLAY next week! (:
its gonna be great.
whole fun day at sentosa.
woohoo! (: YEAH.
im gonna haf loads of FUN fun fun!
HAHA.
then met castan outside the rock.
cabbed down to spore indoor stadium.
queued up.
it was crowded.. yeah.
met jia yuan n jaslyn.
hahahah.
but kind vonny reserved seats for us (:
and was asking us not to talk during preaching =x hahah.
we couldnt help it.
castan was bored, and restless.
so yaa.
but the drama was gd.
if it were to take part in the syf, i think it would probably get a gold ahahah.
right.
went to newton for supper.
then shared a cab wif jas.

sunday.
had no mood to go out.
so didnt go for service.
yeah.
stayed at home.
did the usual.

monday.
start of the school day!
ahh.. boring.
stayed back for ed board.
hmm.. so whats new.
~just another boring monday..
wish it was a sunday~
(hahaha thats a song btw)
KAE.
hahaha and at night.
there was this earthquake thingy.
my bro said he started shaking in 'circular motion' HAHAH!
how funny can he get!
then i told him there was an earthquake in sumatra.
and he was like.. really ah.
HAHAHAH.
shouldve seen that look on his face.
like damn shocked, but try to act calm. hahaahhaah.
i know zheng was super excited hahaha
((:

tuesday!
which is TODAY.
its KELLIE's and EMILY's birthday!!
hooray! :D
wheeeeeeee (:
HAPPIE BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
another yr older.
sweeet sweeeet fifteen YEAH.
kae.
wished kel on the dot. 12am (:
YES.
went to see the doctor in the morn.
reached sch at abt 12plus.
AHAH. i purposely took my own sweeet time (: dilly-delly HAHA.
mrs er lesson.
then the rest of the lessons...
rather relaxing.

went to far east after sch.
got emily's gift.
then got back.
she cut the cake.
hahahah some of it was smashed onto her face.
dineth's idea,
but sanji n baby jit did it!
wuahahahah.
im sure emily had a fun time chasing them.. ahh.. sweet sweet revenge! muahhaha.
went home after all that.

sighh.
tuition just ended.
now i dont even think im going to the simple plan OR avril lavigne concert ):
HAIS.
all of them LA.
DILLY-DELLY! =
(my new fav word :D)
then we always got that 'see-how' attitude. ugh.
check here, check there.
"tmr then book"
NOW end up too late.
for SIMPLE PLAN!
sobs sobs.
haiYAH.
now i gotta wait like dunno how many more YRS.. for them to come back to spore again (if ever)
.....):
and AVRIL LAVIGNE!
SIGH.
got the church thingy.
which is also once in a lifetime.
and i absoulutely NOT want to miss worship under the stars.
its like the BEST la.
besides church camp.
and now ~caught in the middle~
hahahaha ((:
a1 is gone ): hais.
id rather NOT think abt it.
kkae. i gotta go.
BYE.

2005-03-22T18:58:00.000+08:00

the scientist

Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry
You don't know how lovely you are

I had to find you
Tell you I need you
Tell you I set you apart

Tell me your secrets
And ask me your questions
Oh let's go back to the start

Running in circles
Coming up tails
Heads on a silence apart

Nobody said it was easy
It's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard

Oh take me back to the start

I was just guessing
At numbers and figures
Pulling your puzzles apart

Questions of science
Science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart

Tell me you love me
Come back and haunt me
Oh and I rush to the start

Running in circles
Chasing our tails
Coming back as we are

Nobody said it was easy
Oh it's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard

I'm going back to the start

thank you for loving me

It's hard for me to say the things
I want to say sometimes
There's no one here but you and me
And that broken old street light
Lock the doors
We'll leave the world outside
All I've got to give to you
Are these five words tonight

[Chorus:]
Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn't see
For parting my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me
Thank you for loving me

I never knew I had a dream
Until that dream was you
When I look into your eyes
The sky's a different blue
Cross my heart
I wear no disguise
If I tried, you'd make believe
That you believed my lies

[Chorus:]
Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn't see
For parting my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me

You pick me up when I fall down
You ring the bell before they count me out
If I was drowning you would part the sea
And risk your own life to rescue me

[Solo]

Lock the doors
We'll leave the world outside
All I've got to give to you
Are these five words tonight

[Chorus:]
Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes
When I couldn't see
You parted my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me

When I couldn't fly
Oh, you gave me wings
You parted my lips
When I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me

over

I watched the walls around me crumble
But its not like I won't build em up again
So here's your last chance for redemption
So take it while it lasts because it will end
And my tears are turning into time I've wasted trying to find a reason for goodbye

[Chorus:]
I cant live without you
Can't breathe without you I dream about you honestly
Tell me that its over
Because the world is spinning and I'm still living
It wont be right if were not in it together
Tell me that it's over

And I'll be the first to go
Don't want to be the last to know

I won't be the one to chase you
But at the same time you're the heart that I call home
I'm always stuck with these emotions
And the more I try to feel the less I'm whole
My tears are turning into time
I've wasted trying to find a reason for goodbye

[Chorus]

My tears are turning into time
I've wasted trying to find a reason for goodbye

[Chorus]

Tell me that it's over
Over
Honestly tell me
Honestly tell me
Don't tell me that its over
Don't tell me that its over..

2005-03-22T18:30:00.000+08:00

gifts and curses

i cant believe my bro just wasted 3 movie tickets.
like wth right.
freaking retarded.
ate four diff types of crab on sun.
pepper, chilli,butter and one more hahah.
freaking big u know. (the crab i mean) VERY! it was gigantic. abt 3-4 times the size of my palm. err..i think haha.
anyways,
watched spongebob today.
what can i say?
i like patrick! ((:
so adorable.
sch is argh.. fuck!
homework, homework.
i gotta pass up my holiday homework and i have not even started on it yet.
what the hell.
give us a break man.
deprived childhood =and mum's going to australia. damn.
i wanna get out of here.
its so unfair!
she enjoys her damn life.
and im stuck here.. schooling.
i dont understand mr tee!
everything abt him.
hais.
my cough is getting frm bad to worse!
im packed wif activities.
ARGH.
why cant i haf a simple-r life.

the house meeting was just...
haiyah.
did my poa test.
im not the least bit confident.
haf another test tmr!
argh i cant stand it.
not the tests, but MY life.
i cant wait to go to DARE this sat.
i missed everyone there.
esp kel n the rest.
i feel much better when im wif em (:

arghs.
well school sucks as usual.
my lifes getting worse.
the worlds just so damn fucked up.
argh!
daddy take me home! HOME (:
what am i doing here.
its like.
everythings just so wrong.
the whole world is in conspiracy!
damnit. im lost.
fucking hell.
it feel so gd (:
the special 'f'

AND i dont need a damn doctor.
id rather die.
well if i really do..
then i wouldnt haf to think of an excuse or ways to kill myself.. right?
urgh.
just blame me for everything.
i cant be bothered anyways.
fuck fuck fuck.
whats wrong with the fucking world.
whats up with my fucking life.
i need YOU,
now more than ever.
i just want a normal life.
cant anyone understand?

-no one knows-
i look arnd me,
and all i see are happie ppl.
i just need HALF.

take me back to the stars?
please ((:

2005-03-19T23:59:00.000+08:00

leave me with a scar

oh gosh.
havent blogged for a long time!
anw, the one week hol is almost over!
sobs sobs ):
back to school! ugh. boring.
did cip on wed.
went arnd collecting donations.
stayed in ljs with john n the gang.

thursday.
went down to cine.
to support them for their singing audition.
castan got in. woohoo (:
well it was expected anw.
walked arnd.
went to plaza.
cassidy n tim came along too.
cher n cy came a bit ltr, cause they were shopping at heeren.
hahahah.
gang, christopher n BABY jit (hahahahaahahhaahha!) came too.
we all watched son of the mask.
it was err...funny?
hahah. "mother" :D
saw yu xiang, dineth, emily, chin chye and kai wen there.
went to serangoon.
meet some frens.
then went home.

friday.
met joce they all for a movie.
kenneth is soo biased! HAHA.
there was no shows to watch in cine.
so we went to plaza.
all sold out.
no choice but to watch in good company again! i didnt mind cos topher grace is so cute!
waited damn long for the show.
i want spongebob! argh.
everywheres sold out.
maybe yu xiang's right.
im not fated to watch it =\ hahah NAH!
ate at ljs.
guess what.
i dropped my wallet!
but thank god alex n bec saw it!
im saved! ((: heh.
they played in the arcade.
we watched the show.
then cabbed down to mah place to watch the 9pm show hahahah.
happie ending (as usual)
then we cabbed down to joces hse.

went to her hse.
watched ring 0 first.
then the ring. (watched it before)
so it was kinda boring for me.
anws, yeah. both the shows only ended arnd 5am.
we ate supper at arnd 3, 4am?
yeah. joce's dad was kind enuff to buy for us supper! roti prata (:
after both shows.
went to her bedroom.
i spotted the dirty lil insect!
THE cockroach! (joce's fren btw =x)
HAHAHAH.
-screams screams-
then she got jonathan to come into the room. to kill it hahhaha.
he went "its on the CAP!"
and we were like...huh?
hahahahah it was actually on the bra! LOL. kae so now we know. that he doesnt know how to differenciate betwn a bra and a cap. HAHAH.
anw it died.
and we were saved! haha.
yvonne slept straight away!
but i couldnt.
neither could joce.
so we talked.
till arnd 8.30. then we went to slp.
hahahahahhaha.
until 3pm.
and we realised it was too late to go to escape. so we got ready. and cabbed down to tampines mall instead.....
hoping to watch spongebob.
but guess what.
SOLD OUT. argh. damnit!
so we walked arnd.
until 6 plus.

cabbed down to downtown east, for the planet shakers concert.
we didnt buy tix.
but we got help from frens (:
the concert was alright.
but i didnt really like their songs.
i dont know why either.
we went out halfway.
took a look at the shirts on sale.
ahhahah the people there were super frenly! YEAH. esp that guy hahahha.. who talks alot. rmber joce? -winks
bought two shirts.
one for mah bro, and one for me!
see how thoughtful i am? :D
saw xiaowei there!
and shawn tan (i think)
AND..i even saw LYDIA! frm mcs (:
shes so different now! hahahah.
after the concert, took mrt home.

its sunday alrdy! argh!
no time no time.
ive got tons of homework!
but i have not even touched it yet!
im so dead.
guess i gotta stay home tmr to complete it.
oh bummer.
cant go for second wif kel ):
sry darl. nxt week DARE kae!
LOVE (:

-i cant, i cant. i just cant-

2005-03-14T19:38:00.000+08:00

ransom letters

HAHA.
watched 'in good company'
topher grace is soooo cute! (:
heh.
well cute in his own way i guess.
not those kind of charming cute.
more of childish cute? :D
but hes CUTE and thats all that matters!
kae what else?
went to make my ic today.
the pic looks stoopid.
i look damn retarded in the photo.
urgh. damnit.
i always look retarded in ic pics.
yeah.
went to esplanade.
saw the art exhibitions.
so unique, and artistic!
then ate haagen-dazs (: mmm.
the ice cream cubes, fruits with the hot chocolate dippings? damn nice!

went shopping.
spent 66 bucks at forever 21.
i love the clothes there (:
walked arnd wisma.
then went home.
i got my cip on wed.
cmon ppl go down to orchard to donate!
i want my tin to be the heaviest!
no wait thats not right.
id rather mine be the lightest,
with the most money (hahah with all the notes, BIG big notes!)
im greedy! BAH.

i miss mah frens.
oh n kel,hope ure alright.
<3 YA.
((:

-cant a woman take advantage of what she wants?-

2005-03-12T19:32:00.000+08:00

im leaving it all behind

havent blogged in ages!
lets see.
what happened.
fri.
went to watch boogeyman! (:
it was..err okae.
but the shock factor was damn high!
i almost had a heart attack.
but it wasnt scary la.
the boogeyman looked so..
errr... cartoonish.
right.
then went home.
joce came as well.
cabbed to castans hse. picked her up.
went to spore indoor stadium.

BENNY HINN?
the queue was FREAKING long i tell u!
hahahha.
so we couldnt get seats.
but jia yuan managed to.
cos she went super early.
we went to orchard instead.
no movies to watch.
so we went to eat, shop....yeah.

sat.met cher,diyanah n xinyi at tpy.
went to barker fair.
met cass there.
dineth n joanne came ltr to meet us.
it was HOT. and packed!
sticky and sweaty.
saw stan and err his frens,
castans cous,
russell.
this err..cute? guy that castan was gaga over..
(she stared at him, he stared at her.
he was shy.
so was she....... -.-
she waved bye,
he waved bye...)
'a modern and modified scenerio frm
romeo n juliet' ((: heh.
who else?
oh..more church frens!
gill and her gang.
yeah!
and we even saw ryan tay.
and...his bro? hahahha.
thats what we THOUGHT.
cassandra was like "leon"
then he turned arnd.
so it was him hahahaha.
argh. and i saw .him.
stoopid. spoilt my mood.
and i swear if HE was the one sitting above the 'dunkin' thingy, i would spent every cent i have to make him drop! grr!
oh we saw yang when we were waiting for a cab. hahahah.i could still rmber that grin >.<

cabbed down to orchard.
walked arnd.
then cabbed down to peach garden.
HAHA junyi had to dunk his head into the pool. and we was like..WET!
kae.
what else.
slacked the whole day today.
nth to do.
anw i woke up late.
like 4plus.
and i still gotta do my ic!
kae i gtg.
we're gonna watch 'in good company' (:
i think mum's in a gd mood. HAH.
ciaos.

2005-03-09T22:26:00.000+08:00

get right

woohoo.
im blogging im blogging~ wheeee (:
hahahah.
err.. im kinda tired.
so gonna make it a quick one.
hahaha.
guess what day it is...
sanji's birthday! wheeee!
HAPPIE BIRTHDAY mr.SANJIVAN :D
GAYmallow ((:
i think theyre probably still out now, eating steamboat hahhahaa.
today,
that bloody retarded guy.
mark leong
punched zheng in the eye! argh.
psycho.
i think he belongs in chao yang.
eh wait,maybe thay wont even accept him.
grrr. that baboon head.
so annoying.
and zhengs specs broke.
it could have got into his damn eye u know! ....curse that mark leong!
kae.
so thats that.

went to mcs sports day.
met kel.
joce overslept....again.
so whats new.
that makes it..third time in a row!
it was kinda boring.
so we decided to take a short..err...
'tour' hehh.
u wouldnt believe what we did =x
damn retarded.
oh wells.
went home after that.
slept slept slept.
for four hrs!
but im still kinda tired,
so err...bye!
btw,thanks for the gift:
vinderz (ly bro!). joanne. cheryl,and fezz. junjie (: stacy, cristal, siti..err and the rest that gave me hahahah.
tata (:

2005-03-07T22:20:00.000+08:00

sunday morning (:

hahahah first of all.
happie birthday to..RITZ!
and myself of course =x
heh.
i love 7th march.
isnt this the most wonderful day?
((:

alrighties.
thur. err forgot where i went.
fri.
went to meet joce after sch.
then went home.
showered, got changed.
cabbed down to ikea.
bought straws (:
lots and lots of straws!
then cabbed down to suntec.
for bs.
met yvonne there.
john helped us reserve seats :D
hahahah how kind of him eh.
after serv,went to peace centre.
hahhaah until arnd 1plus i think.
took a cab to newton circus.. to buy food.
cos grandpa was hungry. BAH.
then cabbed home again.

she stayed over.
next day.
went to the library.
studied for chem.
well we didnt do much studying.
uh. anyways,
went home arnd evening.
then went to a wedding dinner at night.
my coussie kelvin (: heh.
hes super tall i tell u.
yea the bear was damn nice (:
i liked it.
but the chocs kinda suck.
oh wells.

went for first on sundae (:
i woke up early.
and even got my own chop. hahahah.
but wait.
i need to confess smth ):
we skipped half the service.
as in smwhere in the middle,
we gave our seats to this sweet couple.
and went to watch a movie instead.
now how bad is THAT?!
mums gonna kill me if she ever finds out i pon-ed church for a movie!
after that.
kai ma picked me up.
went to hard rock cafe.
havent been there in a looong time!
and i swear ive got the cutest god siblings in the whole wide world.
my god bro is cuter (: heh.
im biased! =P

after lunch.
we went to catch a movie at j8.
watched i do i do.
funny! HAHA.
ring, rang, rung.
sing, sang, sung.
ping, pong, piang! HAHAHA.
soooo dumb!
kae anw,met jas,px n belinda for a short short while (:
they showed me what they bought.
kankong (or however u spell it)
that vegetables thingy.
hahahahh.
went home after the show.
had tuition.
eh wait.
i slept for awhile first.
then had tuition.
mr yeo said i'll only get my prezzie if i scored at least and a2 for chem = urgh.
say bye bye to that gift.
cos when i did my chem today (monday),it totally sucked!

MONDAY.
woohoo!
seventh of march! :D
yipeeeee!
the greatest day of the yr!
most special (:
a BIG thank YOU to everyone who bought me a prezzie (:
jaslyn. pengxin. cassandra. cheryl. diyanah. zheng yi. junyi. belinda. pek fan. jia yuan. derrick. hong yee. stanley. kovyn. huiya. cally. adeline. john. ye woon. sherlyna. dineth. cy. xiao wei. sanji. shern whey + sara. stanley.g. ivan..and all those who ive not mention.

dah rainbow colours of mah life!

twenty eight lovely ppl (:

TWENTY EIGHT!
PLUS those who contributed to the cake (:
lol thks for all those who wished me too! (: love you all to bits!
PX.
mah baby eeyore (: heh.
and MAH wassuppp ppl.
thks for the pink adidas watch.
i love it :D
AND the hamper >.< HAHA.
toilet roll, colgate, milk powder, baby food, pampers..what else? OH kankong! x)
right.

went for ed board after sch.
but left early.
met joce.
she helped me carry some of the stuffs.
went home.
got ready.
went out again.
met mum.
she brought us for dinner!

jap (: mmmm.
then we went to heeren to take neos (:
thats it.
got a math test tmr.
wish me luck.
oh n u know smth.
i just realised that IM FIFTEEN!
so is that a gd thing? or a bad.
ugh im 15! oh no 15!
two times of 15 is 30! THIRTY!
argh im just growing up too fast!
......
BYE!

2005-03-01T21:16:00.000+08:00

breathe in (:

a vry HAPPIE BIRTHDAE to..
`my KOR :D
(who is annoying at times,but ALSO sweet at other times)
`BRANDA ((: heh.
(whose bdae is actually tmr)

BOO. heh.
did baking todae :D
rock buns. LOL.
the best part of the day was...
when ms taylor came into class!!
relief (:
OMG we were screaming n shouting.
all the 2e4rians were so excited (:
we grabbed a chair for her.
she sat down.
and shared some stories hahahha.
about err...cant sae.
anw,she rocks!
and the saddest part was when she had to leave ): awww.

had math.
THAT trainee tcher again.
hahahah the KING of TIPS.
it was damn funny.
seriously funny.
my class is GD at being sarcastic!
oh wow i just realised. heh.
hahah he uses the hangman method to threaten us. oh what a joke HAHA.
he gave us his idea of 'tips' on how to pass ur exams.
.........
hmmm. BAH.
mdm you was absent today (:
YAYness.
evryone was so damn happie.
i mean..who wouldnt be.
hahahha.
the PRESSURE is ON ((:
kae.

went for dental after sch.
then went to parkway wif mum.
bought for kor his gift.
hahahhah he liked it he liked it (:
this really sweet gal..bought for him this big,no wait..EXTRA big thingy that is in a shape of a dog bone. HAH.
so sweet right.
wanted to buy my guess watch but was sold out. i dont believe it.
i thought it would nvr be sold out.
argh now we gotta go back to orchard.
had been eyeing on THAT for a loooong time! and no fair. joce saw it once and she got it = -cries =x
bought the cake from jacks place.
choc smth. im not sure.
nice!
hahahhaha.
-thinks of all the mouth-watering cakes- =DD. heh.
im NEXT!
(yes i am,hahah im not jk)
SIX more days* :D

2005-02-28T19:34:00.000+08:00

wrap my words arnd u (:

hmm.
guess what
theres smth really wrng wif my hotmail. as in i cant check my mail. wth? so pls dont send me anythng ppl.
hahaah.
AND,
my sch won acsBR todae! :D
SOCCER!

5-0. (and im NOT showing off or anything kaes =x)
guess theyre NOT gd in everything.
those barker boys readin,pls dont get offended. im just stating the facts.
i bet ure gd in other things.
woohoo!
mark scored THREE goals! (:
so cool eh? HAH.

anw,went to the publishing comp todae.
pearson? i think.
yea was quite excited at first.
then didnt feel like going.
but i submitted the consent form last week so i had to go no matter what.
hmm,it was...err
educational i guess?
the snacks were good (:
kit kat kit kat! mmmmm.
cabbed back to sch,
from jurong.
it was raining.
AND according to jaslyn,the sch was flooded.she kept complaining we arrived too late..to see the pond. overflowing. BAH.
today they got back their results.
(you know who): its alright if u didnt do well,education isnt everything.u can always work harder for future exams or whatsoever.cheer up (:
some did quite well.
as expected hahaha.
i still cant believe quanyou got 2nd?!
LOL im a meanie. lookg dwn on ppl =x
HAHA.

oh YA mrs er didnt come today.
eh wait did she?
or whichever tcher that was suppose to come didnt. so yea had three free periods! it was madness (:
talked abt..err.
some stuff.
not really nice to mention it here.
we even went to e3.
cos they had free periods too!
hahahhahah.
the new math tcher is fierce!
i dont like him. grrr.
nerdy cum nervous,yet still try to ACT fierce. argh n i thought he was another one of the tchers we could bully =/

hais.
i haf no idea how to celebrate mah bdae. someone give me a suggestion?
maybe i'll just go to escape.
n i'll ask everyone i know hah.
its too rush.
everythings happening too fast.
and before i know it.
this yr is GONE
just like THAT.
another yr...passed.
im growing too fast!
i wanna remain a kid..always (:

SEVENmoredays* :D

hehh.

2005-02-27T22:41:00.000+08:00

million dollar baby (:

hahahah!
i like neverland.
can someone bring me there (:
i'll marry anyone (excluding peter pan) who brings me to neverland :D
i wanna live there
play there
work there
grow old there
die there
YEAH u get the point (:
NEVERLAND rocks.
faeries unite!
oh btw.
the someone named ':)' who tagged on my taggieboard,who are u anw? pls leave ur lovely name :D HAH.
i also wanna go to a place called marshmallow land (: i made it up myself!
land filled wif marshmallows!
so heavenly! (: -droools
hahahah.

watched con-air todae.

joce said 'air-con' -.-" LOL.
was showing on star movies.
hahhaha yea i know it was shown on channel 5 like a zillion times.
its so damn touching!
hahahhaha.
the lil girl's so cute.
oh n btw,i love that doggie in finding neverland. so cute. big and fat!
i love it i love it.
hahahah.
i wanna watch i do i do.
and a series of unfortunate events.
hahahahhahaha ((:
what else?
err...yeah hitch!
LOL i think thats abt it.
ahahhaah.

joce stayed over agn.
we slacked the whole day.
slept at arnd..4.30-5am ystdy.
it was crazee.
woke up at 3plus today HAHA.
cant blame us you know.
hmm...
what happens when u put two piggies in the same room?
THAT.
she just went home.
hahahah.
and she rebonded her hair that day.
its nicer now (:
i wanna perm my hair!
maybe during the june hols.
NOT perm like castan's one LA.
HAHAHA.
i cant handle THAT.
its too much for me. BAH.
oh wells.

apprentice just ended.
now im watching an mtv.
let me go by 3 doors down ((:
HEH. -im singiiinnggg-
you love me but you dont know who i am
so let meeeee goooo
just lettt me gooo (:
kae i think i better go.
hahahah ive been slacking too much lately.
hais i wanna change!
be more hardworking! (:
im a meanster. no not that.
im just a slacker. which is SO not gd!
we skipped practically the WHOLE serv yesterday! YEAH. just cause we had to pass sean the gifts =i havent started on my hmwrk yet!
argh. stress stress stress!
i cant imagine what its gonna be like next yr..more and MORE STRESS! school just sucks.
if only the education system would change.
if only the world would change.
IF ONLY LIFE WOULD CHANGE.
wouldnt that be lovely?
kae i gtg.
zheng wants me to play cs...
more distractions!
now i cant study! grrr.
oh wells. ciaos!

2005-02-27T02:18:00.000+08:00

finding neverland is NICE ((:

2005-02-25T23:08:00.000+08:00

everything you want.

ahhh.
i slept at 5pm n woke up at 10.22.
was so tired.
only slept at 3am ystdy.
urgh.
was late again for sch today.
but ALSO no booking.
((: so blessed.
BUT i got scolded.
cos i didnt haf my badge n lanyard.
n he said
"why. not proud to be a balestierian?"
and i was thinking who would be?
how can anyone be proud to be THAT.
and i swear if i wasnt so tired i would haf answered that argh..idiot.
wouldnt want to embarrass HIM infront of all the students hahahahahahahah :D
feel like slapping his face.
annoying piece of crap.
discipline master. big deal ah.

LOL.
anw,was so damn tired in class.
slept during chi.
hahha i think laoshi was in a gd mood today. thats why she didnt nag or anything.
alot of us slept.
i mean who wouldnt be tired.
most of em went out after splendours.
i got back my test
n i passed! wif flyyingg colours (:
HAHAH.
anthony said that 7th march is a horse racing day. hahahah maybe we all should go n watch or smth. heh.

its just the most perfect day!

SEVENth/march :D

my bro's bdae is on 1st march.

which is ALSO coming soon!

just FOUR days away.

and mine is TEN days away (:
n sara laughed like mad today.
and whenever she laughs,
it just makes me wanna laugh too (:
her laughter is just contagious.

mrs er was also in a rather gd mood today.
or at least i think so.
OH YA.
we had a pizza party during recess.
all thanks to the wonderful...
mrs.suneeth! ((:
hahahah
and you know why.
cos fezz bought a ticket.
haahhhah n we bought enuff tix.
or smth like that.
she ordered SIX boxes (:
and coke!
yummmyyy.
and all the other classes looked at us with jealousy. -grinz

asking,no begging..us for a slice

or just a teeny weeny bite.

HAH
too bad too bad!
mrs suneeth rocks!
and dont wish u'll get her nxt yr cos...
shes ours! muahahahahahh (:
anw the pizza rocked la.
so darn delicious.
finished it in like..15-20mins.
the hawaiian one was nice!
and even the meat lovers one was nice too. eh wait. im not sure whether it was meat lovers. but yea it was nice la.
most of us ate two slices and was alrdy bloated. HAH.

after sch.
was supposed to watch a movie wif
cyn,adel,cally,cher. sebast,diaoran,uncle yang,and derr derr.
walked down the hill.
THEN walked up again.
hahaahah somehow i feel that garnet needs me :D
hahahahh so ego huh.
i think im their lucky charm =P
NAH la.
but yea i just think that the match was more impt..in a way laa.
i can watch that show any other day.
AND i wasnt even keen on watching it.
so i walked up the hill.
all by my pathetic self.
lets not talk abt the scores kae.
hahahahha garnet b boys did well (:
but girls..hmm. maybe its just NOT their day.

went home after that.
no wait.
i took a bus wif branda.
and accompanied her to kfc to meet castan ahhaha.
was also supposed to go to bs wif joce.
but when i got home.
slept immediately.
and now im hungry!
i think im gonna find some food......
to eat (:
kae BYE!

everything always happens
for a reason
i guess it was nvr meantabe
but its just smth we've no control over
and thats what destiny is.

2005-02-25T00:56:00.000+08:00

only almost here

firstly,happie birthday TO
stanley and sean ((:
hahahhaha.
right.
went to sch todae.
was late
but no booking.
LOL cause of splendours (:
jas came over to mah hse after sch.
got ready.
then met xwei n junyi at tpy.
took a train to novena.
met zy,ryan,john and the gang.
hahahhahah.
we were almost late.
cos we bought flowers (: for all those performing.
seeeee how sweet of us.
and we were like the last few who got in lor. hahahha so blessed (:
met joce there too! :D

splendours was..okay la.
i still prefer it at SCH.
singapore conference hall.
so much bigger.
better than victoria.
we got light sticks :D heh.
the band performance was nice (:
hahahahahaaha.
shuixian was so damn cool with her drums. i wanna learn i wanna learn (:
gave flowers to cher,cass and cyn!
and received it from joanne! (:
thanks preciouss! LOVE :D

went to newton for supper after that.
there were to many of us.
not enuff seats.
so had to use a few tables.
arnd 12 we went home.
and joce is at my hse NOW.
NOW NOW.
at this very moment.
as im blogging (:
hahahahahha.
she got to know my wonderful classmates more (: so did isaac. but i guess he ran away =\ hmm. wonder why.
((:
the sec 3s rock! (:
kae.
took a cab home.
and now we're slacking.
i dont feel like going to sch tmr.
hais.
so freaking tired. and lazy.
havent finished my hmwrk =
what the hell right. urgh.
right. gotta go.
ciaos (:

2005-02-22T22:15:00.000+08:00

im tired of ppl lying
saying what they want abt me.

THIRTEEN more days
to MAH birthDAE ((:

(firstly,if u guys haf not checked the shoutouts thingy. heres the webbie.

click----> shoutouts :D)

woohoo!
im sho happie (:
theres a chem test on my bdae!
how dare they.
grr mrs er!
but its alright.
i'll haf all the bdae luck :D
hopefully.

had math n chi test today.
uh fcuk dont even talk abt chi!
sighs.
i dont get it.
WHY study chinese?!
its not like we can pass or smth right. argh. stoopid tchers.
math was alright.
cos i got mr.yeo's help ystdy.
((: heh.
slept during chem today.
and they woke me up.
just cause mrs er said theres gonna be a chem test on SEVENTH MARCH / 7th!!!! number of perfection (:
hey dont look at me.
pastor prince said it.

hahah just now during silent reading.
someone from my class didnt haf a book. so i tried to borrow one from her.
and i got this super kiddish cum cute book (: it was shi hui's. all the BIG pictures. for kids who are aged 4-5 =x
hehh.
then mrs suneeth confiscated it.
damn.
hahahah.
and she read it.
she was trying to be sarcastic.

hahah xiaowei was damn smart la.
didnt come to sch.
cause of the tests.
oh and fezz hp got caught today.
by mdm you hahahahahha.
served him right!
melvinda is SMART (:
but it wasnt so fun when laoshi started accusing other ppl LOL.
i like my class (:
well of course i like 2e4 better la. thats common sense.
no other class can replace it.
not now,
not ever.
not even in a million yrs!
HAHAHA. i mean..
among all the sec 3 classes,i think mine's the best (: mixture.
not so cheenafied. BAH. (:
my class ppl are friendly!
i love 'em! :D

went to far east after sch.
supposed to shop for a skirt for jas. (splendours night - which is on the 24th! which is on THURS! hahhaah!)
joce is coming!
joce is coming! wheeee`
hahah right.
but we didnt do much shopping.
walked arnd.
yeah.
ive decided to lend her mine (:
ate the fried mars bar thingy again. n that no taste PX said it tasted like shit. WHICH is so NOT true OK.
its nice.
even junyi agrees wif me.
she ended up eating the crispy chicken. bet she wanted to eat that in the first place!
HAHAH.
we saw linda at far east! (:

went to bishan after that.
ye woon treated all of us.
oh ya in the bus.
hahahahah.
we played the 'staring-game'
i kept losing to junyi.
argh im just not gd at it.
but i won jaslyn.
ahahahahah junyi's face just looks retarded. so YEAH. we shouldnt challenge him.
hahahah
smth happened in e4 today.
this guy wanted to sue mr.pilo
just becos he sent him out of class.
it was damn funny.
super retarted.
then mr pilo jacked him n said hes ready to sell roti-pratas (:
THATS the way mr pilo! (:

right.
my birthdays coming (:
i want MY pressie! YES.
i'll haf lots n lots of em!
amen :D

2005-02-20T22:06:00.000+08:00

im the girl whos

kicking the coke machine (:

its sundae alrdy

sighs

so fast.

another weekends gone ):

back to school. argh boring.

how id wish im sch-less.

now wouldnt that be fun? :D

hmph. joce gets to enjoy life all the time. BAH =\ hahahhaha.

and poor me.

stuck wif all the homework n stuff.

ARGH.

life sucks man.

ate at thai express today.

hahah the food was..err

quite okae la.

not bad actually.

went to the grassroots club.

wanted to bowl.

but it was closed.

hahaha dad quarrelled wif that dumb security guard. we told him we wanted to bowl and he clearly said that it was still open. blah blah.

then he came up wif all those silly excuses like "err i followed the timetable...." damn money-face hahaha. FEATHERBRAIN!

hahah that has become my new fav word (: it replaces 'dumb'. heh.

oh YA one more thing.

its RADIUS's BIRTHDAE!

hahahah.

alright alright

since its his bdae.

ive decided to forgive him.

so YEA i wished him.

HAPPIE BIRTHDAY RADIUS!

hahahah mah veh own brotherrr (:

not real one LA.

twoefour's FAMILY TREE! :D

woo hooo!!!

right.

thats it.

got a test tmr.

hahaha its like theres a test everyDAY!

stress stress.

i feel like quiting sch.

grrr.

kae BYE.

2005-02-20T01:48:00.000+08:00

im barely hangin on.

click! ---> SHOUTOUTS :D

2005-02-18T22:59:00.000+08:00

no one knows.
im pretending (:

...
castan,
hope ure feeling alrights gal. hais. it hurts me to see ya like that. dont cry. i'll be here for u (:
I LOVE YOU! :D
thats that.
cher another one.
haiiii.
nonsense girl.
CYA tmr LA.
dinner dinner.
i got my own church OKAE!
hahahah but due to the certain things thats happening,i dont mind going there more often (: heh.
kae.
its funny.
mrs er thought we boycotted her or smth. when she actually said 'next mon' herself! grrr. ahahha she accused us for ganging up against her lol.
well well.
thats a nice idea (:
fezz cut his hair n looks exactly like team now. hahahahah talk about twins.
hey wait.
what am i talking about.
THEY ARE TWINS. they SHOULD look like each other. hahahah but their totally diff i tell u. =x

hahaha.
went wif jas n jy to ljs.
we were having an idiom battle.
hahah i won i won.
then we started making fun of it.
err..what
mercury in the lungs...
wool in ur head...
etc. those lame stuffs la.

it started off with butterflies in ur stomach...=\ hahah.

then met joce they all at cine.
fcuk man i was damn late.
took a bloody bus.
and i was stuck in the jam for like 10 hrs. argh. damnit. i didnt read the sign that says it wont be going to orchard.
and i totally forgot abt the chingay thingy. so annoying. stopped at this weird place n took a cab to cine.
the show started at 7.25 n i only came at abt 8.05. haix i missed the first part.
we watched hide and seek.
err err..
i still think shutter's a better horror movie...definitely.
oh wells.
there was a twist.
went to heeren to walk.
then went home.

ARGH.
fcukit!
my lifes going so wrong.
~~and NO you dont understand mom.~~
you DONT.
even uni grads dont get jobs.
AND im sry i CANT be perfect.
fcuk.
the word is trust.
...
everythings so wrong.
im too tired.
of everything.
i wanna sleep,and........

2005-02-17T20:18:00.000+08:00

since you've been gone.

Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

BEHIND THESE HAZEL EYES
-kelly clarkson

-------------------------

heres part of the lyrics for
ADDICTED (:
(also by kelly clarkson)

It's like I'm lost
It's like I'm giving up slowly
It's like you're a ghost that's haunting me
Leave me alone
And I know these voices in my head
Are mine alone
And I know I'll never change my ways
If I don't give you up now

It's like I can't breathe
It's like I can't see anything
Nothing but you
I'm addicted to you
It's like I can't think
Without you interrupting me
In my thoughts
In my dreams
You've taken over me
It's like I'm not me
It's like I'm not me

hahahah her songs r damn meaningful.
and so is eminem's mockingbird (:
thats it.
im too lazy to blog the rest.

2005-02-15T21:08:00.000+08:00

numb

im tired of being what you want me to be
feeling so faithless
lost under the surface
i dont know what youre expecting of me
put under the pressure
of walking in your shoes
caught in the undertow,just caught in the undertow
every step that i take is another mistake to you.

baby eeyore :D and
lil' stingrays
are my favourites (: hehh.

oh wait.

i like lil octopus too!

i saw the baby eeyore that day. its so damn cute! hahaha so soft and everything. (: i just love it.
sch went well.
oh yea total defence day.
they had this act hahaha.
this 'suspicious looking character in the sch' looked so retarded.
but i must say,
his acting is good!
and so is inch's.
hahahaha some of em even thought it was real. they panicked mans. LOL but the guy even spat at mr seow (is that his name?)
everyone cheered/and jeered.
it was some entertainment (:

inch acted like she was gonne cry,and the mad man err acted as..a mad man =/

his eyes were scary. HAH
had fire drill.
so stoopid.
they even asked us to line up n stuff.
then whats the damn drill for?
hahahah mcs would just give us surprise drills.
i love mcs (:

ate at kfc after sch.
hahaha n we gambled. LOL
10 cents = 1 jelly.
hahahhaahah,
junyi made that up.
cos we couldnt say "cents"
that bryaan won my money..grrr.
hahha but its alright.
cos i managed to get it back from junyi n kovyn (: hahahha.
took 56 back.
that jaslyn didnt want to let me get down the bus. hahah so i had to call home. n then she allowed. hahah.
went home.
slept.

had tuition.
hahahhaha stoopid tcher.
always talking nonsense.
this time he said that no one would go to heaven. thats SO dumb kae! hahahahh so we argued.
got my bro to help as well ahahah.
we both argued against him.
crazee man.
n he said that catholics arent supposed to convert to christians. he said ive sinned.
and no one could go to heaven unless theyre perfect or smth.
lol.
annoying LA.
hahahaha i like constantine!
i wanna be named tannya constantine :D
that sounds nice (:
keanu reeves. argh so handsome!
i wanna marry him.........
in MY DREAMS hahahhahahahahah :D
kkaes thats it.
BYE!

all i want to do,
is be more like ME
and be less like YOU.

2005-02-14T22:28:00.000+08:00

mockingbird
-cause ure a meanie x)

alrights.
its valentines day!
woohoo (:
ive got alot of ppl to thank.
kae so im gonna list them down.
(no id rather not.)
BIG THANKS to...
all those who gave me a prezzie!
much appreciated :D
i love ya guys (:
you rock you rock!

i so love the eminem cd frm jas (:
thanks alot.
hahah she bought one for me,and i bought one for her (its abit lame i know,but what the heck,its valentines DAY!)
its a gd thing we didnt buy it earlier on, cause now theres the deluxe platinum edition :D
hahahaha too bad for the rest! =x
cher,thks for the cross!
its DAMN nice kae!
and thanks to the rest who bought me necklaces...theres quite a no of you. dont know why,maybe they just think alike? hahahhaa.
more chocolates! mmmm x)
btw,i ate that fried mars bar thingy again. damn shiok i tell you (: its like...heaven!
oh,and you didnt haf to go n buy smth so damn ex man. its really the thought that counts (: but yea i do like n appreciate it.
and if you think i dont care,
youre so wrong.

kae thats that.
watched constantine today!
err.....its nice? yea its NICE.
keanu reeves is goddam CUTE!
woooo..oh gosh.
so is orlando bloom n alan smith (:
we were like..surrounded by freaking couples in the damn cinema. it was..not annoying. but they were certainly damn distracting =met up wif cassidy,tim, rodney,randy and the rest.
hahahah ate at yoshinoya (is that how u spell it?)
yea then we took neos (:
it was getting late,so i went home.

hais sunday service was like ....
shouldnt haf gone mans.
i hated it.
hated everything abt it.
not really the service.
oh shucks i dont know what im talking abt.
but yea. sighs*
why didnt kellie come?
and yvonne..hais.

why cant YOU just go back to where YOU came from?! it makes me SICK just looking at ur pathetic face! grrr.

go back to ur church.

i cant haf peace...
its so fucked up.
if only the world could change.
things wouldnt be this way.

but then we ate marche and everything was fine (:
hahahah.
food can cheer me up :D
but chocs will do a better job x)
yup thats all.

oh wait.
i passed my ss test!
hoorayyy!
and my poa test as well (:
im so happie..........
hmm actually not really.
oh wells.
ciaos.

2005-02-11T22:11:00.000+08:00

mr.bombastic (:

sighs
im sorrie.
if only i could tell you.
then you'll understand.
screwed up-

anthony's bday is in abt 1 hr 49mins!
so let me wish ya first.
happie birthday to you,
happie birthday to you,
happie birthday to anthooonnyyyy (:
HAPPIE BIRTHDAY TO YOU :D
*make a wish*
-blow out the candles-
TADA! ure FIFTEEN anthony!
(no wait,that doesnt make u 15..hmmm. i dont make sense,ignore me)

ohwells.
gambled at castan's hse ystdy (:
HAHAH.
i started out wif 30cents.
and i won like 4 bucks :D heh.
small amount LA.
we played small hahahahah.
and then we drank.
some weird thingy wif coke.
the taste was...err..alright la.
not great,but not that bad either.
hahah im so darn in love wif her friggin dog! its goddam CUTE i tell u! i want one! no wait,i want THAT doggie!
its small,fat (or rather full of FUR) and adorableeee! looks exactly like a bear. HAH. i love it i love it!
ASHieeee ((:

then,
went to far east for dinner.
every damn shop was closed! argh.
had to eat at bk.
after dinner,cyn n her fren went home.
walked wif zy back to castan's hse.
aall the way frm far east u know!
hahahahahahahah (:
went back to the hse.
gambled some more.
then went down to the playground.
walked to the petrol station.
bought ruffles! (: mmmmm*
damnit they didnt haf what we wanted. we forgot,its a PETROL station! grr.
hahaha then took a cab home.

FRIDAY!
hahahahaha sch's alright.
half of 3e4 were absent.
hahahah pro LA.
john and the gang ahahahha.
mrs suneeth asked us to write a compo todae. hahah title was 'a time i felt bullied'. i couldnt recall any time I was bullied so i decided to make up some story.
ahhahahaha
i wrote that i was this super fat girl. who often got teased and bullied..blah blah. and it came to a point where i could not take it anymore so i decided to end my life ~~(which i wish i could btw)~~ but my tcher stopped me,talked to me and everything was fine. yeah. hahaha i couldnt think of anything else to write.
AND that was the first thing that came to mind. so YEAH.

went to heeren after sch.
shopped for valentine's day prezzies (:
hahahah.
met annur too! :D
walked to far east.
took neos (:
ate lunch. thats it.
then met sanji.
........
went to plaza aft that.
searched high n low for the freaking test tubes! haix. couldnt find it. damn!! yeahh. then went home. hahaha.
i wanna watch constantine!! :D

someone date me... (:
oh btw, i LOVE the song..
LIKE TOY SOLDIERS! ((:
freaking nice mans!

2005-02-09T01:45:00.000+08:00

i try to smile,
so the hurt wont show.

MONDAY (:
hahhah i got back my chem test!
well i did better than id expected (: HAHA.
slept for quite awhile during sci..it was so boring.
alrights.
after sch.
rushed home,got ready.
then met xiaowei,adel n serene at tpy.
we cabbed down to meyer road.
haha went to my aunty's hse.
we were so proud,cos all the egg tarts were sold out. though we didnt really help much LOL.

HAH the bazaar was fun (:
i bet many of them brought their so called 'cousins'.
AL:thanks for the bear! :D
the cutest:thanks for the flowers (:
but yea,we did a gd job i guess.
sold everything.
[cheryl:dont care abt that limmie LA.
hes so annoying. grr bastard.]
after that.
we ALL went to novena for supper.
(all the 2e2 n 2e4'o4 bunch)
ate at bk,cos ljs was too packed.
THEN,we went to whampoa for block catching (: BAH.
its childish,yes.
but we cant help it (esp.if we're wif jaslyn and the gang =x brings back those childhood days)

midnight.
went to mark's hse.
nono,i mean the playground at mark's hse.
LOL.
the rest went to eat at whampoa market or whatever la. i forgot.
we all talked.
and stared at the sky.
ALL the beautiful STARS.

i wanna be like the stars. (:
so bright,shining away.
kae,then we went for late night supper hahah.
ate chicken rice at some place la.
waited with adeline till her mum came.

walked and walked.
it was quiet,just too quiet.
all the cars were gone! hahahha.
played on the road. -sigh-
and whenever a car passed by,i just...
wanted to...
run towards it and...
ahh forget it.
(jesus take me home)
take me from this cruel reality.
from my oh-so-pathetic life.
im too bored wif it.
i cant stand this anymore.
THIS place,this fucked up life.
im just TOO lucky =/

we took a cab at arnd 4plus.

wanted to ton the whole nite.

but guess i was too tired.
they dropped me home.
THANKS guys :D
called my bro to open the door.
thats it.

TODAY!
hahha i wanna watch constantine!
keanu reeves (:
went to dads hse for reunion lunch.
slept for afew hrs,was damn tired la.
then went to my aunty's hse for reunion dinner.
HAHA. after dinner we ate THAT thing. i dont know how to say it. its the food which u got to take ur chopsticks n lift it higher and higher. the higher the more luck or whatever crap la.
yeah and after that.
they played majong!
i learnt abit from the shi fu - my grandmother hahahahha. shes so damn pro okae.
stayed there till abt 12am.
then went home.

valentines day is coming.
DAMNIT.
i wish everything would just be back to normal,just like last yr (: hahahah the best yr ever.
its just a friggin special day for friggin couples to celebrate their friggin time together. how great.
(lol uncle yang told me theres some difference when u add in the word-friggin. it emphasizes the point or smth HAH)
going shopping wif cheryl on sat (:
hais,shes got a bf nows.
congrats. hoorayys. =
i look arnd,
and all i see r happie couples.
everywhere.
......

please forgive me, i know not what i do
please forgive me, i can't stop loving you
don't deny me, this pain i'm going through
please forgive me, if i need you like i do
please believe me, every word i say is true
please forgive me, i can't stop loving you.

2005-02-06T22:42:00.000+08:00

away from the sun (:

alrighties (:
went for second today.
well guess what,we sneaked it again.
actually no,thats not it.
i had my chop. oh whatever.
after service we went to orchard.
to hunt for joce's watch (: HAH.
but it was sold out. =maybe shes just not fated to buy that watch =x hahaha or at least not today.
kae,then we went to cine to buy tickets for a moment to rmber :D
walked to wisma..then to tangs.
we took a bus back (too lazy to walk)
hahah bought our snacks,then went in.

wah the show was freaking sad mans.

A MOMENT TO RMBER!

(kinda reminds me of a walk to rmber,the story's abt the same,just that this one is more touching)
evon n i even had to take turns to rush to the toilet to grab some tissue. LOL.
goddam touching! (:
but it was a nice show! we loved it!
and i wanna watch it over n over again!
after that we went to heeren to take some neos (:
then joce dropped me at far east.
met px,wei ling,bryaan,janice n her frens.
shooped arnd for his clothes -.-
took so damn long to choose one damn shirt!
then we went down to the basement.
and i bought two skirts.
THAT px LA! =/ grrr. BAH. kidding laa.
well she sort of influenced me,
in a way. =P

anyways we all took a bus home.
and now..IM HOME! hahahahahhaha.
i still gotta finish my hmwrk.
haiss. boring. havent touched it yet.
guess id better not watse anymore time.
BYE ((:

and if you ask me;
do i still love you,
i do :D

Since you've been gone
-kelly clarkson

Here's the thing we started off friends
It was cool but it was all pretend
Yeah yeah
Since you've been gone

You dedicated you took the time
Wasn't long till I called to mind
Yeah
Since you've been gone

And all you'd ever hear me say
Is how I pictured me with you
That's all you'd ever hear me say

But since you've been gone
I can breathe for the first time
Im so movin on
Yeah yeah
Thanks to you
Now I get
What I want
Since you've been gone

How can I put it? you put me on
I even fell for that stupid love song
Yeah yeah
Since you've been gone

How come I never hear you say
I just wanna be with you
I guess you never felt that way

But since you've been gone
I can breathe for the first time
Im so movin on
Yeah yeah
Thanks to you
Now I get
I get what I want
Since you've been gone

You had your chance you blew it
Out of sight, out of mind
Shut your mouth I just can't take it
Again and again and again and again

Since you've been gone
I can breathe for the first time
Im so movin on
Yeah yeah
Thanks to you (thanks to you)
Now I get
I get what I want
I can breathe for the first time
Im so movin on
Yeah yeah
Thanks to you (thanks to you)
Now I get (I get)
You should know (you should know)
That I get
I get what I want
Since you've been gone
Since you've been gone
Since you've been gone

2005-02-05T16:27:00.000+08:00

i find bliss in ignorance,

nth seems to go away;

over and over again-

ahhh!
i did my ss test on thurs.
did my chem test,math n chinese retest on friday hahaha.
the chem n chi sucked!
i liked my math retest (:
after sch ystdy,
went wif castan to meet cheryl,jiaze (chiache) and his fren.
HAHA. ate our lunch first.
then walked arnd.
cassidy came to meet us.
hahahaha after heeren,we went to far east.
oh wait before that we saw WONG LI LIN!
wooooots! OMG shes freaking CHIO i tell you!
bloody preeeeettttyyyy! :D
we were all mesmerized by her beauty (:

alan wu is one lucky guy! ;)
she was filming some stuff la.

alrights.
then castan,cassidy and i took the trishaw to far east (it was damn fun by the way :D,i wanna sit on it again!!!) while ms cheryl teo and jiaze had to walk. BAH ((:
hey we're NOT mean!
ate this churros thingy.
damn deliciousss.

l0l they recommended it to ME,and now IM recommending it to YOU!
HAHA castan n cassidy went home.
then we went to shop!
(while poor jiaze had to wait =) HAH.
when we came out,
we saw him sitting down.....
wif two other guysss...........
from our sch.
then as we walked closer those TWO were covering their faces HAHAH.
they were the volleyball boys! HAHA.
stoopid. kept making me laugh!
they went to bugis to meet chin chye.

we took a train down to esplanade.
first we bought vodka (: -mmmm-, err an extra big packet of texas bbq chips -double mmmm- and a magazine!
HAHA. walked there.
first we went to the roof.
the view was execellent!
HAHA. with the breeze and all (:
then we went to book a room in the library.
watch bedazzled ((: HAH.
havent watched THAT in a long time!
so yea,ate my chips (:
THEN,as we were leaving the library;

i realised that my EXTRA CUTE PINK LIL OCTOPUS WAS GONE! fuck fuck fuck! how could i have lost it!
DAMNIT!
i wanted to kill myself!
just few days ago someone was commenting on how cute it was! AND NOW,ive LOST IT.
wad the fuck!?!
ARGH! i hate it i hate it!
i want my pinky octopus back! =((
im gonna cry,i wanna die!
and its from hong kong! (junyi's gonna kill me!)
i miss it! i want it BACK!
someone must have taken IT!
so we went back to look.
hunted high and low for it!
but STILL couldnt find it )): fuckit!

who would be so honest as to give it back. when its so bloody cute.

they must've taken it home!
grrrrr! =
then they took a bus home.
mum came to pick me up (:
we went to chinatown.
boy it was packed mans!
so damn crowded!
but yea there were lots of stuff there!
hahaha alot of stuffs to eat too (:
walked for abt an hour and a half then we went home.
so friggin tired!
so yea took a shower then fell aslp.

i think thats about all.
(p/s:hey joce n evon,sry couldnt make it for bs last nite. MY FREN forced me NOT to go hahahaha. she err err 'threatened' me,well sort of. so tell me if ure going for first or anything tmr. tkcre! love love- :D)

2005-02-03T19:05:00.000+08:00

i just wanna LIVE :D

happie birthdae SARAH!
swweeeettt fifteen!
WOOHOO :D 15 rocks!

MANCHESTER UNITED ROCKS!
they won that damn arsenal 4-2!
it was arsenal's home BTW.
and man utd only had TEN players!
(beat that)
OMG they rock they rock.
its a pity alan smith didnt play =(
i missss him :D
alex.f was just super biased,thats all (:
HAHA! i LOVE alan smith!

hahha HEYYOS!
alrights. ive got smth to announce;
IVE FINALLY FOUND MY LONG LOST COUSIN! -AMOSsie! BAH~
YEAH! what a surprise yea?
HAHA. oh wows.
all the TANs (ROCK) :D totally!
failed my math test =i think i mentioned that alrdy.
but yea,got re-test tmr.
i HOPE i'll pass (: HAH.
just did my SS test today..ahhh.
im scared = ive failed too many subs alrdy.
and my mum just gave me a lecture ystdy.
hais the pressure's on ME!
got my chem n chi retest tmr.
i seriously dont see the point for retest.
FAIL means FAIL la! LET GO! ((:
HAHA wow was that ME talking???

im slacking!!
i cant! but i AM! wth haix...
i need to buck up,really!
....
saphhire won!
the soccer match i mean.
inter-hse.
garnet was second (gd job SANJI :D) hehh.
we skipped ed board most of the time.
just to watch the soccer match. LOL.
and we ate pizza! and potato chips!
yummmmmyyy~ it was the funnest session ever (:

then YSTDY,
hahah that jaslyn made me sign a contract,to say that i'll go wif her to the bubble tea shop at least TEN freaking times. AND if i fail to do so,i'll have to treat her to bubble tea every single day of 2005. =\ DOTS!
HAHA.
we went to kfc for lunch.
it was damn funny.
that JUNYI la. walao eh. LOL.
he told me abt the chat he chat wif belinda that day.
he asked her what age she would like to live till.
then she said 88.
so he said that on her 88th birthdae,
when shes gonna blow the cake,
the moment she opens her mouth......
....................
and TRIES to blow,
...........
she dies hahaha.
okay thats not a very funny joke.
but the way he said it and did the actions..was just..too AMUSING! i HAD to laugh. LOL amanda thought i was mad.
hahahahahhaahhahaha.
it was seriously DAMN funny!

alright.
went to far east today.
ate that damn chicken rice.
hahahah it was super nice n delicious of cos.
hahah we had a competition;
CHICKEN RICE WAR ;)
2e2'o4 VS. 2e4'o4 :D HAH.
ended up as a DRAW.
omg i ate THREE bowls of RICE u NOE!
hahahah and we all ate a total of TWENTY-SIX (26!!) bowls of rice (including plates) OH MY GOSH! LOL.
but it was fun.
although we felt like vommiting ltr on.
(hahaha oops,u didnt need to know that)
HAHAHA.
yea then we spent dont know how many hrs in the tshirt shoppie (:

jaslyn LA,ordering her shirts.
but YEAH!
we are gonna design it ourselves!
more original (tsk tsk* heard that =x)
AND not forgetting,UNIQUE!
oh then junyi they all got booked by the police for playing cards. HAH bryaan was the most suay.
the moment he stepped out of the shop to sit down wif the rest,he got caught.
thank god we were inside the shop at that time, if not we all also kena =P
YUP then took mrt home wif them.
thats all ppl!

this song rocks!;

Like Toy Soldiers :D

-eminem (:

Step by step, heart to heart, left right left
We all fall down
CHORUS
Step by step, heart to heart, left right left
We all fall down, like toy soldiers
Bit by bit, torn apart, we never win
But the battle wages on, for toy soldiers
I'm suppose to be the soldier who never blows his composure
Even though I hold the weight of the whole world on my shoulders
I ain't never suppose to show it, my crew ain't suppose to know it
But if it means going toe to toe with the Benzino, it don't matter
I'd never drag 'em in battles that I can handle 'less I absolutely have to
I'm suppose to set an example, I need to be the leader
My crew looks for me to guide 'em
If some shit ever just pop off I'm suppose to be beside 'em
Now Ja said I tried to squash it, it was too late to stop it
There's a certain line you just don't cross and he crossed it
I heard him say Hailie's name on a song and I just lost it
It was crazy, this shit be way beyond some Jay-Z and Nas shit
And even though the battle was won, I feel like we lost it
I spent too much energy on it, honestly I'm exhausted
And I'm so caught in it I almost feel I'm the one who caused it
This ain't what I'm in hip hop for, it's not why I got in it
That was never my object for someone to get killed
Why would I wanna destroy something I help build
It wasn't my intentions, my intentions were good
I went through my whole career without ever mentionin' [Suge]
Now it's just out of respect, for not runnin' my mouth
And talkin' about something that I knew nothing about
Plus Dre told me stay out, this just wasn't my beef
So I did, I just fell back, watched and gritted my teeth
While he's all over TV, down talkin' a man who literally saved my life
Like "fuck it I understand" this is business
And this shit just isn't none of my business
But still knowin' this shit could pop off at any minute 'cause...
Chorus
There used to be a time when, you could just say a rhyme
And wouldn't have to worry about one of your people dyin'
But now it's elevated 'cause once you put someone's kids in it
The shit gets escalated, it ain't just words no more is it?
It's a different ball game, callin' names and you ain't just rappin'
We actually tried to stop the 50 and Ja beef from happenin'
Me and Dre had sat with him, kicked it and had a chat with him
And asked him not to start it he wasn't gonna go after him
Until Ja started yappin' in magazines how we stabbed him
Fuck it 50 smash 'em, mash 'em and let him have it
Meanwhile my attention is pullin' in other directions
Some receptionist at The Source who answers phones at his desk
has an erection for me and thinks that I'll be his resurrection
Tries to blow the dust off his mic and make a new record
But now he's fucked the game up 'cause one of the ways I came up
Was through that publication the same one that made me famous
Now the owner of it has got a grudge against me for nothin'
Well fuck it, that motherfucker could get it too, fuck him then
But I'm so busy being pissed off I don't stop to think
That we just inherited 50's beef with Murder Inc.
And he's inherited mine which is fine ain't like either of us mind
We still have soldiers that's on the front line
That's willing to die for us, as soon as we give the orders
Never to extort us, strictly to show they support us
We'll maybe shout 'em out in a rap or up in a chorus
To show them we love 'em back and let 'em know how important it is
to have Runyon Avenue soldiers up in our corners
Their loyalty to us is worth more than any award is
But I ain't tryna have none of my people hurt and murdered, it ain't worth it
I can't think of a perfecter way to word it
Then to just say that I love y'all too much to see the verdict
I'll walk away from it all 'fore I let it go any further
But don't get it twisted, it's not a plea that I'm coppin'
I'm just willin' to be the bigger man
If y'all can quit poppin' off at your jaws with the knockin'
'cause frankly I'm sick of talkin'
I'm not gonna let someone else's coffin rest on my conscience 'cause...
Chorus

2005-01-29T22:23:00.000+08:00

drench urself in
words unspoken-

hahah the week was FUN!
yea. im eating my mum's very own homemade egg tarts :D theyre deliciousss!
-out of point-
anyways,failed my chinese =and math.
all the tests suck.
how can they stress us out,when its only yhe first/second week. NO SENSE sia. or like the rgs/sng ppl will say : no sense CAN =x
hahah i know ure reading this kuan yuwen,but dont get offended. theres nth wrong wif it,im just using an example =P hahah.
alright.
i know i know, e1's life is MORE stressful, so i shouldnt complain YEA.
i dont understand math!
esp the bloody algebra =i hate math!!! HAHA
okae,went to the chem lab for the vry first time,so darn pathetic right? other classes probably went around 4 times alrdy.
we even changed chem tcher.
no more penguin =( now its mrs er.
haiya other than that i think schs good.
hais,i dont know if i should take lit.
the bloody book is goddam boring! grrr

went to amk on tue or wed.
our schs bball lost to fairfield! =(
on friday,went to far east wif jas n you know (the usual)
they all ate n enjoyed the damn chicken rice,
while i had to sit there n watch them =/
i couldnt eat,n now my teeth still hurts!
freaking rubberbands! arghhh.
saw sanji,shern whey,kenneth,etc;
john,joanne,vinder,cy,adam,fab, etc.
yupp followed them to make the class shirts.
hahah all the designs r so nice!
so thats where the 1e3 class shirt is frm -.-
they ordered, blah blah.
we decided to design it ourselves (:
more unique,and special i guess :D

saw yuwen and her frens.
couldnt spot her at first.
haha i keep thinking shes from st.nicks.
oops,i hope that wasnt an insult.
anyway,so i saw jas pointing at this grp of rgs gals. so i was thinking wth is wrong wif her.
the first thing that came to my mind was ulyssa HAH (although she isnt frm rgs) but yea. when i think of jaslyn..err.
so i kept looking.
and i spotted yuwen! LOL ;)
KYW: nxt time SMILE LA :D be more sociable!

alright.
then went home.
ate my porridge (oh poor me)
then went to tpy interchange to meet stan.
derrick n the rest were alrdy at first toa payoh secondary sch for the debate.
we went to support CASSANDRA, SARA n the rest (:
hahah saw cheryl,wuenyin n jiaze (oh gawd i hope i spelt his name correctly hahah).
they took the first 238 haha.
when we got to the sch.
we were LATE! castan was alrdy speaking.
hahah she almost broke down when she saw us (according to mr sugu)
but i thought they spoked well (:
all of em. hahaha.
but we still lost.

i dont believe they (woodgrove sec) won!

and they even had the best speaker award.
i think the judges were freakg biased.
LOL,or am i just being a soreloser?
but anyways,im sure theyll do better nxt time (:
went to tpy central macs for dinner.
no first we waited for sara's SHERNIE,before having dinner LOL.
after dinner,went to meet my bro.
then went home.

todaaaaayyyysss!
hahahha went out,wahced feng shui.
hahaha much better than OMEN,thank god!
"thats a gay show" quoted by mr.teo shern whey.
yes i totally agreee.
kae then went to ah yee's hse to meet my mummy!
tried her super-delicious-best-seller-home-made egg tarts!
yuuuummmmmmyyyY :D
HAHA. yup thats about all (:
until next time, BYE!

2005-01-23T20:16:00.000+08:00

happie bday to you,
happie bdae to you,
HAPPIE BIRTHDAY TO...
SARAaaaaaaaa! :D
Happie bdae to YOU (:

hahah went out with sara,her shernie and the rest of the twoEfour gangie yesterday (:
hahah we had FUN mans.
hmm,met at somerset.
then picked up the princess (:
then we went to watch a movie,OMEN!
it sucked! seriously sucked!
grrr sucha waste of money!
a ghost story without any ghosts,beat that.
anyways after the show the gals went to take neos while the guys went to park lane to play CS/pool.
radius came to meet us.
after that we took a bus down to peace centre to meet the guys.

arghh. i cant stand him!
like i said,
the dog is barking at the moon..BUT,
the moon is STILL shining bright! :D
so i shall not make a fuss abt it.
but anyways, i was annoyed so i took a cab down to suntec..and still made it in time for church (the ending)
i guess i kinda over-reacted =x lol.
but yea, walked arnd after church.
then went home.

THEN at home,
hais..actually i dont wanna talk abt it.
im alrdy feeling so fucked up,
and yea i cant say it again.
im depressed,
someone make me happie (:
=\ its not workg.
i dont understand, dont understand lifeee!
its so damn easy to tell someone what is life and to give them advice but when it comes to me, im lost.
i really dont get it.
why cant we get the things we want?
im not asking for alot, am i?
i dont need everything in life,
i just need.........
so why cant i have it.
i know u probably have a good explanation for that, but i still dont understand.
someone mend my broken heart.
i need healing, praying.
i think im gonna die.
i think i want to die (: for some strange reason.
why is life so unfair?
did i do smth wrong? -let me think-
i dont think so..so WHY WHY?
HAIX =( im sad.

today,couldnt wake up in time for first. and joce overslept.
met her at 2.30.
shopped arnd for her bag.
went to buy tickets for elektra.
hahaha hey joce u owe me one, for watching it again wif you!
but yea its a nice show,so i didnt mind.
played at the arcade.
saw taibin and his frenss.
went home after the movie.

im STILL feeling depressed =(
someone help me, save me.
make ME happie!

-mum interrupted-
hahah she told me that she saw this cute campus guy from the hokkien service,he was helping out wif the holy communion (:
hahah can u believe it?
mum, and cute campus boy???
HAHAHAHAHAHAAHAH-joke of the day =x

2005-01-20T17:29:00.000+08:00

turn the radio up, for that

sweet sound (:

yays! woohooo! wheeee` :D
its the start of the weekend!
hip hip hooooraaayyyy!
i lovveeeee holidaes! =} ---> ive added this face for the sake of kellie. cos she's in love wif it, and wont stop typing it.
anyways, got cg meeting tmr.
but sadly i cant make it. theyre going to sentosa i guess, and its combined with DHL (which makes it even more FUN :D cos joce is also going!)
hahah and i'll make fun of her grp again. DHL DHL (deliver halfway LOST =x)
oops i shouldnt have said that.
but yea, going out with castan, CHERYL, and cynthia (: tmr. im not sure if others are coming along.
and sat - sara's birthdae!

(hey SARA, saw ur name??? =x)
no wait, her bdae is on sun, but shes celebrating it on sat.

todae was okay.
almost late for sch, but i managed to rush.
mr koh aint gonna be our cme tcher anymore =(
WHY WHY WHY =hhaha but i was relieved when i heard that mrs suneeth is tching us cme. she aint that bad actually lol.
kae ystdy had my dumb chinese test, and my chem the day before.
and im definitely gonna fail chinese DAMNIT!
left the WHOLE damn first page blank!
fuckit la.
and we actually have to memorise some letter writing thingy. so annoying lor. like how old are we alrdy. crazee ppl.
but yea besides that, everythings great.
we took a bus all the way to marina ystdy,
and i fell aslp on the stoopid bus!
MY BROTHER's a PERVERT! (sry just had to type it smwhere haha, cos hes irritating me right now, so i had to treaten him somehow and this was the first thing that came to my mind - guys=perverts. so true btw)
yea as i was sayin,
we fell aslp. so darn tired. grr

i like stingrays by the way (:

out of point, i noe. but yea. theyre soooo cute! lol esp manta rays? those big big one, can grow up to very long la.

look so adorableeeee (:

-lame, and dumb- yes.

okaae, and we all got an idea.
making a level shirt (:
good huh.
hahah cos it all started when castan n the bunch didnt want to make their 3e4 shirt. "we dont have any feelgs for 3e4" -as quoted by one of em.
so we decided to make a level shirt!
its just a suggestion, no promises YET.
now i sound like the tcher hahah.
and we're making sweet corn, fishballs etc, sandwiches for our stall! (the CNY celebrations :D)
mmmm..now im thinkg abt food agn (:
esp the chicken stew and chicken burger that we cooked for f&n, simply deliciousss i tell you!
kae where was i.
err yea the class shirts.
gotta get everyones approval first.
went to eat at ljs just now.
saw some frens, then went home.
yupp hahah n im gonna cook chicken stew ltr (that is IF im not too tired, so yea gotta go take a rest nows)
ciaooosss!

"Boulevard Of Broken Dreams"

I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But it's home to me and I walk alone

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
and I'm the only one and I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone

Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah,
Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah

I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line
Of the edge and where I walk alone

Read between the lines
What's fucked up and everything's alright
Check my vital signs
To know I'm still alive and I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone

Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Ah-ah, Aaah-ah
Ah-ah, Ah-ah

I walk alone
I walk a...

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a...

My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
'Til then I walk alone...

2005-01-16T19:27:00.000+08:00

GO singapoorrrree GO!

heyyyyyssss!!
hahha kae went for bs on fri.
yupp no wait, went home to bathe, change n get ready first..before heading down to heeren to meet cheryl, wuenyin, see-ann, shermaine (sry i dont know how to spell her name), err one guy (see-ann's fren). ya thats all.
took neos, see-ann's leaving =(
oh no! garnet is doomed =x haha
then went to meet radius at the fountain. lol.
the way he dressed and everything.
exactly like the president's son i tell u! rich man's kid. LOL.
he gave us OUR prezzies!
AND we gave him HIS. :D
ahhaha THANKS for the stuff radius!

after that, met joce n germaine at city hall.
had a drink.
then walked to suntec.
we didnt wait for evon cos she slept in the mrt and went all the way to tanah merah.
-.-" hahah.
and we wanted to get the tickets and chops first.
so thats what we did.
but anyway she cabbed down.
and was just in time for her choppie!
then we went to eat.
after our makan we queued up.
we sat the usual. with all the dare(r)s :D
DARE ROCKS.
after that i went home wif mum.

kae SAT!
hahah had lunch at home, before heading down to suntec 6th floor overflow room for the flag day thing.
HAHA yesh! im did flag day!
hooooraaayys! (:
its for the tsunami victims, yea.
and my church is involved, not to mention...the DARE ppl! :D i just love my church.
had briefing first.
then went to collect our super big tins.
and met up wif the grp.
oh and my grp rocks too!
PICTURE oei! :D hehh.
kkaes then we had to think of a place.
everyone decided on cityhall (:
hahah yupp so we took a shutter bus there.

THEN, i realised SMTH.
sporeans are.............
STINGY!
selfish lil creatures! grrrr.
HAHA omg but yea, i didnt know sporeans could be so.....like THAT.
its annoying actually.
when u ask them for donations, and they either walk away or ignore u. argh! sickening.
my biggest achievement was a $10 note (:
i felt so encouraged after that. =P
LOL yupp but we walked, and walked...
until we were super tired.
we attacked all the youngsters.
and there were two cute guys on bike (quoted by germaine) hahah. we stopped them before they could cross the traffic light. lol.
kae then we got some rest.
castan came to meet me at cityhall.

with her bro, and cus.
and being SOOOO generous, she donated ONE DOLLAR :D
hahah.
not long, we went back.
to return our tins.
HAHAH im so proud of myself.
i did my part ;)

THEN, after that.
we took a cab to sentosa cove.
joshua, jolene, alicia and johnathan shared a cab, while ger, prila, isaac and i shared another cab.
we played some dumb games in the cabbie. like..err..the chinese name that one. i forgot whats the game called. but yea.
its the one where u have the eagle, dragon, snake, panda n rabbit? I THINK. LOL.
after a while, we reached sentosa.
but the driver had to drive a super duper long way IN before we reached sentosa COVE.
hahaha we put our stuff in the boat.
their boat RAWKS! :D
so cozy! i want a boat, we all decided to buy a boat and we'll name it princess (: HAHA.
then we ate the bbq food!
and some curry, with chicken n everything.
hahah joce's MUM's chilli rocks!
lol then we played cards.
yea..cooked food.
went fishing..soaked our feets in the sea..AND we saw this thingy (i dont even know what that was) but it looked like a leaf at first.
and i was trying to be sarcastic.
so i said "hey look, theres smth coming to get us! RUNNN"
then as it came closer i realised it wasnt a leaf damnit. lol we panicked.
wanted to catch it, but by the time the uncle gave us the net it was alrdy too late, THAt thing swam deeper and deeper.
hahah after a while, ger n prila left =(
then we took the bottle of fruit wine and drank it.
hahah amazingly we finished one whole bottle.
aww, its a pity kenneth didnt come.
and too bad he couldnt buy beer =x
HAAHA. stoopid kenneth, he didnt even want to tell me the score of the game last nite, just becox im a man u supporter. -.- FINE.

we watched maid in manhattan (is that how u spell it?)
and started pigging.
ate all the junk food..
hahah then it was getting late.
so we took out the comforters and everything, and set it up.
i fell aslp while watching the first disc of the italian job. lol guess i was kinda tired.
OH ya, forgot to mention..
that JOCE was RED! AND
evon was HIGH mans!
lol. weak drinkers =x lol.
but she was literally DRUNK!
hahahah talking all the nonsense, and laughing away.
hahah yupp.
the next day.
woke up late.
evon n johnathan went to the underwater world.
we were too lazy to get up.
but finally we did.
and it was lunch time.
so we made cup noodles hahah.
watched the bourne supremacy as well.
hahah then, they came back. so did joce's parents.
we kept and packed everything.
cos they wanted to sail back to raffles marina. (at tuas)

it was a LONG journey
AND joce even lost her pink adidas cap halfway. LOL i think its still in the sea, somewhere =x
but thank god i still have mine (:
okae after that loooonggg, tirrrrinngg journey from sentosa to tuas, we reached raffles marina.
played pool, we bowled.
and they swam. i didnt cos mum came to pick me!
oh how sweeet of her huh :D
LOL instead of letting me take a cab all the way...by myself..she offered to pick me up! thats MY super MUM!
yupp and now im home, watching the match.
GO singaporrrreee!
you rawk. (no more labelled 'losers' =x)

oh and MANCHESTER UNITED
ROCKS! LOL they won they won!
MY alan SMITH rocks too! :D

2005-01-11T20:48:00.000+08:00

i hate you, i hate you.
i hate YOU!
for messing up MY life, AND his =\

(i hate everything abt YOU, but wait. god says i cant hate. but im not gonna love u either. hmph, forget it. i DISLIKE u, yes you. but i'll still pray...that u get ur own life and leave other ppls' ALONE)

so much for that =hmm, kae sunday i went to collect my
PHONE!
hahahah my pinkish samsung e800c!
its soooo sweeeeet. (the white is also damn nice)
yeahh hahha.
met dad at heeren.
yeah then collected the phone, blah blah.
oh wait, then there was this guy (who worked in the hello-singtel shop), we asked that man if there was pink, and guess wth he said.
"err..sorry we dont have pink. but u can hire a private spray painter to help u spray ur phone pink *sarcastic smile*"
stoopid guy.
and my dad was like..."wth" lol he didnt actually say it, but i knew he wanted to.
hahah and when we got out of the shop we were laughing like mad, and saying dumb stuffs abt that dumb guy =x lol.
then i went to j8 to walk arnd,
thats abt it.

monday.
THE start of another boring sch week.
hais.
we got a plan, muahahhahaha.
a plan for mrs suneeth. LOL,
its private AND confidential.
okay so went for cca ystdy. im in ed board now.
and surprisingly, its kinda fun (: LOL.
yupp played games and all.
oh then waited for px, yewoon and belinda to finish dance.
hahah we went to toa payoh to eat.
kkaes.

err TUESDAY.
tuesday has the worst timetable (i think)
all the subjects suck!
and its studying all the way.
i fell aslp during chemistry =x oops.
aiya i couldnt help it anyway.
im having some problems now, my err...fren doesnt want to talk to me. i hope they clear this misunderstanding asap!
oh and we may be going classes with 3e4 for social studies! hooray! hahah kae then the class wouldnt be so boring anymore.
hmm, got loads of chinese hmwrk..but im not planning to do any. i mean..its CHINESE damnit.

so after sch i had the garnet meeting,

for a short short while, yeahh.

THEN we went to novena.
to SEE the cakie cake! :D
mmmmmmm, yummmy!
hahahah tmr is YE WOON's birthdae!
hahahah HAPPIE HAPPIE HAPPIEEEE BDAY!
we went to j8..to eat and buy her present.
oh and we met diana!
THANKS for your prezzie diana! shooo sweeet :D
i hope u liked mine too! (:
oh and we also saw gillian...sim (looking as cute as ever) in her st.nic's uniform =x hahah everyone was teasing her, saying that she liked her new sch too much to even dirty the uniform or smth like that lol.
then ate, at mos. but we bought takopachi.
then we walked, and walked..
shopped for yewoon's prezzie!

THEN, we went to novena to collect the cake.
px brought it home.
hahahah i was carrying so many bags.
i guess i was MRS.claus for a day =P LOL.
ok so im done with presents.
then we went to toa payoh, to buy some stuffs.
and THEN, i headed down to BISHAN again....to meet my mum and bro.
we ate teppanyaki (:
as deliciousss as ever!
then we walked arnd. lol.
kor bought some things from popular.
and then we went home,
sweeet home :D

yupp thats it.
hahah its a bonus i even blogged todae =x
ciaossss!

cause i try and try to forget u boy,
but its just so hard to do.
everytime u doing that thing you do :D

2005-01-09T01:05:00.000+08:00

im sorrie if all ive ever done was
love you.

hahahha!
i guess im gonna start blogging every WEEK, not day lol.
cant afford to blog every day la.
hahah and everytime i get home frm sch, im just superr tired.
hahah oh wells.
sch was fun, i guess?
3e2 is okay, so far. a lil quiet at first..but yea they got warmed up and everythings fine now.
but i still miss 2e4 =( alot!
im glad that i gotta see ms taylor everyday (:
hahah my tchers are okay.
yupp. im kinda happie with my poa tcher, mr koh.
better than i expected actually. hes fun!
oksy, what else.
the guys are wearing long pants now..."woohoo" -.-
chey! big deal ah, long pants =hahaah kidding la, but they look taller! =P
i like poa! lol.

surprisingly, i enjoyed first week of sch! :D
hahha, im sec 3! i feel so big nows =x lol.
k i wont have this attitude! im gonna be super frenly =x esp to the cute lil sec ones hahha. my fav batch! two yrs younger than me (:
kae im crapping again.
hmm nth else abt sch i guess.
kae friday nite went for bs at suntec (:
no wait, i went out with cheryl, cass and stan first. took neos with them, then walked arnd at heeren and cine.
we saw that kim gurl, and carla (kids central =x)
yeaa then went to bugis to look arnd.
hahha then i rushed to suntec for bible study.
met joce, her sis, evon, ger, ernie, and yong jie.
LOL also saw sam they all.

after bs, met mum and we went for supper.
ate the famous frog leg porridge at geylang.
yupp after that we went home.
okay todae went for DARE :D *whistles*
finally! LOL i love dare!
(to the pastor who insulted MY pastor :
oh forget it, not gonna waste my time)
"the dog is barking at the moon, but the moon is still shining bright :D"
hahha so true, i believe that explains everything.
okay anyway dare rocks la.
oh then we went for dinner at macs.
after that kel n i headed down to kallang.
she got extra tix for the S.H.E concert at the indoor stadium (: THANKS KELLIE! i love youuuuu* :D
(oh yea, btw dont think so much abt IT kaes. the decision is entirely up to you. dont wry, god will be there for u..in every way. and so will I :D it'll be okay.)
kae back to story.
she wanted to walk, yupp..
so we walked this LONG looooong pathway.
and in the end it was sealed LA damnit!
hahah so we had to walk all the way back!
so we saw this gal (she looked like the kind who would go to a SHE concert), so we approached her.
and asked her if she was going to the concert, and she said yes.
so we offered to share a cab with her.

we were talking abt church..then...
us: church...blah blah blah...
her (marilyn?): err which church do u attend?
us: *says proudly* NEW CREATION CHURCH :D and you?
her: *giggles*
us: same?
her: yeah. hahha.

kae we reached the indoor stadium.
she asked for our names, but she forgot to tell us hers =x hahahs.
so we asked, and she was feeling kinda embarrassed.
she was like "oops" lol.
hahha but we got it in the end. marilyn (i THINK thats how u spell it? no wait, i think im wrong lol)
kae so we got our seats.
not long, the concert started.
SHE, SHE, SHE! (the crowd cheered)
but i was kinda impressed la.
hahha cos i didnt even know their names =x
but i liked some of their songs hahha.
esp "mei li xin shi jie" i think. LOL according to px.
but we left before the concert ended.
didnt want to get caught in the jam.
mum picked me up, and we all went for supper (:
and now im home!
so yea, gotta go church tml.
better slp early (: niteesss!

2005-01-01T22:45:00.000+08:00

and who would have guessed?

hahhas HEY.
guess what, im blogging regularly!
LOL. but i may not be able to do so when sch reopens =\ yea gotta concentrate on my studies and keep mugging all the way (: at least i'll TRY =x
hahha thats what i say every yr..and looked what happened? nvr seemed to be making any progress during the yrs -.-
well i hope kel's okay.
guess shes been feeling kinda down and stuff.
hahha congrats to joce!
she took the first step. lol im getting there.
sooner or later...i hope.

oh i forgot to mention smth in the previous entry.
hahha thur joce stayed over at my place.
we watched a cinderella story.
haha that was my fourth time watching it.
i just love the show. aww, its so sweeet (:
and we also watched new york minute.
the oslen twins, mary-kate and ashley.
we did smth bad at nite. so im gonna confess it.
okay at arnd 12am, 1?
we sneaked out of the hse..with..none other than the mastermind himself........my bro. =x
we walked to the nearest seven/eleven.
he bought three bottles of bacardi? (i think thats how u spell it. its rum...i also think thats how u spell it =\)
yup we wanted either orange or lime.
but they only had peach n some other flavour.
so he bought peach, and we also bought the mashed potato thingys.
hahah ate down at some place to eat and drink.
after a while joce's face started to turn red!
hahhah and her head was pounding...? (so she say)
but we all finished our whole bottle!
im so proud of myself :D
k then we slowly sneaked back into the hse =x

kkaes. today.
met my beloved caregrp, picture.
had some misunderstanding.
so jac they all thought i was going to meet them at yio chu kang, and they waited for me to come. but i thought they were all at marina bay alrdy.
so i hurried there.
thinking that i was super late, and probably the last one to arrive.
but guess what.
when i reached, i only saw gillian and pierson.
hmmm.......................
okay, so we waited...and waited...and waited.
yiling said she set 4.30pm cos she knew everyone would be late. (oh how smart, i should have known)
hahah i was rushing u know.
k then soon one by one started coming.
some guy from 3d gen (oops i forgot his name)
lynn KOK.
RYAN tan (bad, bad man!)
the rest of the gals....
jacqueline,
sheryl,
amy,
and griselda...yupp.
oh and of cos, yiling. (my highly favoured caregrp leaders-plus lynn KOK)
brandon couldnt make it.
had some party i think (according to joce)
not long, solomon came, dressed so formal.
hahah but he changed into smth more casual.

okay then we wanted to take a bus there.
but on the way we were......now how do i phrase it in a nice way.
aiya nvm, some ppl just came up to us and gave us their flyers.
many different shops.
so we got two.
a pink one, and a green one.
almost the same actually, looked like it was photocopied.
they wanted to provide free bus shutter if we wanted to eat at their steamboat restaurant.
but we took the public bus instead.
reached marina south.
tcher kev came, hahahha.
they bowled, but some of us didnt.
i was shy *blushes* hahah riteeeeeee.
just didnt feel like bowling la.
oh we saw shevarim (another grp) i saw prila!!
pierson is GOOD at bowling!
and so is tcher kev (for a beginner like him)

after bowling, we decided to eat.
settled one one steamboat place.
took our food and cooked it...blah blah.
the food was delicious...i guess. LOL.
after dinner, we left early.
so we took the bus. and took the mrt home.
today was fun! :D
im so glad i made it for THIS caregrp outing.
considering the fact that ive skipped the past two, or three.
yea couldnt make it then.
i love my caregrp, picture rocks! :D
im kinda tired, so gonna end nows.
byeee.

2005-01-01T04:59:00.000+08:00

HAPPIE NEW YEAR 2o05!

oh my gawd
i havent blog in ages mans.
hais guess ive been kinda lazy, OR maybe i just cant be bothered or smth.
have been feelg like shit these past few days, although im not quite sure why..its just..weird.
just got home, not long ago. lol.
went for supper, then took a cab home (:
christmas was great? YEAH.
stayed over at joces hse.
then we went for the christmas service at the indoor stadium together, with our dear evon (: oh wow i love em to bits!
hahha theyve always been there for me.
OH and kellie too :D hahhs.

BTW, THAT bitch/bastard who left a super disgusting, irritating, annoying msg on kels tagboard better watch out! he/she IS so dead mans! nth better to do izzit...?! PRAY la, oh pray for a life, or at least smth better to do. its none of UR business what SHE does anyway! so just get LOST!

arghh so annoying!
some ppl are just...no-lifers.
okay anyway we went for the service.
yupp it was great, except for the fact that i saw someone super annoying too. PLS GO BACK TO WHERE U CAME FROM!
ure not welcomed (oops i dont think thats for me to say, but well yeah i just cant stand...you)
everyone was exchanging christmas gifts and all.
hahhas wishing everyone 'merry christmas!'
it was fun la.
met mum after service.

forgot where i went on mon.
also forgotten where i went on tue, and wed, and thurs.

oh wait i rmbered where i went on thurs.
woke up at 10.50am (which is early...to me)
hahhas yes i was proud of myself =x
haa took a bus to meet jas at tpy.
went to the arcade, wanted to collect her card, but it wasnt ready.
so we went to heeren.
walked arnd.
then junyi came to meet us.
walked to cine, wanted to watch a movie.
then we saw kel and joce. hahha.
decided to watch kung fu hustle, again.
they were watching the same movie. hahha well it was pretty funny! err, stoopid..but FUNNY :D lol.
then played some more arcade...
then they went to j8.
but i stayed in orchard...............

okay today..
went out of the hse with my bro to orchard.
he was supposed to give his fren a surprise.
but yea, change of plans. they were watching a later movie.
so yea we waited, and waited.
played pool for a short short time.
jas they all were at dhoby ghaut, playing (what else?)
soon, one by one cassandra, hong yee, derrick and stanley came.
so did jaslyn, junyi and kian chong.
didnt noe what to do,
so we went down to the food court to play cards.
the guys were eating.

kae after that everyone outside cine were SPRAYING each other with the spray thingys. snow spray, crazy sting spray, etc.
it was MADNESS i tell you.
hahha i was wearing totally black, so didnt go out to join the fun...i wanted to though. it was superr fun mans!
yea and i dont think my mum would be very pleased with the jacket n jeans all dirty. LOL. so i decided to be a gd gd gal =x
it was damn packed! the doors were jammed (in a way)
flooded with ppl.
10,9,8,7,6,5..4..3...2...1
HAPPIE NEW YEAR! haha.
ppl were wishing other ppl and stuff.
even strangers.
and then this super adorable lil boy standing next to me just reached out his hands and wished me a happie new yr.
it was so cute!
hahhs i love lil kids :D

after all the fun we had to go.
i made my way out the door, as fast AND as CAREFUL as possible.
many ppl tried to spray us on the way,
but we sort of shouted at them.
HEY cant blame us rite.
i bet they went "wadda hell" in their minds or smth.
some were literally chasing us!
esp when we opened the umbrella =P HAHA.
and we THOUGHT that would help us get rid of those ppl, instead it brought more attention! hahha.
well well, we had certainly earned our lesson.
on the way to somerset mrt we got sprayed by this bunch of ruscals. i was so pissed.
so i screamed (or rather, shouted) 'fuck u LA!' and 'irritating!' and other cursing words. hahha.
then the guys heard it, and turned back.
so we bought more spray and they took revenge.
i just hid at a corner =x hhahs.
oh then one guy spotted me, but i gave him THAT stare!
and guess what, they backed off! too bad =x
cassandra got sprayed like mad. LOL.
but it really looked DAMN FUN tho.

okay then we spent the whole nite out.
jas n junyi went home.
so its down to castan, her bro, the guys..and me.
went to esplanade, the youth park...etc.
even went to newton to eat and buy food for my bro (:
we all shared hokkien mee, delicious...:D
okay i think thats abt it.
kinda tired, whole day out.
so yea..gd nite! may the yr 2oo5 be a blessed one for those out there! esp those poor ppl who suffered in that tsunami tidal wave thingy.

oh wait, my new yr resolutions:

(some of them)

-listen to my mum more often (:
-spend more time with the family,

and GOD.
-read the bible more often,
and PRAY :D
-go to church regularly.
-be a super gd gal,
keep mugging all the way! (:
-listen to tchers, do my hmwrk
and pass it up puntually.
-to forget unpleasant stuffs,
and go on with life.
(i'll try my best =\)
-to trust GOD with my life!
(which i alrdy DO :D AND WILL
forever AND ever!)

Your Word is a light unto my path
Your Love guides me through my darkest night
And even though sometimes Your ways
I cannot understand
Ill never walk away because my futures
In Your hands

I dont care what people will say
Im running after You
I wont turn back and go their way
Coz Im running after You
Yeah Im running after You
Im running after You
(I will run to You)

I dont care what people will say
Im running after You
I wont turn back and go their way
Coz Im running after You
Dont matter what may come my way
Im running after you
Its You Im following today
Im running after You

Im running after You

2004-12-25T01:19:00.000+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS (:

okay i havent blog for a superr duper long time!
err, okay i forgot where i went on monday.
nvm..TUESDAY!
woke up early in the morning.
met gerlyn n germaine on the way to harbourfront.
then we met yvonne, alex and bec.
ate macs for breakfast! (:
oh then joce came to meet us. haha she was late.
we took the bus there.
then we headed straight for palawan beach!
crossed the bridge, then went into the water!
evon n germaine were in their bikinis! *woooots*
hahhas and all the guys were staring, yea!
oh the water was freaking cold!
and salty!
my eyes and lips hurt like shit! (even when my eyes were closed underwater!)
oh then we swam afew laps, before swimming onto this big wooden plank. lol.
we sun-tanned there.
AND now my face is peeling like mad! grrr
oh then we saw becs frens, yea "frens" LOL.
"think they so cool ah" (haha i shall say no more) =x hahha.
oh then after a while we went up.
and showered n got changed.
ate our lunch there (the chicken wings were delicious!)

oh then we took a cab down to NUH.
to visit anthony. (germaine wanted to, so we just accompanied her)
hhahah yeaa. stan, sean and that shawn lai guy was there..visiting him too!
that anthony looked sick, really sick =x
(overdosed on pills -.-)
is he nuts OR is he nuts?!! hahha.
oh then we had our dinner there, but i only drank bandung. wasnt hungry at that time, and i was SUPPOSED to be on this useless diet thing, but its OBVIOUSLY NOT working!
i eat more than three meals a day! -.-"
i think im putting on MORE weight =P
okay back to subject.
eunice was there, we talked to her for a while before going off.
took a cab down to far east, then germaine n gerlyn had to leave, so its only joce and me left (:
lol hmm we walked arnd, doing our (or rather MY) last minute christmas shopping =x hahha.
walked walked walked...down to heeren.
i bought some stuffs, and so did joce. lol.
it was pretty late, so she stayed over at my place!
we wrapped the gifts, yeahh.

oh then she left early in the morning, cox she had classes.
but me, on the other hand, slept like a pig (as usual)
haiss what can i do?
oh then kor and i went to meet mum at orchard at arnd 5.
hahha we took a cab there.
and do you noe what the cab driver said??????
(he said to my bro in chinese) "young boy, do you noe that youre very handsome, like all those channel 8 stars"
(or smth like that la, im bad at translating. or maybe cox i couldnt really rmber..i was laughing like mad =x)
oh anyway, YAH the taxi driver was blind OK!
hahha i better stop, its christmas!
yea..kor went to meet this pretty gal who has a stall at civic plaza? just outside orchard or smth, yeaa.
well its better than the rest of em if youd ask me!
LOL hmm then i went to meet mum and aunty judy.
walked arnd.
then we went to the church thingy @ orchard mrt there.
hahah it was great! but we left halwfway =(
then we went home.

okay THURSDAY,
went to meet joce, alex, evon and gerlyn at heeren.
hahha before stepping into heeren, this guy approached me..(for what other reasons?) BUY tickets LA. haha he was practically stalking me.
hahah so i called for backup =x
who else? joce n the gang =P LOL.
so we spilt the cost, and its 1 buck each (:
hahaha okay then we went to cine to buy the KUNG FU HUSTLE tickets @ 5.15pm.
while waiting, we went to swensens to eat!
joce gave all of us a bday treat!
hahha so kind of her eh (:
"give and it will be given to you"
(i forgot where in the bible =x)
so we ate and ate. we even ordered the giant earthquake! yummmmmmy :D chocolate, mint, ger's chocolate peanut buttercup? hahha sticky chewy choc. and many many more!
k then we ordered the cake, so that we can cut it after the church thingy.

walked to cine, watched the movie.
it was funny, but stoopid? lol yea.
and that evon was pretty high! couldnt stop laughing.
we bought this cute santa hat and a star wand on the way, cmon..its christmas! show us your christmas spirit!!! :D
hahhas and we put it on.
oh and guess who we saw, sam, sean..and the gang?
hahha so embarrassing, but nvm like i said, christmas spirit!!
went to meet stanley.c at orchard, to pass him smth.
then we all rushed to the concert.
sat right in front (and we couldnt see anything)
there was this boring taiwanese singer, sigh!
couldnt wait for him to get off the stage mans.
hahha everyone was clapping (for the wrong reasons) when he played his last song. lol meanies =x
then there was this children choir
................................

OKAY then its new creation church!
WOO HOO :D
jaime yeo and glenn ong hosted the show.
the place was alive i tell you!
rock concert! hahah it was great.
i liked the part when lao da, pastor lawrence and ronnie sang the "stayin alive" LOL they were so cool!
the most happening church in the whole wide world!
so proud of my pastors! :D
and everyone was cheering n screaming!
oh then they each did solo songs.
and after the song we went "pastor lawrence we love you!" :D
lol they were damn cool!
the whole concert was great.
and the ending song was terrific.
the praise and worship so totally rocked!
we were jumping and praising and..yeahhh! (:
i loveee my church!!

then we all went to swensens to cut the cake (:
mango ice cream cake.
hahha then sam, sean n err yang? (or izzit zheng yang) met stan, anthong and their other frens.
k then the rest of us took a cab to joces hse.
was supposed to ton the whole nite (:
but we couldnt take it hahah.
first we helped evon fold her stars..
hahah i folded this extra thick, extra fat, extra small CUTE star! its so hard and small and cute and ya.
hahha. then we went down to cook some food to eat.
and watched oceans twelve at the same time.
but after a while we went up again.
oh then this cute brown lil bird flu into the hse, straight into joce's sis room. hahaha we spent like 45mins trying to catch the bird, we were screaming as that thing was flying arnd hahah.
i noe i noe, just a bird rite.
but its beacuse the bird kept flapping its wings, and the room is so enclosed and all..of cos scary la. lol.
then we caught it in a bag and transferred it to joces room instead. cause her sis was afraid of birds. and joce was afraid that her sis might freak out and all. damn dangerous, esp for a pregnant lady like her.
after a while we got bored of the damn bird.
so we went down and sang some songs,
KAROKE! :D
hahah we were all singing like mad ppl =P
even ernie and yong jie joined us!
hahha then i had to leave.
cause i had a christmas dinner at home.

aunty gina came to fetch me.
went home. not long, ate dinner.
all the delicious turkey, ham, lamb, potato salad, and many many moreee! it was delicioussss! ate so much!
okay then i asked my mum if i could go for the 2e4 thingy and she said no =( well actually she didnt really say no la.
DONT understand her la, so i was kinda pissed.
but she gave me one present to open (before midnite)
hahah cunning huh, smart tatics eh.
i opened it, it was an ipod mini!
IM overjoyedddd! hahahah its so cute! and small.
my ah yee got me the pink one!
thankew thankew THANK YOU!!! :D i loveee you!
hahah its charging nows ((: LOL
cant wait...3.30am! and its DONE!

i love christmas! its a time to care and share?
a season for giving!!
and of cos JESUS! :D

we are the reason
that he gave his life,
we are the reason
that the suffered and died.
to a world that was lost
he gave all he could give,
to show us the reason to live :D

2004-12-19T00:08:00.000+08:00

i bought a ticket to;
the end of the rainbow (:

hahhas, kae went to meet jas at tpy interchange today.
then took a bus to far east to buy some food, and to meet cass and her bro, cassidy. hahah cassidy dyed his hair multi-coloured!
WOW so cool! :D
he was doing some model thingy for the shop in hk, so they sponsored him, bloody lucky eh.
haas and err we took a cab from there.
all the way to dover rd, ACS (i).................................hmmm................
no offense, but the sch looks so run-downed =haas yea it does it does =x
oh then we we filled up some thingys,
and ~~took~~, oops..err bought some lucky draw tix.
but sadly, we didnt win the ipod. lols.
then we queued up for some time before they let us into that damn hall/auditorium, wadever laa.

the great thing was, the hall was air-conditioned (:
that made our moods much better. hahs?
kae then everyone in that damn hall was screaming "oh six plus six plus" (in chinese laa, well some eng some chi)
bloody irritating, (not becos i dont like them, but becos they were freaking biased! arghh, cant stand it)
fan van? (fan yi chen) was singing and they were cheering for six plus, how irritating is THAT huh?!
annoying bunch of inconsiderate idiots! grrr
yea so we decided to scream for him. anyway hes gd wad (i bought his cd :D)
and his songs arent bad at all (:
kae after the whole thing, we cabbed down to tpy for dinner.
then we went into the arcade to play some games.
ohoh, we did smth very dumb.
okae first it was cassidy, a guy went into the lift, and as the lift door was closing, he pressed the button and it opened again.
so the guy gave him a weird "youre gonna be dead" stare. and we were laughing and laughing away.
okay then castan, jas and i went into the ladies.
after we were out castan just closed the toilet door and turned off the lights. hahhas. OMG how mean is that? lols.
kae then iain came.
cassandra and cassidy left.

oh we walked to the foodcourt (koufu?) to find junyi, yewoon, belinda, wenqi, joanne and cy.
lols then we all went home.
wheeee` just watched you've got mail, awww sho sweeeeett! its like my third or fourth time watching that show. hehhs.
and next week is pay it forward! i love that show,
damn touching (:
kkaes guess id better go, going first tml.
so ya, nittteeey niteees!

2004-12-18T00:19:00.000+08:00

king of glory
my lord my love;
you have won my heart (:

heyys.
haha kae today went out with kel, joce, sean and alex.
met evan at tpy mrt,
then we took the train to orchard together.
met joce n alex at orchard, then we walked to lido to meet sean. then i went down to fetch kellie up, cos she doesnt noe how to go to the cinema =was going down the escalator when i spotted evan, stan and their frenss.
hahhas, wanted to watch oceans twelve, but theres no more tickets left except for the first row, so we decided not to watch.
but we regretted, cos the next show is at 3.45pm, and sean couldnt make it. cause he had an appt at 5pm.
so yea we walked all the way to cine.
when we got there, also NO shows to watch.
except without a paddle (which ive alrdy watched twice!)
-moment of silence-
then we all decided to watch without a paddle, poor me..had to watch it the third time. haisss. hahha but the show's funny (:
oh wells, jocelyn owes me big time.

after the movie, followed sean to paragon, after we've sent kellie to the mrt.
waited for him, i think he needed to get contacts or change his spects or smth like that, yaa.
oh we met rebecca and her cellgrp frens.
hahhas after that we went to taka to eat.
THEN, walked to shaw again to meet evan, stan and the rest.
oh ya, haha i also met amos, christopher and clarence there, hahah talked for a while..
then went off with them.
we took a bus to suntec convention, and took another bus from there to tower four.
sat with them (and all the other dare ppl)
haha i cant believe i sat throughout the whole service without even slping or going out! omg amazing!
hahhas im so proud of myself.

hmm after the service went to the arcade to play.
before heading to the cityhall mrt.
oh wait, we stopped at some place too,
but i forgot the name =x
anyway yea..then i went home. hahhas.
kaes im super tired! so ya, bye! :D

in your prescence i'll ever stay,
i'll forever sing your praise.
youre worthy to be praise,
so wonderful, my king of glory.
holy is your name,
mighty god, you have saved me (:

2004-12-16T21:40:00.000+08:00

boulevard of broken dreams.

okay, px gave me a wake up call at 10am todae,
told her to call me agn at 10.30,
then i went back to slp =x haas.
she called me at 10.30, woke up..then went back to bed.
*ring ring*
px called at 12.14. finally woke up, OMG im LATE!
took a shower, blah blah n rushed to tpy interchange, hahha poor gal had to wait for me for half an hour. lol.
dont worry, youre not the only one =P
kk then we went into the mrt station, and decided to take bus instead. so we went out again. yup 40cents down the drain hahhas.
took 143 down to far east.
we ate the crispy chicken thingy, and some really delicious bread! yummmmy :D the shop's called 'hero' hahha.
yup it was so nice that i bought another one after i finished my first.

then we walked arnd, shopped for stuff.
yeahs. had quite a gd time haha, cox i havent been going out with px for a long long time. yupp so i kinda miss that feeling.
but anyway she keeps hitting me! lol.
i think shes addicted to it.
hmmm, hey px : HAHA ur computer's down! =x too bad!
okay now im just being mean.
after far east, we took a bus to heeren.
too lazy to walk. and besides it was raining.
hahs yea continued our shopping...
walked for awhile before heading down to united.
px wanted to buy smth so yea.
bought some wrapping papers, black paper and some coloured pen, ribbons..etc.

we walked for awhile more then px had to leave.
she accompanied me to tpy cos she wanted to buy smth from more than words. yea then she left.
hahha i watched sleeping with the enemy? (hmm i hope ive got the correct title) cause i didnt even see it. just guessed.
kinda touching actually, and freaky (in a way)
yupp okay its time to make all my christmas cards!
gtg ciaosss! :D

2004-12-15T19:54:00.000+08:00

dancing in the moonlight (:

hahha hmm okay joce n i overslept todae.
oops, they waited for us (:
oh how sweet.
we grabbed something to eat first,
before going to the arcade to have some fun :D hahha.
oh while we were eating kenneth told us something. it was pretty funny actually.
he was like "you noe smth, yesterday i saw something beautiful...a barbie doll. omg she was like the most beautiful thing. so gorgeous, her beauty mesmerized me, blah blah."
hahah then i burst out in laughter.
and he thought we all went mad.
still couldnt believe that was his first time seeing a barbie doll, dont they all look the same -.- lol. played afew games (plus daytona)
yupp then i had tuition so gotta get home in time, joce followed me home.
she watched shrek 2 again (cause she was talking to yvonne ystdy so yea was a lil distracted.)
yup so she watched that and played with the com while i was having my pathetic one hour tuition.
oh wells, time passed real fast.

was supposed to go out with jaslyn today, to amk library for some..highly confidential mission =x hahha.
and now i still have that black spects at home.
back to us, we watched a walk to rmber (one of my all time fav shows, i just love it, its so touching...) and the terminal as well. yupp and then i fell aslp cos the bed was too tempting.
sooo comfortable :D
plus my extra soft cushy blanket (:
okay id better stop, thats all so ya bye!

2004-12-15T01:05:00.000+08:00

underwater paradise (:

todae was super fun mans!
hahha, joce gave me a wake up call in the morning (:
then i went to meet her at dhoby ghaut. i was late, as usual..oops.
k met bec and alex there, with her.
hmm then we took the purple line to harbourfront, and met evon and grace there :D hahaha.
we walked to harbourfront centre to eat.
ate subway, not long kenneth came.
hahha we were...err..hmm lets just say there was alot of teasing going on. =x
after our lunch we walked to the bus pick-up?
waited for the bus, yeah.
then the bus took us to sentosa!
hahhha, bought our tickets and took the monorail to the underwater world!

omg it was damn fun (:
went arnd that travellator thingy so many times!
just to admire the fishes and all.
i love the underwater world! it rawks! :D
oh wait, before that,
there was this man outside carrying a snake on his shoulder? yea he was asking ppl whether they wanted to take a pic with the snake.
hahha we touched the snake's skin.
it was...gross? =P hahah freaky mans.
k then we went in.
saw many incredible things? like jellyfish, sea dragons, electric eels, seahorses and many other colourful creatures. haas.
but seriously it was beautiful!
i dont mind going there again, or maybe a hundred times more! amen :D

then we went round that thingy.
saw all the sharks, BIG fishes (and i mean BIG!)
even bigger than US! cool huh.
oh and there was a glass wall between my cute eagle ray and ME =it was so adorable, my eyes were only on THAT.
hahha then something rather interesting happened, we saw this dugong. actually we were trying to spot a dugong, then it swam to us (in a way). yuppp
hahha we were like "omg its so cute!"
THEN, it started shitting (in public mind you)
walao we were so disgusted, but that wasnt the worst part. some sick fish went to bite IT off (oh mans fcuk the fish!)
we were so shocked by that. and kinda terrified yea.
eeeeeyer!..disgusting like hell.

k then after a while we decided to leave.
it was still early, as in too early to go to the pink lagoon. coss the dolphin show only started at 3.30pm.
so we took the monorail.
and stopped at palawan beach (:
although we prefered siloso beach, much cleaner!
but anyway yea we even passed the butterfly park? smth like that la.
hmm crossed the bridge, and took some lovely photos! hahah the scenery was just..beatiful! :D
and the best thing is, we're going back there on tuesday! yeahhhhh!! (:
we were shacking the bridge like mad!
kk then we walked and walked on the beach.
kenneth and alex pushed grace into the water! omg rite hahah. but they claimed they pulled her lol.
oh wadever la.
then we walked all the way to pink lagoon.
it was crowded, vry crowded.
so we sat on the beach. hahah.
the pink dolphins were extra cute! :D precious lil' things! i just loveee them.
and i can ~~swear~~ that theyre the most intelligent creatures on earth!!! haha they waved at us! how cute. just imagine aye.
kk then they even did tricks and all!
OMG we fell in love with the dolphins!
im touching them next week no matter wad!
hahha k dont mind me, im jus abit hyper.

after that we waited for the monorail and went to the departure place.
took the bus back to harbourfront.
then we headed down to plaza sing.
met ger there (: then we decided to watch a movie.
we watched without a paddle, twice!
hahha ive been watching alot of movies twice.
that day joce wanted to watch shutter so we accompanied her (: awww so sweet rite.
but she treated us snacks and stuff too :D
hahha then they went to eat dinner while joce and i went to the arcade to meet my bro for a while.
then we played some games. and while i was playing this drum game, someone just came and pulled my hair =oh than i realised that it was xiangho.
haha then we went into the cinema.

after the movie, went to the arcade.
they played outrun2 many many times. i think joce is addicted to that game hhahah. seemed like it anyway.
alex is always in the lead. wonder why.
oh then he played crazy taxi.
omg hes one hell of a reckless driver!
haha i wouldnt give him a license man.
but i think hes quite gd, as in he got rank 31st? or was it 37th? yeah and he got a grade A, not bad eh.
oh wells, then we played the drum game again.
hmm after that we went to newton circus to eat our supper.
ordered chilli stingray and fried osyters.
simply delicious *yummmmmy* :D
talked, talked and laughed.
we had so much fun!
then we all went to toa payoh interchange while yvonne took the other train home. felt kinda bad leaving her like that =we arranged breakfast tml morning (:
hahha kenneth is a nice guy, so is alex.

so now joce's at my house.
shes staying over hahahh and shes watching shrek 2 (: and conferencing with yvonne and alex, haha so am i.
and of cox im blogging as well.
k thats all. i gtg, ciaosss!

2004-12-12T22:31:00.000+08:00

only one

k ive finally decided to blog =)

too many things happened during the past week or so.
yeahh so im not gonna mention all.
hmm, been going to the grassroots club to bowl.
first went with my mum n my bro, then i went with my dad and my bro. haha as usual mum trashed us >.<

thurs joce and yvonne went for bible study,

but i didnt. lol.

i met up with joce, cox i was at suntec, shopping in carrefour with my mum =x hahha.

went for teenzeal, oops. im sry, its dare on sat. pastor lawrence finally preached again.
wonder wad hes been doing.
but ya, ahhaha started off the serv with how handsome he was and all. hahhha yea and the way he laughed, just makes me...well, lets just say i was pretty entertained by it :D
hahha kellie had to leave at 5.
so we went out with her. anyway we were feeling kinda hungry so we decided to eat!
oh and we saw the pink version of the samsung E800c?
yup i think so, wow its so...nice!
lol, yea serious it was. now im caught between that phone and the nokia 7260...hmmm =\ dunno which one to get.

woke up early in the morning for first.
joce gave me a wake up call at er, 6.13am? lol woke up, but went back to slp until 7.20am.
then i realised i was kinda late, so ya i rushed.
cabbed down cox it was raining. hehh. (ya LA, i was lazy OK)
it was pastor prince today (:
we skipped half the service i think.
cause our tummies werent feeling well, so we spent the whole time sitting outside the auditorium, telling each other ghost stories (weird eh, but we felt that church was the safest place to say these stuffs) and crapping abt everything else.
after serv we went to ps.
we wanted to watch christmas with the kranks.
but joce was so tempted to watch shutter cox we kept telling her abt the show. so we accompanied her.
and we had to watch it again, but it was fun!
hahha i think we were the only ones screaming in the cinema =x

THEN, we wanted to go to somewhere quiet.
and the only place i could think of was the mrt station.
so we stoned there for err...freaking long?
then talking abt nonsense and how we wanna kill all the ppl in our 'must-kill' list? k now im crapping, but yeah.
hmm after a while yvonne found a better, more relaxing spot so we moved there. opened the packet of chips and continued our conversations :D
hahha then i had to go cox mum was gonna pick me up.
but yea it was fun chatting with them (:
oh wait, i forgot to mention the arcade part.
hahah we wanted to vent our anger on smth so we rmbered a show that featured a gal whacking those thingys that popped up?
i dont know la. but yea we found that machine and started whacking it like hell.
it was damn fun!
played the other games and yea.
hahah anyway i had a superr duperr fun time with them!
we should do this more often kaes!
love ya gals :D

2004-12-12T02:43:00.000+08:00

heyys.
sorry for not blogging.
guess ive been feeling lousy and all.
so ya, sry bout that.
will blog some other time.
ciaosss!

shoutouts:

+ cassandra
+ jaslyn
+ pengxin
+ diyanah

+ jocelyn
+ kellie

+ my beloved class
+ the rest (:

i love you guys to bits!! :D *huggsss*

2004-12-04T19:48:00.000+08:00

teenzeal town became..
D.A.R.E (Dead And Resurrected Eagles)

woo hoo!
okae i just got home =(
haix *cries loudly* church camp is OVER! boo hoo!!
it was four days, but it only seemed like ONE.
they should make it a 6days 5nites thing. im sure everyone agrees with me eh? :D hahah everyone was so reluctant on going home.
they wanted to stay one more nite. cox church camp was like..superrrrr duperrr extremellyy FUN!
it was the best church camp ever! so many things happened (:
and now i gotta wait 361 days for the next church camp =ok i cant possibly type out ALL that had happened.
so im gonna try my best to summarize it =P

lets see, first day.
woke up early in the morning. mum fetched me to the macs near the clementi mrt station...met yvonne, rebecca, felina, grace, pris and joce there.
we all had our breakfast and met at the carpark.
the 4 hr bus journey wasnt as bad as i expected. heh.
then they told me ive been transfered to picture!
omg honestly i was terrified. cox i was actually from HOW, so a totally new grp would be kinda scary i guess?
but everything turned out ok, and picture rocks!
hahah we were great with our jing jangs? (lol its all those thingys with bells..yupp)
and we had wonderful leaders like tcher kev, brandon, lynn KOK and liling (:
hahah we won all the games for the first two days..gd eh?
and all our cheers were so nice. lol.
kk enuff abt that.
after our games we went back into our rooms to take a shower and prepare for nite service.
we had our dinner first, then we went into the room.
the serivce rocked! so did the praise and worship.
haha during the service, someone infront of us wispered to her fren that taufik won. so we were also wispering...
and soon, everyone followed the rumour.
and they went "ooo, taufik won taufik won"
lol and all those taufik fans were rejoicing!
but the other sly fans just put on a sad face =(
haix, mum only voted 15 times for sly...she should have voted more mans! damnit. but anyway i knew taufik would win lol.

after service we had some more praise and worship and then we went back into our rooms.
hahah jocelyn and i tried to order room service, but there were too many ppl calling and the line was engaged. so we went down to the cafe itself and ordered.
hahah smart eh. :D we ordered at abt 12.30 but it only came at 3am in the morning. like wadda hell lor.
we waited until we fell aslp.
then, the door bell rang. and the yummmmy food came (:
we were damn tired so we ate and fast as we could and went back to sleep.

the next morning we woke up kinda late.
hurried down to have a quick breakfast then rushed to the ballroom.
haha but actually everyone was outside, waiting for the doors to be opened.
the priase and worship was amazing (:
after the morning service we went for lunch, then we went to our rooms to get changed for games.
we play three games altogether. lol.
all very fun and exciting!
how much greater can the games comm. get?
err anyway, yeah after games we went back into our rooms again..to take a shower and get changed for nite service.
had our dinner....blah blah.
hahaha the service was again great, as usual.
hmm, the not so gd part was when we sneaked out of serv a couple of times..well maybe its more than "a couple of times"
but ya, i felt guilty =\ really guilty lol.
not that sincere huh. but anyway ya we were feeling so restless and all. couldnt help it la.

that nite, joce passed sean the gift (:
hahah it was so sweet. sean was super nice.
hmm, pity i forgot to bring mine, but anyway ya. the frens were so funny, teasing him all the way.
hahah sean sean..that blur toot.
oh then we ordered room service again..but this time, the guy was earlier than the day before. hahah.
we ate and ate, and talked abt dumb stuffs.
then we fell aslp.
BUT, i woke up at 3am in the morning...BECOX of all those dumb idiotic

pathetic mosquitoes! arghhh! cant stand them.
so i scratched, and scratched. until 4 am.
i covered myself completely and went back to slp.
it wasnt the biting that bothered me, it was de noises that the mosquitoes were making as they got closer and closer to my ear. grrrr -.-
couldnt slp the whole damn nite.
so i woke up early in the morning.
oh wait, the mosquitoes bit joce as well, wonder why she couldnt feel it. but anyway ya it was bothering me.
hahah then i saw this mosquito on her hand and i sort of whacked it lightly with a light tissue box. lol.

third day.
kk so we woke up early and got changed.
went for breakfast and then to service.
hahah that was our last service and lao da preached a vry gd msg that day. about the eagles.
and that we are like the eagles..blah blah.
thats why our youth ministry name has changed to D.A.R.E, which means Dead And Resurrected Eagles. so cool and unique eh.
i just love my youth ministry.
then after that we had our lunch and we met for grp sharing.
and it was really touching.
some of em who shared actually cried. i was so touched.
but i didnt la, cause my sharing was like..err...two sentences? or was it three? hahah cox im abit shy la *blushes* so i didnt share much.
we played a few games as well.
then we went off..for free and easy time.

we walked arnd the pool and saw them swimming. lol
somehow i still cant get that grin off my mind..it was superr cute :D
nah im talking nonsense.
went arnd. then we went back to our rooms to get changed.
after that we went down for dinner.
hahah kk so after dinner it was PARTY TIME =D woo hoo!
played all those fun games.
and we had our very own MR and MS evangelion. lol
all the contestants were super cute, esp the two small ones from shevarin (i think thats how u spell it)
of course they had other games like the pole/hoola hoop dancing, the chubby-rabbit thingy and the balloon game.
lol they were all super fun, then it was hardcore praise and worship.
it was the BEST, absolutely the BEST praise and worship session ever..i think? yeahhh!
but yvonne and rebecca wasnt feeling well so they had to rest.
jocelyn was also having gastric, so she wasnt feeling comfortable at all. we kept going in and out of the room.
AND..it was the first time i did smth! im so proud of myself, even jocelyn's proud of me (: i couldnt believe it.
lol i had so much guts, hmmm......

the last part of the worship was simply amazing.

when they sang the "frens forever" song and the other song. it was simply touching. and sad.

everyone was crying and they went arnd hugging and shaking hands with everyone.

of cox the gals cried =( it was so sad.

haix, i just love it when guys worship, its like..a totally different side of them, and they give their hearts entirely to jesus. its just...awesome la.

awesome god; awesome christians =D.

oh, yeah everyone started putting their hands arnd the shoulder of the person standing next to them and we all started forming chains.

it was......haix, amazing, GREAT.

it was reallllllyyyyy touching i tell u. superr sad.

hahah after the song everyone was still hugging each other.

i managed to hug alot of ppl (: well, at least im satisfied.

*sings aloud* im so satisfied, so satisfied,

im so satisfied

with ur goodness in my life (:

hahahah i just loveeee camp!!!

hmm, they invited us to go to the beach at arnd 4/5am in the morn, cox there wasnt any curfew that nite (:
but in the end they slept cox they were too tired and we also fell aslp waiting for their call. hahah.
but we had a quick walk by the beach, just to enjoy the view..and we met glue there. lol.
then we went back to slp.
not long, we woke up and packed our stuffs cox we had to check out by 10am.
we took all our bags and went into the ballroom to wait for the buses.
the journey back wasnt that boring as well.
cause we had germaine, solomon, and ja (or izzit ga?) to entertain us. hahah in a way la.
a tiring four hour ++ journey and we're back in spore (:
hahahah mum picked me up!
and yup we went home for dinner.
i think thats abt it.
haix, camp's over just like that. ONE whole year of waiting.

tsk tsk, its alrdy 368 days :D im loving it. hehh.

2004-11-29T01:39:00.000+08:00

wheeeee! woo hoo!
the ultimate class of rawk.

okae! lets see, havent been blogging lately.
guess ive been kinda busy huh.
anyways, went for my class chalet on the 25th of nov. (cause i couldnt make it for the first day)
LOL it was fun, yep fun.
no wait, i went for my braces appt first.
then i went to the chalet.
settled down, and spent the whole dae playing. (cards, etc)
kovyn bought ljs for us for dinner cause we were too lazy to buy it ourselves. =P lol thanksssss!
so we were sitting outside, eating and watching tv at the same time.
we swam in the nite (:
the water was super duper cold. i heard what happened between them (those ppl who went for the first day) and the indian security lady. lol.
so we decided not to provoke her.
anyway she has this pair of really disgusting eyes, especially when she stares at us in a very scary way.
siao person LA.
hahaha then we went to play in the baby pool..with the slide and all. ahha it was fun? yea guess so.
oh childish us. x)
then after that we went out for a walk, near the playground.
we played 'zhong shi mi ma' (with punishment)
muahahahah. the loser(s) had to wash the dishes n clean the whole hse. hahaha.
actually its kinda scary, esp when its down to the last few digits and one wrong number could be the endddd.
LOL so drama eh.

then later in the nite smth 'interesting' happened.
the guys were doing some 'mozart' thingy, n they were testing their pitch.
zheng yi saw a head.
dont ask me wad kinda head, but its really freaky.
THEN, they saw a flash. a really weird flash according to them.
they tried to tell us abt it, but we didnt believe them. LOL.
but seriously they were superr frightened.
yee ting almost had a heart attack, zheng yi had a fever.
and we all couldnt slp after that.

the next day, we slept in the morning. heh class of pigs.
we also went for a swim in the afternoon.
the water was also freezing cold.
we couldnt swim for long cox we had to meet mr how at plaza.
we were gonna catch a movie - TAXI! hahaa yupp yupp.
so we rushed there. hoping to make it for the 7pm show.
but by the time we got there it was alrdy past 7pm.
but anyway we managed to get tickets for all of us.................. except poor mr how.
we felt so guilty.
cause he rushed all the way down after his training just to meet us!
but he just said we should carry on.
so he sat in starbucks, and he was drinking his coffee while waiting for us. poor thing eh mr how.
we couldnt shop with him or anything cox he had an appointment at 10pm and actually he wanted to meet us after that but guess by the time his appt ended, it was alrdy way too late.
oh, taxi's great by the way. lol vry funny.
clement met us after the movie.
hmm then we were deciding where to go for finner after that.
some suggested jalan kayu. (the famous roti prata thingy)
but it was sooo far away.
so the gals ate at mos burger while the guys ate at food junction.
we met in the arcade.

then we walked all the way to peace centre.
all the billard, pool and lan games i think. haha it looks kinda dangerous (for a place like us-kids) many gangsters arnd.
k so actually they wanted to play cs i guess. yea.
but didnt in the end.
so we continued to walk, and walk.
we walked to bugis to take a bus back to sims ville.
hahahah the damn bus was damn freaking cold!
we had a gd sleep the second nite (:

saturday:
clement and stanley went home in the morning.
but the rest of us continued slping.
at noon, i went home to bathe, and put down my stuff.
then i cabbed down to suntec.
hahahah! i wasnt late for service =X hehh.
then halfway, we sneaked out again. lol our tummys couldnt take it.
we had to eat something. so we went to gelare to have some ice cream! :D yummmmmmmmy!!!
stan and sean were also roaming arnd with their frens.
we made it just in time for the camp briefing (: lucky us.
before we entered the room, we had to queue up to get our camp jackets..!! lol red n black (cool colour eh)
the briefing was longer than planned..or rather, longer than i expected.
after that i straight away headed down to paya lebar.
walked all the way from the station to sims ville.
yup just me and my lonely self. i felt so scared!
i mean...not just any ordinary scared. its more like 'help, someone's gonna get me' kinda scared.
it was superr dark and deserted, with only workers arnd.
i couldnt think of anything else, but to get to the gate asap.
i was so kan chong i accidentally kicked a snail. oops clumbsy old me. but i guess it wanted to get to the other side, n i helped it.
SARA and hong yee came with the card. but someone else opened the door for me. some kind soul stranger :D
when i went up, serene, cally and hui ya n yomg kang were alrdy there!
they were all playing the "whuat" game. LOL.
i think it was invented by kovyn. that whuater.

not long, huiya, adeline, cally, kovyn, xinyi n yk went to bugis for a walk.
while the rest of us went to esplanade.
we met shern whey at paya lebar station with his 7260!
hahahah K LA cool seh.
walked in that dumb long city link...again.
n met them (huiya they all) at the 'underground dancing thingy'
we all then walked to esplanade.
met radius and stanley there.
hahaha we bought our chocolate coated strawberries!! :D
then we went out to enjoy the scenery/cool breeze.
cheryl and i even made a wish with a pathetic 10cents coin.
we walked across the bridge while the rest went one whole BIG round.
we met near one fullerton, the merlion there.
then we sat down to have a drink.
hahaha not long, hui ya, sara they all went back.
cox they wanted to catch the last train which comes at 12.18am.
but we stayed longer. and ordered some food to eat.
lol wad did i tell ya. pigs!
we took ~~quite~~ very long to decide wad to eat.
hahaha and that radius la. talk talk talk.
oh then we called wuen yin. she just came back from shanghai.
ok, we ordered hor fun (i think thats how u spell it?) 4 small plates for the 8 of us. lol.
after our meal we went to catch a cab.
yupp and guess what, radius's cab reached before ours. -.-
hahaha so we went back.
everyone was still wide awake and hyper at that time.
after everyone had taken their shower, we played 'zhong shi mi ma' again..but this time, the loser had to choose either truth or dare. lol.
yupp that was fun :D
radius and hong yee 'kena-ed' the most no of times.
hahaaah suay LA.
most of us 'zhong-ed' except sara n shern.
so everyone was desperate to make them zhong. lol.
and true enuff, shern whey did. LOL we thought of a very interesting dare..and he did it vry well.
hahaah professional actor.

after that we stopped playing.
some went to sleep.
but i didnt ): i mean i couldnt. not sure why.
radius cooked cup noodles for me! yayy! (aiya actually u may think its no big deal, but it IS. i mean...its radius!) LOL.
we ate and watched 'days of our lives'.
then, i wanted to slp but they didnt let me! dumb LA.
i only got some slp in the morning at arnd 8plus i think.
serene n sara went to the airport to fetch six plus.
went to the room to slp.....and slp........
until sebest came.
and we played uno. haha nono not uno, the 'whuat game'.
haha then adel they all went home.
while zheng yi they all went to play cs. (boys will be boys)
they wanted to wait for hong yee to wake up, but guess they couldnt wait any longer.
then we played dai dee.
and guess what, i WAS winning. (ok maybe not for ALL the rounds, but still i didnt lose)
UNTIL...that mentos wrapper came.
hahahaa n my luck totally changed, i lost all the way =(
so sad huh. lol.
all thks to hong yee n his lucky star AND sebest n radius with that dumb mentos wrapper.......!!
we played and played until the rain stopped.
then we went home.

i fell aslp the moment i stepped into the hse n got on my bed! lol.
n woke up only arnd 10plus.
but anyway kor cooked for me again. (sucha kind bro dont ya think?)
i was watching this dolphin show.
the main actress is mischa barton!!!!! wait, thats not the best part yet...
its mischa barton...when she was....YOUNG!
OMG she's like the chio-est person on earth! lol.
yupp k enuff of crap,
its getting late..guess id better go to bed nows.
so ya....gd nite.......

2004-11-23T19:04:00.000+08:00

oh no i almost forgot something,

HAPPIE BIRTHDAY
XIAO WEI =D.

*huggs and kisses*

22nd november 2004 (:

2004-11-23T18:35:00.000+08:00

Maybe we're just trying too hard,

when really its closer than it is too far (:

hmm. sorrie for not blogging.

haha yupp.

was kinda busy actually. doing all sorts of stuff la.

i watched shutter yesterdae!

hahahah woo hoo yes it was scary *shivers*

err, then i went to meet mum at suntec.

had some desserts. i ate my chocolate/cookies and cream ice cream *drools* at glelare (i think thats how u spell it, if im not wrong)

then we went home to put our stuffs down.

we cabbed down to cine with kor after that, cox mum was afraid that there wont be any seats left -.-" ~~oh puh-leasee, she doesnt noe anything.~~

kor and i watched the incredibles at 11.20pm,

while mum and aunty judy watched before sunset at 11.30.

but ended up they were out before us. HAHA.

and mum said she's gonna shoot the guy who rated the movie 4 stars, cox it sucked. hahah she wanted to walk out cox de whole show was just talking, and talking..and more talking.

hahah i felt sorrie for them.

anyway, the incredibles was okay i guess.

jack jack is sooo cute! lol yupppp.

after the movie we all went for supper at newton.

ate the usual chilli stingray, chicken wings, and dunno what fried squids?

yeah i think so.

we got home at arnd 2plus. (:

okay today i just stayed at home.

was supposed to go out with the spices ya? haix.

sorrie i couldnt make it. i was pretty tired =x

i just watched harry potter and the prisoner of azkaban (vcd la)

yep i think thats about it. kaes i gtg.

byeeeee :D

oh haha i just realised that sum 41's songs are damn nice.

i mean i like a few, but now i think that most are nice (:

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So am I still waiting
For this world to stop hating
Can't find a good reason
Can't find hope to believe in

Drop dead
A bullet to my head
Your words are like a gun in hand
Can't change the state of the nation
We just need some motivation

These eyes
Have seen no conviction
Just lies and more contradiction
Tell me what would you say
I'd say it's time to wait....

Free to rights
And understanding
We're the first ones to jump in line
Outta step for what we believe in
But who's left to stop the bleeding

How far
Will we take this
It's not hard to see through your sickness
Tell me what would you say
I'd say it's time

This can't last forever
Time won't make things better
I feel so alone
Can't help ourselves
And no one knows
That this is worthless to me so

What have we done
We're in a war that can't be won
This can't be real
I don't know what to feel now

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Maybe we're just trying to hard.
When really it's closer than it is too far

Cause I'm in too deep, and I'm trying to keep,
Up above in my head, instead of going under.
Cause I'm in too deep, and I'm trying to keep,
Up above in my head, instead of going under.
Instead of going under.
Instead of going under.

I can't sit back and wonder why.
It took so long for this to die.
And I hate it when you fake it.
You can't hide it you might as well embrace it.
So believe me it's not easy.
It seems that something's telling me,

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And we're all to blame,
We've gone too far,
From pride to shame,
We're trying so hard,
We're dying in vain,
We're hopelessly blissful and blind
To all we are,
We want it all with no sacrifice!

2004-11-21T23:55:00.000+08:00

a thirty seconds glance

at sunny city (:

Some say love, it is a river
That drowns the tender reed.
Some say love, it is a razor
That leaves your soul to bleed.
Some say love, it is a hunger,
An endless aching need.
I say love, it is a flower,
And you it's only seed.

It's the heart, afraid of breaking,
That never learns to dance.
It's the dream, afraid of waking,
That never takes a chance.

It's the one who won't be taken,
Who cannot seem to give.
And the soul, afraid of dyin',
That never learns to live.

When the night has been too lonely,
And the road has been too long,
And you think that love is only
For the lucky and the strong,
Just remember in the winter
Far beneath the bitter snows,
Lies the seed, that with the sun's love,
In the spring becomes the rose.

hmm..woke up early todae.

haix i only got 3plus hrs of slp =( and i was damn tired.

had a wake up call, but i went back to slp.

so didnt go first, as planned.

instead we accompanied ger at de convention centre cox she was serving in pk.

yupp. "serving" ya.

we went to eat macs and when we came back,

found her lying on her floor, listening to the mini ipod. lolx.

hmm...

hahah err anyway after that jocelyn and i walked arnd town for 5 whole hours! can u believe it! 5 hours!

our legs were aching like mad after that.

killing us slowly.

we bought some precious things :D

very very precious. hahahah and i feel dumb after buying IT.

but wadda hell it doesnt matter la.

bought it already. so..ya.....

then we continued to walk....and walk...and walk.

until we couldnt take it anymore, so we sat down to rest.

we went into adidas and bought this lovely pink cap (:

i guess its part 2 of my shopping spree?

yeah it is.

at nite went with the family to ah yee's place for dinner.

its my grandmother's birthdae! (:

so..happie bdae! i loveeee you! *hugs n kisses*

yup thats abt it la. cyaz.

2004-11-20T22:02:00.000+08:00

my mind's filled with a thousand
thoughts of you; -------*

I've heard it said that a man would climb a mountain
Just to be with the one he loves
How many times has he broken that promise
It has never been done
I've never climbed the highest mountain
But I walked the hill of Calvary

Just to be with you,I'd do anything
There's not price I would not pay
Just to be with you, I'd give anything
I would give my life away

I've heard it said that a man would swim the ocean
Just to be with the one he loves
How many times has he broken that promise
It can never be done
I've never swam the deepest ocean
But I walked upon the raging sea

Just to be with you,I'd do anything
There's not price I would not pay
Just to be with you, I'd give anything
I would give my life away

I know that you don't understand the fullness of My love
How I died upon the cross for your sins
And I know you don't realize how much that I gave you
But I promise, I would do it all again

Just to be with you, I did everything
There's not price I did not pay
Just to be with you, I gave everything
Yes, I gave my life away

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hmm nth much happened todae.

went to church as usual.

AND, i cant waitttt for church camp!!!

just 1 week and 4 days away! OMG.

im superrrrr duperrrr excited mans! i absolutely loveeee church camp!

me and my precious god.

or rather, my precious, loving, one of a kind, nice, frenly, caring, handsome, one in a million god AND me :D

yupppp.

hahah but we were kinda rude todae..oh no i got a confession to make.

when lao da was preaching todae, we felt a bit hungry...so we..

err.........sneaked out to buy some food.

naughty US *feels extremely guilty-repents*

yeah hhaha oh anyway then we walked arnd.

and i bought two vcds from tower records..shrek 2 and harry potter. i dunno why i bought them, cox i watch both twice alrdy.

but guess i just liked the show alot.

thats abt it. tata! (:

my soul is purchased with his blood.

my life is hid with christ on high.

with christ my saviour and my god.

2004-11-18T22:23:00.000+08:00

not just any typical fairytale-

its MY cinderella story (:

woo hoo! :D
havent blog in ages hahah. yeah.
well yesterday i stayed at home till abt 5?
was watching iron chef. lol and this time the challenger won! haha i was kinda happie actually..not that i had anything against the iron chefs..but its just that, they always win. so a change might be gd (:
yeah then i went to meet mum at orchard.
ate some stuff before we walked arnd taka.
then we walked to cine. haha we got tickets for briget jones diary 2..although it was nc 16? haha nvm guess it pays to be tall =P kidding LA.
yeah almost all the cinemas were showing that..probably the sneak preview or smth.
haha yup yupp. went home after that.

tada! todae.
went to far east to meet ye woon, jaslyn, belinda and px (:
we were supposed to go on a part 1 shopping spree.
but in the end, only jaslyn and i did the shopping =okay first we bought our von dutch shirt.
then we walked arnd, vandalised the walls =X etc.
oh ya, THANKS for the bubble tea jaslyn quek jia en!
LOL. went to heeren.
then we bought a converse shirt each (: veh nice.
wanted to buy the shoe, but we decided to go back some other day. haha.
yeah not long, jaslyn and i took a cab down to marymount cox we were simply too lazy to walk all the way to the far east bus stop.
met the dance gals, athena, cheryl n puggie there.
oh and i saw castan's hair (: lol. btw, thanks for the cap darl!
we were kinda early, so we sat down to play cards. (jaslyn's idea)
then, we heard some music coming from the hall so we rushed up to find that the ceremony started alrdy.
we found a good spot to sit (:

then we decided to sneak off when the principal was talking. so we went to the back. there was this 'haunted swing'
hahah nah its not haunted la. we just made it up.
no one wanted to sit first, so we had to open numbers..cox the "chope thingy" didnt work out.
athena was IT. but she chickened out lol.
i said "dont worry, youre not sitting there...alone.."
hahah so we all went to sit without her. and after a while..it became kinda creepy so we all went back to watch de performance.
hahah the play by 6b was nice :D
both the lead gals were superrr cute and pretty!
the gymnastic performance by gillian, joleen and another gal was also nice...AND of course, the ex-mcs hip hop dance (:
i just loveee marymount.
all those memories just came back...sighhh*

okae then it was time to eat, but we didnt stay long. all we had was one cup of drink..then we left for j8.
ate teppanyaki (: again.....that jaslyn LA.
after our meal we just walked arnd.
went to sembawang and i bought two cds...
the westlife oldies for mum :D (thoughtful daughter eh?)
and one for me hahhaa.
yupp and now im home. gonna watch spore idol now (i recorded it) yeps, i think taufik's gonna win.
ya anyway..ciaosss! ((:

2004-11-15T19:21:00.000+08:00

sweet nothings in your ears`

hahha sry didnt blog yesterday.
im SICK, yesh sick. hais.
flu, cough and a slight fever. (oh poor me)
woke up early in the morning.
went to meet jocelyn n ger for first service. and guess wad. i got my vry own chop! lol. *feels proud of herself*
okaee, i noe its no big deal..but for de past few weeks ive been sneaking into 'the rock' without a chop haha. *feels guilty*
i just covered my hand with de jacket and blah blah..
hahah and we didnt get caught. no wait, we did..once. yupp hahah and we got a 'small lecture' from the ushers? kk im gotta be puntual.
hahah after service we went to eat at pasta mania.
he waved three times :D LOL (K i noe im being dumb)
then after our lunch we went to the arcade to have some fun (: haha yuppp.
the thorn was there -.o grrr.
jocelyn played 'outrun2' and everyone crowded arnd her...ahem* and she felt shooo nervous. lol.
okae then after a while, went to joce's hse.
we bought the 'into the mirror' vcd. hahah that show sucked. its even worse than ju-on (imagine that)
and we also watched de 2nd disc of ella enchanted. lol didnt finish it de last time i went.
hmmm then after the movies, went to meet mum and aunty judy at bugis (: ate teppan-yaki. haha.
we walked arnd, before going to the dessert shop,along one of de small roads la. its supposed to be quite famous.
after that, we went home.

todae i just stayed at home. haiss.
im superr sick. woke up in de late morning to eat my breakfast/lunch. then i went back to slp. and woke up at 5plus. yupp.
felt a bit better after the nap.
just had my dinner.
k i got nth else to say ya, bye.

2004-11-14T01:13:00.000+08:00

break away;

hmm todae.
went to church in de afternoon.
i was...err...late...again. haix.
lol all my bro's fault.
but he's forgiven *wide angelic smile*
yupp rushed all de way to church.
pastor lawrence finally came back from israel..yupp and he preached todae, about grace (:
yvonne came back from thailand, and she bought for me this superr cute butterfly wand (well smth like that la) yep it was sooo nice. with bluish feathers (i think) yeah and glitter all over.
THANKx yvonne! i loveeee you*
okae after serv, went to meet mum they all at de nokia shop.
and kor totally surprised me with his new haircut! lol it definitely looks better than his previous one.
and now he thinks hes so damn cool -.-
LOL. (btw, im Not jealous OK - why should i be?)
hahah yupp yupp then we ate there, cox de chicken rice was too hard to resist.
and then we headed down to east coast lagoon?
yeah. cox they wanted to eat steamboat n my fav chilli stingray.
i was so looking forward to eating that.
but when i tried it, i wanted to puke. it sucked!
(ok maybe im exaggerating a lil' too much)
but i didnt like it at all. i preferred de one at newton. and even the one at serangoon. lol.
but de steamboat wasnt bad at all, in fact, it tasted quite gd (to me)
yeah after all that we went to uncle lesh's (is that how u spell his name?) office to sit for a while.
then we went home.
yupp im home. my mum and bro are outside, dying their hair. but me, being such a gd gal..i didnt. i jus stayed in my room and did my own stuff.
k im just crapping cox i cant think of anything else to say (: so pls dont mind me.
ciaosss! :D

2004-11-13T01:54:00.000+08:00

take me from this cruel reality.

haix. not really in a mood for blogging.
but i guess im just too bored.
hmm, woke up kinda late.
then mum brought kor n me to buy our sch books.
we headed down to his school first. yupp. and we had to walk allll the way in....near the last classroom, just to buy those books.
hahah yupp and there was this cute guy and his mum buying books as well =X (hahaa cant expect me NOT to notice a cute guy rite)
and i told my bro abt it, he couldnt give a damn.
oh wadever.
hahah he probably doesnt agree with me, but wad de heck. we both think differently..as in, guys and gals think differently.
yupp so we left.
and went to MY school. (theres actually nth to be proud of, so ya..i'll just stop here.)
hmmm so kor went into de bookshop with me, while mum waited in the car. he had to help me carry all those heavy books. yeah.
after that we went to united to eat.
yeah and then we went home cox mum wasnt feeling so well. she was coughing like mad. yupp poor thing.
and yet she refuses to see de doctor. sho stubborn.
so she came home to rest.
yupp and we all slacked at home.
oh and at nite, mum cooked dinner (although she was sick =( yeah. i have sucha caring mum!)
and the 'bestest bestest best #1 mum in the world' award goes to...
MY mum! hahaha. k im being lame.
anyway yeah she fried some potato stuff first, cox i was feeling kinda hungry. then she cooked spaghetti.
so we all ate and watched spore idol at de same time.
hahah i almost had a heart attack when sly was one of de bottom two! hahah everyone started calling me..and they screamed in my ears, saying "omg! sylvester will be saved!" (like thats gonna help -.-) lol. im so bad.
hahaha but i guess their efforts paid off. (in a way)
PHEW, we were soooo relieved.
but daphne got out. (thats sad)
hahaha i thought oli would get out, not that shes bad or anything. but cox she was one of de bottom three/two for de past few weeks.
yupp i guess her mum wanted her to stay, and kept calling and calling and calling and calling......
cassandra would be happie to hear that sly is still in (: hahah. she has supported sly..since..the start. even before he was in de final 10.
haha but everyone only started liking him when everyone else did, or when he became more popular/cute.
hahaha so i gotta say she's one loyal sly fan.
anyway yup thats abt it.
after sg idol, i watched..the champion!
LOL. yayys! yilin is FINALLY caught red-handed.
*rejoices, screams and dances arnd de room* :D
but her acting is gd. hahah shes a gd actress. aiya same la. i like de way she said "i quit" and also when she insulted them.
like damn style. (or maybe cox im a saddist?)
but her attitude sucks! lol. insensitive, or rather..heartless.
cant wait to watch mon's episode!
k i think id better stop, if not i'll go on and on and on and on and on (see wad i mean?). hahaha yeah.
i'll blog another time la. byeeez! (:

2004-11-12T01:04:00.000+08:00

the world is driving me nuts!

conspiracy against ME.

didnt blog for quite some time.

guess theres nth much happening these few days..

...or not.

was with jas, junyi, belinda and ye woon de whole day yesterday. px left earlier. yupps.

all de way until de nite.

then mum came to pick me up and we headed down to cine to buy tix for princess diaries 2 at 11.30pm.

after that we walked to heeren and went down to marche!

hahah i ate de shredded potato? or was it sliced? i think it was shredded. i THINK. yeah and de cheese sausage! which was absolutely spendid! (: yum yum!

then i had to run all de way back to cine just to buy another ticket for my oh so annoying bro. lol now he owes me his life.

ok wadever. then not long he came.

we bought ice cream.

hahah then we met jocelyn and her family.

at first i saw her sis..then her two bros. then i was wondering "wheres jocelyn?" haha. so i called her. yupp and she came out of de cafe.

they watched taxi. haha i also wanna watch!

after the movie we went home.

watched the forgotten todae. yeah.

haix i dunno la.

i just feel so damn confused..and lost.

and..i dunno wad to do.

but fortunately i got my PA (personal advisor) to help me out! :D thkssss!

BUT i still feel like shit.

its like.......grrr. i think that im so damn selfish and.....i still cant figure out WHY....err..

okae i think im just typing NONsense.

so pls dun mind me. this entry sucks. cox i dunno wad to write. or rather i dunno how to express how i feel inside.

i need some SERIOUS help mans.

hahaha and everytime i feel like giving up, i'll always rmber "not to worry, cox god will see me through" :D

my daddy loves me u noe! (:

2004-11-10T01:24:00.000+08:00

she had some trouble with HERself =\

All the times you left me alone,
do you think i will forget,
you've traumatized me,
ad ive done things because of you i regret,

you can make me better,
however you choose to make me sad,
I'm not gonna stop you from your choice,
your the one thats bad,

i leave you alone,
and walk in my own shadow,
i close my door,
and open my window,

to smell the broken scent,
of your broken smile,
i will one day,
walk down the white aile,

i will find another,
and if i don't i wont be the same,
because i only have,
one bullet with your name,

aimed to the center of your head,
and it will bring you to pieces,
and leave me standing laughing in tears,
i hated all those dreams and fears,

i will get revenge one day,
through a song,
if your lucky i will forget about it,
and move on,

I'm not that forgiving,
only to people who are worth it,
and you did me so much pain,
you have to admit it.

(C) Copyright 2001-2004 by Poems & Quotes

2004-11-08T20:04:00.000+08:00

dont worry,

god will see me through.

hmm sry didnt blog yesterday.
anyway there nth much to say abt yesterday cox i slept all de way till 5pm.
haix im such a pig mans.
was supposed to go to church yesterday.
BUT jocelyn somehow couldnt go.
so i didnt feel like going. wahh luckily i wasnt dumb enuff to go all the way to suntec and....lol
so i slept..and slept..till 5.
then i took a shower, got ready.
and we all went down to one fullerton.
yupp we ate at a thai restaurant (oops i forgot de name), to celebrate my grandfathers bdae!! lol.
the manager even gave him a bdae cake, on de hse. not bad eh? lol.
yupp so we sang de biiirrrthhhdaaayyy sooong.
blah blah..make a wsh, blow candles..etc.
then, we went to walk. took some pics with de merlion background (:
LOL andd, we saw de cast of living with lydia!
hahah my grandfather took a photo with lydia sum. haha.
birthday boy :D
the four of em were there (lydia, the dad, max n apple)
then we went home.

todae..lets see.
went to ps to eat with mum.
we couldnt decide on what to eat. so we spent alot of time jus choosing where to go.
haha then kor n kong came to join us.
went to lavender to do kors passport.
guys are....shooo....ma fan!
then we went to bugis to walk walk...had tea there. yupp went up to the edge.
AND..we saw randall tan! haha. they were doing some acting? or modelling? aiya i dunno la. but they had cameras and all.
kk after a while we left.
yupp and now im home.
err...got nth else to sae..so ya, BYE!

2004-11-07T01:31:00.000+08:00

as foolish as ever;
when will i ever learn?

oh wow. didnt blog for two daes again.
haix im sooo lazy.

thursday:

met jas, junyi, px n siti in j8.
ye woon n belinda left alrdy.
lol guess they couldnt wait for me.
i was such a pig n kept slping n slping.
so they waited, and waited, and waited for me.
omg im sooo sorrie =( haha.
lol i met them in de lift. they were in there for like..an hr, jus trying to kill time haha.
then we went up to the 4th floor to take neos :D
with all our *crazy actions* HAHA.
oh when we came out we met janice n her frens.
we all went together.
we bought tako pachi. yummy! N auntie anne's (i think thats how u spell it) yupp. we sat there n ate.
after a while, we left.
went home to watch spore idol (: thats all folks.

fridae :D

wow wow my big ~~dae~~ NITE!
LOL went to watch spore idol live! hahaah.
i cabbed down to mediacorp studios. superr excited to see them again!
met joanne, cy, sarah, jaslyn and jo's cuzz n frens there.
we were daphne's supporters.
lol we even met this superr nice guy. (who we THOUGHT was chris's cousin, but he's not)
hahaa anyway we got his number. (extra tickets) =D.
yupp. then we went in. watched the show.
AND..goodbye leandra =( (knew she was gonna get voted out) but anyway im still sad feh her.
OH..and then there was this funny guy who was giving away some orange coloured autographed spore idol tshirts..and some landyards as well.
sarah and i were standing infront.
and he was gonna pass the tshirt to ME! ME!
and guess wad happened?!!!!!
some BITCH went to snatch it away!!! *rolls eyes*
FREAK her LA! dumb bitchified idiot. sluttt!
that tshirt was OBVIOUSLY coming towards ME! MY direction!
i was soooo excited and happie. i was breathless.
AND she HAD to snatch it away jus like that! ARGH!
*curses that dumb bitch with her disgustg attitude*
ppl like THAT so totally annoy me!
sarah was pissed man. i mean, who wouldnt be!

forget abt HER. talking abt her makes me sick.
she'd better feel guilty in some kinda way!
INsensitive, INconsiderate!!!!
THEN, we waited at de reception.
everyone was crowding arnd a smallish tv, watching de champion! LOL but i recorded it. =P haha too bad.
soon, de idols came out..one by one.
de moment one of em stepped into de room..everyone immediately rushed towards them. LOL they could hardly breathe.
poor idols.
i managed to take a photo with all of em, except daphne.
but fortunately i got ALL of their autographs :D
hahah sylvester's was de most difficult.
millions (im jus exaggerating) of fans were crowding arnd him..like a magnet attracting all de ppl (:
lol. yuppp yuppp.
haha he smiled at ME. (haha all those sly fans reading this: RELAX. im sure he smiled at many other ppl as well..so dont hate me)
everyone was grabbing, and pushing..etc.
finally it was all overrr. lol joanne gave me a lift to de sch bus stop. THKX jo! =D
then i went home from there.

todae!!

i overslept!
lol was supposed to be in sch at 8am!
but i ended up reaching at abt 11.30. lol.
queen-of-late(ness) eh.
hahaa went to sch for some open hse thingy..but i guess it wasnt as interesting as last yrs one.
AND..not many ppl went. lol. im not sure why.
one quarter of the time i was at my assigned stall. (not to mention i was stealing sweets from my OWN stall =X) and the other three quarters i was walking arnd..poking my nose into other ppls business =P lol no la jkjk.
i was just looking arnd.
we had a mini "garnet vs. sapphire" skipping competition.
HAHA how childish. (or maybe that proves how boring the event was =X oops)
at 2 we left for united. ate subway.
then i cabbed down to suntec. was superr duperr late.
haha but at least i made it in time for lao da's preaching.
OH and they told us that they maybe putting a "princess" (if ure a gal) and a "prince" (if ure a guy) infront of our names.
for CHURCH CAMP 2004!!! OMG.
im soo excited. just 23 days left!! countdown.
superr superr superr EXCITED! its gonna be great!
with gods love (:
okae after serv mum came to pick me up.
and we went home for a while..before going out again to celebrate my grandfathers bdae! yummy we ate my fav peperr crab! *drools*
yay tml my ah yee is bringing us to this thai restaurant.
kk think id better go. going first serv tml.
nitey nitez!

2004-11-04T01:32:00.000+08:00

you cant blame love.

hmm, didnt blog yesterdae. lol.
hahaa went with my kor and his fren, joel to hougang plaza to buy some stuffs. lol we passed woodbridge.
k forget it. HAHA im being a meanie.
*evil lauuughhs*
i went to walk arnd while they chose their game.
then we went to de arcade n i played one of my all time favs, time crisis 2! LOL. :D
btw, thks for de treat joel (:
then we took a bus back. it was a superrrr looooong journey! sat in that boring bus, with absolutely NO one to talk to..except the window.
cox my bro is sooo pre-occupied with his fren -.-
and i even forgot to bring my dumb mp3. haix.
sat at de same place..daydreaming...=D LOL.
stoopid bus, i nearly puked (im not exactly sure why, cox usually i enjoy these kinda long bus rides)
yeah thats all for ystdy.

todayy!
lets see, was again supposed to wake up early but i overslept.
i mean..i set my so called alarm at 10.30 but i ended up waking at 11.50am. hahahaha.
i dunno why. i just......haix.
took a cab with kor n derrick.
i gave them a lift to tpy central (oh how kind of me) and then i went to somerset to meet cheryl, sara, cyn, shern whey, clement, stanley n hong yee.
yupp. as usual we ALL had to wait for hongyee.
then we walked to cine to buy tickets for THE doll master! *screamsss* muahaha.
we went to bk to sit. haha but no one ordered anything. we just sat there.
not long we went up to de cinema.
and that shern whey played a prank on me! ):
i freakked out u noe! *rolls eyes* LOL. kidding la.
haha k so we were in de cinema..............
adverts...adverts..blah blah more advertisements!
THEN, the show started. ahhhh.
LOL de doll was shooo scary. anyway i dont really like dolls la. superr freaky.
yeah de gals were covering their faces most of de time lol. cox gals tend to be..u noe..more...timid x)

k so after that oh so exciting show, we went to pasta mania to eat. we shared de yummy, mouth-watering, delicious pizza! *drools*
but cheryl ate her creamy chicken. lol.
then, we went to de arcade to play.
shern whey borrowed the jacket from me.
hahah the guys were getting carried away with this game.
i played my time crisis 2! AND that dumb house of the dead cox we couldnt decide on anything else to play.
then the guys raced with one another....
daytona!
hahaah sara's shernie won. (although i think they all wanted to 'ji siao' him by making him take de lousier machine)
hahaa but their plan backfired.
then we went our separate ways and cheryl accompanied me to tpy to eat my dinner.
lol awww, how sweet of her eh ;) thks!!
after our dinner i waited for her bus to come.
then i left.

ok i watched the champion just now.

haix that yilin is still being an irritating bitch!

cant stand her. (in de show la) but shes chio lol. haha hmm anyway fiona xie is better. :D

that kaixin shouldnt over-react n that toro should be more understand AND smart!

kkkk i think i better stop.
yupp i think thats it. ciaos.

2004-11-01T22:45:00.000+08:00

the moment's gone

wheeeee` :D
hahaaha didnt blog for..err lets see. two days?
yupp. okok.

SATURDAY
hmm went to the st.margs funfair on sat and met castan, joann, cheryl and cassidy there. lol. yeah.
met alot of my ex-classmates/schoolmates.
lol n it brought back all those precious memories.
haix, how i wish i was still in marymount.
oh anyway, yeah joann n cheryl still looked as pretty as ever!
yupp :D haahh AND, we all got braces (: hehhs.
the fair was kinda boring. yupp (sry if i offended anyone)
we wanted to enter the 'haunted hse' but the queue was wayyy to loooong! so being our lazy selves, we decided not to.
hahaha. not long, cheryl n joann left.
and then..iain, xiangho n ben (i hope its right) came to join us.
we walked awhile more then we left for ps.
waited gawd damn long for a freaking cab man. arghh.
and it was already drizzling. -.- oh xiangho n ben went first.
and then FINALLY we got A cab! yay *rejoices*
we cabbed down to plaza sing.
they went straight to the arcade. -.-" guys.
then we went to some shop to see the new hps. and ive set my eyes on nokia 7260! oh my gawd! the white is so pure. CLASSIC!
lol actually my intention was to get the black, but i guess after seeing the white, i changed my mind. haha.
hmm cass had some misunderstandings with...
yeah so not long. we left for her hse.
sat arnd, talked..blah blah. then i took a cab home.
when i go home, i expected pizza. but i misunderstood my mum. she said another day but i thought she wanted to cook it that nite.
so i called her and she brought me out to eat.
we dropped kor at ang mo kio first. cox he wanted to meet his god sis i guess. they went to pierce ear. lol yupp. then mummy and aunty judy brought me to serangoon garden circus to eat my fav chilli stingray! lol.
but somehow i liked the one at newton better.
maybe cox i had some kinda 'craving' for chilli stingray then, or maybe cox the chilli there is better? not sure la.
but anyway i ate that. and i was bloated.
went home.

SUNDAY
went to church early in the morning. first service.
lol but this time, johnathan followed us haha.
hmm i did not manage to sneak into the auditorium (like i did the past few wks -oops- haas) this wk.
cox.....actually i dunno why la. i just felt like being honest. =P lols.

and we got a so called 'lecture'
err we saw them.
he dyed his hair. jocelyn said it was gold ash.
hahaha okaeee then we ate at pasta mania cox she wanted to eat there.
i ate my usual creamy chicken n guess wad, we both only ate half the plate, or was it one quarter only?
anyways, yeah then we headed down to ps after that.
wanted to watch a shark tale. but it was at 3.35pm!
i said it was too late so we cabbed down to cine.
OMG the movie was at 4plus i think.
so we walked the superrrr looong journey to lido.
and we made it for de 1.30 show. lol we bought our popcorn n drinks n went straight into the cinema.
then after the show we walked arnd in far east, the typical hang-out for US youngsters :D lol.
hmmm not long we went to esplanade.
met serene n px there. also saw some of the sec 1s there. hahaha oh n ritz was also there...then, that hong yee came.
gave us such a hard time U noe! had to 'beg' him to come out of that "dumb air-conned durian" (esplanade la)
then finally he did.
ok so we sat down, and serene was still obsessed with her guan ding. lol i likeeee my xiao rennnn! :D
hahaah n de drummer was shoo shuai! =P
yupps. ok everyone like cheering..screaming? and all the guys from six plus was like..sweating like mad!
not long, SARA (haha she wanted me to put her name in MY blog extra extra extra BIG) came.
hey sara, u reading this? hahaah better tag to show ur appreciation hor! lol =P
after the performance there was the autograph session.
i shook all their hands AND we hugged xiao ren! (: OMG
hes superr duperr cute! and sara n i took a photo with him!
lol theyre all superr nice!
then we had to go. we went to raffles to eat. yupp i think thats all la.

TODAY
was supposed to wake up at 10 but..........
haha nvm. serene n px woke me up. nono. thats not right. they TRIED to wake me up. they kept calling, msging..but i still went back to slp. hehs sorrie!!
so i slept, n slept (so pig hors) haix.
yeah while they were at de airport, sending six plus home ): sighhs didnt get to see my xiao ren off *wipes tears*
it was raining shhoooo heavily, n i was kinda lazy to step out of the hse, so didnt go lor.
but anyways, i got to talk to my xiao rennnn* before he left for taiwan/taibei.
i didnt go. so px called me, and passed the hp to him.
he said my name! MY name u noe! =)
hahaha he asked me if i would go to the airport to see/pick him if he comes back in dec and i said definitely.
and he said 'gd gd' lol in chi of cox.
im just translating it.
hahahaha so sweet hor (: i felt sooo much better after hearing his voice. lol. n i regretted not going. haix.

serene did one bottle with chalk for him? yupp n wrote him a letter. how sweet hors.

haix poor thing. she was superr duperr sad!

kept crying and crying.

serene : cheer up bahs. can see them in dec ks (:
i ate my lunch n watched some tv before going back to slp again.
cox i had this major headache. haix.
woke up after few hrs.
my mummy cooked spaghetti and pizza for me! hahaha
see...i have such a goodie goodie mummy who cares for me!
then i went into my room to watch the champion.
grrr that yilin ah! i hate her! (in the show only la, relax. not the real actress)
yesh yes yesh! hateeee! arghh! damnit la. so lame..despo..wadeverr. she doesnt noe her limits.
haix poor kaixin.
hmm that 1 hr show only seemed like 10 mins. yupp serious.
it just passed by superr fast.
yeahh. k guess thats all bah.
ciaos!

haix. i missed all my classmates!

2e4 forever and everr!

i loveeee you all ! =D

2004-10-29T22:53:00.000+08:00

superr adorable! (:

hahahah! ok im both happie AND sad.
sad becox its de last and final day of sch..
which means..2e4 will be separated! =(
haix. yupp.
err went to ps todae with my classmates!
watched de show 'yesterday once more'. starring andy lau and sammi cheng. lol. we were supposed to watch de doll master.
but anyway, ya we watched that show. it was a love story. hahaha radius didnt want to watch it. but i guess he had no choice.
after de show we went to randys hse.
lol and played cards.
then cheryl and i went home at 4plus.
omg it was freaking difficult for us to get a taxi. i think abt TEN taxis rejected us ok! cox they were either going to jurong or c.c kang. wth lor. argh irritating.
so we waited, and waited.
walked along de road..blah blah. then finally a kind taxi driver came to our rescue. ahahaha. yupp.

when i got home, i took a shower..got ready..blah blah for de grand nite! lol. okok maybe im exaggerating a lil too much.
i cabb`d down to de sch bus stop to meet joanne they all.
and we ALSO had a hard time getting a taxi.
so finally we split up and went to diff roads.
and we all managed to get de taxis.
we rushed down to de mediacorp studio. lol.
we didnt have to wait cox our passes are VIP ones.
hahahah all thanks to joanne, her cousin, daphne and her mum!
AND we saw olinda, daphne and chris when we were going up de stairs!!!!!! OMG!
ok so we were superr excited. and we started to scream. then we went into de studio. it looks much smaller live..than on tv. i think they magnified it or smth. lol im crapping again.
we were sitting right in front. hahahah and i was covering my face with de board de whole time cox u noe..im..err...
CAMERA shyy *blushes*
hahahah wadeverr..but yeah we were shouting and cheering and screaming our lungs out. haha.
poor christopher. dont wry.
we still LOVE YOU CHRISTOPHER!
hahahah he looks soooo cute in person!
we got his autograph. hahahah. and joanne kept touching his beautiful hair. haahhaha.
we all managed to take a photo with him!
and we got to hugg him! OMG!!
ok there was a million gals flirting with him.
and whenever one gal asks whether she could hugg him, or just ask to take a photo with her, all de other gals would be like
"hey hands off sista! hes all mine"
and they'll give that "dont u dare touch him" LOOK. =/
hahahah well gals will be gals. they kept crowding arnd him..like a magnet, attracted to him!
and everyone got jealous when he kissed de lil gal!
hahahah.
he's sooo cuteee. with his oh so glamourous smile :D and his fun personality. hahahaha.
ok this is just a nite..nvr to be forgotten!!
joanne was superr sad when he got out.
all his supporters and fans were like...crying! devastated!
haix anyway we also met his cousin. ahahahah named christian. (who actually looks a bit like him)
hahaha yuppp. oh sarah got interviewed.
and shes gonna be on national tv tml. channel news asia!
hahah we had a lil chat with his mum.
who is marymount's EX choir teacher. hahahah.
LOL. anyways, CHRISTOPHER rawks!! =)

to all those in 2e4..

i loveeeee you to bits and pieces.

AND, i'll miss you loads! (:

keep in touch ks! *huggs*

2004-10-28T20:09:00.000+08:00

haix. just ONE pathetic day left.
ONE !!

i miss my class. haix.
just one pathetic dumb day left.
why must they separate us? arghh.
forget it. i HOPE 3e2 is just as fun. =/
errr okae spent almost de whole day watching de interhse volleyball competition.
emerald won. yupp.
but at least garnet wasnt last.
kk enuff. we had spring cleaning todae.
haix and mdm you gave US ALOT of trouble! (or were we de ones giving her trouble?) aiya wadever la.
but anyway she went to complain to de OMs.
and we had to stay back, they didnt allow us to go home.
idiots. and we stayed behind until 2.55pm!
wadda hell lor.
and THAT mr koh spent one whole hr lecturing 2e1 for god knows wad.
and we had to wait for him.
so we waited, and waited. and we even went arnd de sch picking up litter. hahah cheryl and i got de staircase (which IS de easiest part of de sch)
hahaha cox there isnt any litter at all.
so we just slacked there. and talked.
then after a while that oh-so-kind mr lim let us go.
lol well thats new i guess.

okok then after that went to eat burger king.
father, uncle chow they all took bus while cheryl and i walked de 'shortcut'. hahah those lazy bums.
then jaslyn and junyi came to meet me.
cause px went for dance.
we went to j8 to buy de hair dye for them.
then we went to junyi's hse and i dyed their hair for them. oh how kind of me eh? lol.
i saw his 'shivering dog' hahaha its sooo cute! (we all had a feeling junyi actually ill-treated his dog)
and after a while junyi's hair turned out superr brown hhahah and we were laughing like siao.
hahahah then it got kinda late so we decided to go home.
yupp yupps.
spore idol started alrdy so ya, i gtg.
ciaos :D

2004-10-27T23:04:00.000+08:00

still waiting.

hmm ok i didnt blog yesterday.
i guess ive been kinda lazy lately.
so ya first of all,
i wanna wish a vry HAPPIE BIRTHDAY to:
KOVYN and STANLEY.c !!!
hahahah yupp yupp :D

erm lets see..i didnt go to sch todae.
hahah cox theyre only going to sch to make some rocket thingy..which is a total waste of time and money. yeah.
and also, i think half my class didnt go.
so ya..no point la.
hahah i woke up late todae! =)
i think jas they all gonna pon tml. but i dun wan la. jus TWO pathetic days left with my class =(
haix so ya, better make de best out of it.
hahah watched de champion just now.
lol that show rocks!
kk im starting my crap again. so bye.

i just loveeee this song!

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
With no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desparate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
With no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like what it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
With no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like, what it's like
[x2]

Welcome to my life [x3]

welcome to my life - simple plan
hahaha carrie chong always plays this song at arnd midnight. yupp. lol. (just thought u guys wanted to noe)

2004-10-25T17:14:00.000+08:00

but you must be some kinda

superstarr (:

hmm. was late for sch todae.
it was super duperr unfair lor.
i came just few mins late, and i got booked.
haix my third time.
but hy came much much later...but didnt get booked! why is the world so unfair?? ): sobss.
hahah then we had assembly in de hall.
and some grp camt to perform for us.
then we had free period all de way.
mrs tay showed us de abortion video and pics when it was her lesson. omg it was disgusting! poor babies! anti-abortion!!
then at 12.30pm we had our growing yrs series.
all nonsense la. waste of time some more.

then after that we went up to de hall.
to watch the performance by FAN YI CHEN and another boy band called 'six smth' aiya dunno la.
but anyway it was fun..cox the whole hall was like..screaming and cheering and going nuts! hahaha.
he is so cute! oh and two guys from de boy band was also cute.
hmm the one rapping (not de one that looks like an ang moh, but de other one) yupp and de drummer!
hahah before they came out they waved to US okae!
hahaha we were like breathless! :D
wah our sch..not bad sehx.
aiya then they gave out posters and post cards.
i got both. serene gave me de post cards, and zheng yi gave me the poster. THANKS alot! hahah yupp =D.
hahahah alot of ppl were snatching and using their hps to take photos of them. and they were kind enuff to pose for them. haha. how nice of them.
then they played some games, sang a few songs and left.
oh oh sarah (2e1) even got their cd! lols.

wow. all the students mesmerized faces!
hahahah. they were just....cute la.
anyway i home. haix dunno whether i should follow my mum to eat..but i wanna watch THE CHAMPION!
so i guess i dun wanna go la.
but its crab! pepper crab! omg *craving*
okok i better stop my crap la. i wanna watch de show instead. yupp. hmmm..so ya..bye!

six plus.

2004-10-25T01:09:00.000+08:00

alan smith rawks MY world!

omg omg i just watched de man utd vs. arsenal match..and guess wad..?
MANCHESTER utd WON that dumb hao lian arsenal 2-0!

omg i still cant believe i used to support arsenal in pri sch....lol..i was so dumb back then!
HAHA. lets see who gets de last laugh eh?!
that teaches arsenal a damn lesson!!
GO manchester!
alan smith rawks!!!!!!
and reyes is so shuai :D
but alan smith still rawks big time..
i just loveeeee him!!
yesshh i can collect my 10 bucks tml..!

2004-10-24T22:53:00.000+08:00

you might think im happie;
but im not gonna be okae.

hmm. todae was great.
went to tpy central early in de morning at 11.20 (well ok maybe not that early) to buy cheese cake from fiesta.
cox that mr yeh hy wanted it.
then went to orchard mrt to meet cyn, adeline, xinyi, sebest, stan, hong yee, kovyn and darren.
hahah den we all walked to vonny's hse.
at first we got lost, but we called her and she explained how to get there. lol.
then we saw clement on de bus so we waited for him. then we all carried on walking until we reached cairnhill plaza.
we went staright to de swimming pool.
cheryl, serene, vonny, zheng yi, yee ting, uncle chow, sheng sheng, derrick, khee yang and father chow was alrdy there.
hahahah they were playing cards.
the gals went to play with de water. lol.
not long michelle came, then radius.
then the guys played bball at de indoor bball court.
hahah yupp. hmm then we ordered pizza.
canadian two for one pizza! yummmy. we bought two so we got another two free. i only ate de pepperoni. haha but it was delicioussss!
then we sat at de swing and talked talked talked.
and those dumb ppl even tried to trick us into drinking de swimming pool water..but i was to smart for them. hahahahah.
hmm then the guys went to swim..jumped into de pool one by one. (oh btw, they borrowed shorts from vonny)
yupp then the gals went in as well, but i didnt.
i went to de bball court instead.
they swam for quite long i guess.

THEN, vonny pushed radius into de pool.
her first push wasnt successful, but she pushed again, and he really fell in..WITH HIS HP IN HIS POCKET! omg.
it couldnt work. okok lets drop de subject.
after everything, we went to cine to watch wimbledon.
we went to buy de tickets first, then they ate pasta mania.
hahah i didnt eat so i followed radius to get his phone repaired..but guess wad, while we were walking halfway to de bus stop, he just realised that de warranty card said the shop closes at 5pm.
grrr. so we had to go back.
oh ya oh ya. sebastian went to mix all those ingredients such as pepper, tobasco, salt, cheese, chilli..etc into a cup. and he added water.
omg it smelt and looked disgusting.
yucks de sight of it could make me puke.
hahahah it was terrible. but luckily i didnt have to drink it. zheng yi was that unlucky soul who had to.
ok then we went into de cinema.
after the show i bought famous amos.
then we all went home.
okok err im rushing, cox im supposed to be watching the man utd vs arsenal match rite now! okok.
all the best MANCHESTER UNITED! (dun make me lose my 10 bucks!)
byeee!

2004-10-24T01:35:00.000+08:00

big fake smiles and stoopid lies.

third happiest dae of my life (:

just had my shower.
came home at 12.18am. lol
went to church todae. yupp there were ALOT of ppl there.
cox todae is the day ALL the p6s joined us for de vry first time! they were sooo small, so cute hahaaha.
haix, i missed being in my p6 daes.
in marymount :D
okaee after church we waited for amanda they all to register for camp.
hahaah then after that we took mrt to simei.
we bought bubble tea while jocelyn went to de pet safari to pick up her dog. she sent it for grooming. hmm i think his name is whisky? if im not wrong.
yupp then they bought bread cox they were starving.
after that we waited for rebecca and alex.
then we all walked to jocelyns hse for bbq!
we were all taking turns to walk de dog, then yvonne, amanda, ger they all stopped at de playground to play de swing -.-" hahah
then joy started running with de dog.
alex chased after her.
then we all started running. hahahha exhausted.

hahahah when we got there, guess wad.
they(john,stan n sean) were there alrdy. lol reached even before us, even though they left later..guess we wasted too much time at east point =P.
they were in the room, with ernie and joshua i guess.
either playing de guitar, or just some games.
then her cousins and lil bro was in de other room, playing some computer games..
we went up to de room, just sat there and relaxed.
all took turns to use de washroom. (either to take a shower or just change into more comfy clothes)
then we all sat on de bed and watched,
ella enchanted (:
hahah we watched halfway, then had to go down cox the food was ready.
i TRIED to bbq. hahah but gave up halfway, cox de food was too tempting, so i decided to sit down and eat.
we watched this dumb show. hahaha.
and the guys were playing chess. lol.
(ahem* 2e4 ppl..its chinese chess, not "chess")
all played except sean. hahah dunno why.
after that we asked him to play de guitar but he doesnt want..he even gave all his excuses. hahah so i showed him MY attitude.
(btw, im only kidding la =D)
...he said he was SHY. -.-
hmm then we went into de room to play cards.
after a while they had to go.
so we sent them........to de door.
yupps. and we said goodbye..
(oh how lame ;) haha)
then we carried on. after a while we realised it was getting kinda late so we decided to go home.
yvonne was taking a cab so she offered to give us a lift to tpy interchange. haha how kind of her =D.
thanks yvonne! i loveee you!
then i took a bus from there. hahhaa.
its a simple; yet enjoyable day :D

p/s: hey joy, pleaseee have more bbqs in de future =D lol yupp. i'll definitely come if.................hahahahh err...u noe la.

yupp guess i better go, gotta meet all my wonderful classmates at orchard tml. so ya..byeee.
-tannyaOUT

i cant pretend im okae,
when you dont think about me.
do you think i deserve this?

2004-10-21T19:54:00.000+08:00

it hurts more than you noe it.

only SIX days left!
then..bye bye twoefour =( *cries*

okaee..todae was..err..interesting eh?
hahah went to school.
played the whole day. talked and chat.
after sch we went to de banquet to eat..again.
then px, jaslyn and junyi came to my hse.
btw, wanna check out our newly created blog?
here it is.
hmmm. wait wait before that, when we were walking to de bus stop, we played this 'balancing-on-the-bar' game. hahaha it was dumb, absolutely dumb!
hahaha we tried, but we fell.
tried over and over again, then i managed to get to de other side first! hahah im da winner! lolx -.- okae wadever.
next it was junyi. lol so only jaslyn and px left.
oh then we saw yew woon and mabel!
lol yew woon joined. but mabel didnt. lol.
err next jaslyn came over. then finally px did it.
hahahah yew woon didnt. she just walked to the other side (ok ~~some~~ ALL of u may not have any idea what im talking abt so im gonna stop ya)
then they came. px and junyi watched shanghai knights while i was teaching jaslyn the basics of blogging. lol.
then we had pillow fights! they ganged up against me. hmph.
what the....
hahahha yeah they wrapped me up with my comfy blanket, and hit me all over with de boster! (sobs =( sounds kinda brutal eh? but its actually fun y'know-believe it or not)
hahah that extra dumb junyi la. and jaslyn was like..stranggling me!
.....dots.
then after a while they each got to blog on the new blog.
then we continued with our pillow fights.
but this time, we all ganged up against junyi.
hahah i felt much better. we underestimated junyi. (he was actually kinda strong)
hahaha we hit each other with pillows, bosters, blankets..etc.
we even sprayed some perfume on him. and not forgetting, powder!
lol it was so funny. our so called "magic-dust"
de saddest part was, i even had to sacrifice some of my teddy bears! *cries*
ok then soon they had to go. gd riddens!
NAH im just joking LA. hahah i was extremely SAD =yupp. oh no spore idol started alrdy i think i better go.

btw, everyone MUST watch "the champion" at 9pm on channel 8!
its a MUST-WATCH!! OKOK. =D.

2004-10-20T20:02:00.000+08:00

only SEVEN days left!
then..bye bye twoefour =( *cries*

another dae.
haix stayed at home de wholee day
no mood to go out la.
sighh after my dumb results.
woke up extra late todae.
watched cartoons (:
and ate my chicken chop. hahahaha.
err yeah then jas called and we talked abt something vry interesting.
hahah den cassandra called, and we conferenced.
oh ya she saw jerry yesterdae.
and helped me get his autograph.
err yeah u didnt see wrongly. it IS JERRY.
jerry ONG. spore idol jerry ong.
that used to be ~~idiot.~~
hahah but she said he's a nice guy, in real life.
and she also added that he's kinda cute. (yeah i noe that its rather difficult to believe that)
but wadever. thats wad SHE said. lolx.
yupps. hmm i think theyre gonna tell us our classes on fri, or maybe tml. ehh cant be. yeah i think on fri.
err yup i think thats all. byee.

2004-10-19T19:25:00.000+08:00

welcome to my life (:

went to school todae.
got back my results. fuck la.
im so screwed, dead..wadever.
i felt like stabbing myself with a knife!
haix forget abt results. im gonna explode.

went to castans hse after sch,
then we took a cab to cine.
we watched ouija board! omg freaked me out mans!
its scary. so many shocking parts!
i think we should have watched wimbledon instead.
lol aiya but anyway ouija board is nice,
cox its not like all those typical "no-story--anyhow-end" kinda shows (eg: ju on.. etc.)
cassidy didnt not watch with us..for some StRaNge reasons ehh.
after de show we bought ice cream n fries.
and then we walked arnd..went to heeren.
AND...
guess who we saw.............
LEANDRA!! (is that how u spell her name)
yupp HER! :D
everyone was crowding arnd her, asking for autographs.
and i got a picture of her! with her wacky pose.
hahaha she says its her "normal pose".
anyway she has a vry fun loving personality LA.

then we walked arnd some more..bought cookies!
and bubble tea. de blue coral from that shop sucked!
i wanted milk one kaes! grrr.
forget it.
then we went over to cine again.
couldnt go into ezone cox i was wearing my sch uni.
then i went home.
haix im still thinking of my fucking results.
and..that show!
gtg, byeee.

2004-10-18T19:47:00.000+08:00

serious thrill issues (:

woke up early todae. at 9am!
hahah well, okae maybe not that early, but for me it is.
i got a wake up call :D
haha err met them (jas,px,jun yi,ye woon and belinda) at toa payoh interchange.
we were supposed to meet at that red thingy.
oh and guess wad..i was de last =/
not that i wanted to be de last. cox they told me ye woon was gonna be late. so i kinda took my time (i even went back to take my umbrella ok)
so it wasnt exactly MY fault.
anyway when i got to de station, they gave me THAT stare.
hahah but i tried to explain.
okok then we took de train all de way to jurong east.
hahah. when we got there, we straight away went to eat.
ye woon n belinda ate macs while de rest of us ate at kfc.

after that we went up to de ice skating thing.
i still prefer kallang (: (i still dunno why they closed down)
so dumb.
we took de grp one. and bought two extra tickets.
haha de place was superr crowded. lol.
alot of ppl. and that belinda kept holding on to de railing.
she didnt wanna let go. so we had to take all those metal bars to help her. (though it was only for children below de height of 1.2m)
hahah see..thats why i said kallang was better.
then we skated arnd. helped them. px kept falling. HAHA!
we saw some professionals, plus this guy who looked abit jap.

actually not abit, he looked just like a jap!
wow he skated exactly like a pro.
oh oh and then there was this other sickening guy who went arnd, trying to make ppl fall. he did that all on purpose and we caught him.
he's a superr nerd guy with spects.
so we wanted to give him a taste of his own medicine.
we tried to....ahem* haha and he knew we were all aiming at him.
afetr a while we didnt care abt him alrdy.
we only skated for three hrs ): then we left.

then we took 143 all de way from jurong to toa payoh.
it took 1 hr 15 mins. hahah px estimated 2 hrs.
err i guess we slept a while on de bus.
they were also watching de show.."eye for a guy" on tv mobile.
rachel lee..is okae only la.
after that loooong journey, we finally arrived.
we walked to de entertainment centre to play at de arcade.
hahah that dumb metal slug again.
oh and we also played daytona. then there were two dumb drivers who kept banging into us on purpose. ~~damn cheaters!~~
forget it. px and ye woon didnt play at all. oh and belinda went home before that.
after a while they wanted to go alrdy.
so we played our last game and went with them to de banquet (this food place)
we ate and talked and drank.....
then after that we all went off.
hahah jaslyn and i were competing to see whose bus would come first.
and.....it was a draw..haha cox it both came at de same time -.-"
yupp and now im home.
haix im freaking scared.
hahaha 'freaking' oh ya jas kept saying "freakin' shrek" haha cox we watched de white chicks. yeahh -FREAKIN'
oh where was i. oh ya im damn scared.
sighh we're all gonna get back our results tml.
and im scared.....i dun wanna go to normal!
=( hope for de best. i think id better pray tonite.
laterr.

2004-10-16T20:59:00.000+08:00

its a complicated emotion;

hmmm. woke up late todae. hehh.
watched some shows at home.
then went to meet jaslyn and junyi at toa payoh.
we were supposed to go to that church thingy but alot of ppl couldnt make it..so ya didnt go.
err we went to buy bubble tea, then we walked to de arcade.
hah. played played played :D
hahah dat dumb metal slug. cheater.
junyi kept stealing all my prisoners! grrr.
hahah and we kept playing daytona (:
after that we bought mos burger home.
watching man u vs birmingham now.

go alan smith! :D i loveeee you!
hahah yupp, so byee.

ihate everythingabt you* why do i love you?

2004-10-15T21:09:00.000+08:00

get tangled up in me (:

hahaa went out with castan n cyn todae.
err we were supposed to watch wimbledon.
but dunno wad happened and we ended up watching white chicks.
again! alamak.
before that we walked to far east to take neos.
then we went to watch de movie at shaw.
after that we just walked arnd heeren.
then i followed cyn home to take her vcds.
she wanted me to accompany her to united to return it.
err we bought mini melts then we walked over to novena.
i took mrt home from there.

watched spore idol. and im gawd damn happie! cause..
that FREAKING jerry is finally OUT!
yay! it must be de best dae of spore idol history!
lol ok la maybe im juz being mean.
but anyway he should have gone out a long time ago.
but when i watched de video that he recorded..
its like kinda sad. took pity on him :(
hhahaha okaee yupp i think thats all for todae ya.
byee (:

HEY u ~~dumb~~ ppl. stop getting involved with other ppls lives OKAE. just mind ur own business and dont be such a busybody! sickening!
its NONE of YOUR business anyway.

2004-10-14T19:06:00.000+08:00

i love it when we do what we do ((:

wheeeee`
i slept for 11 hrs okae! (i think)
from 7.45am to 5.45pm
wow! cant believe it.

anyway just got home todae.
ystdy i took a bus with mum to the interchange, where we were supposed to meet.
yupp then we saw some of de guys.
and darren was like "why are u running away?"
haha cox i didnt want my mom to talk to them.
-embarrassment-
haaah ok then after topping up my card..she left.
we waited for de rest to come.
oh and we(huiya,sara,cheryl and i) went to macs to buy some food. i bought my hashbrown..
and also 16 cones! for all of em. see how KiNd i am *blushes*
okaee we were like "can we have 16 cones please"
then de lady said " 16?? one..six? " hahahah ;)
then she laughed. oh i saw that ex-e1 anthony from st.andrews, and i also saw rachel cheng!

after a while de gals and some guys went first.
the other boys were waiting for mark and bryaan to come.
we took 31. and we were making soo much noise in de bus. i think some of de passengers were kinda irritated.
err then we stooped at that bus stop and waited for de rest to come.
ok after they came we all walked together.
at east coast..we straight away rented our bicycles.
some skated instead, and de other guys were playing soccer.
oh then we went to de beach to play.
meanwhile, i was with my dumb camera, trying desperatelt to take everyones pic.
lol. hey how can u blame me? its our last yr y'knowz!
then someone told us that they booked de bbq pit so we had to shift our bags to de 'hut' instead.
oh then castan came. and we all went to de pool centre.
they were playing pool and guess who came??
mr how! alvin how!
lol we were surprised.
oh oh before that there was this mysterious guy who bought for us food and drinks.
and de told de guy that we didnt order it.
but he said it was alrdy paid for. hahah
so weird and we spent some time solving that mystery but in de end we found out who it was.
this nice guy..who just wanted us to have some fun? :D
err then they played for three hrs. yupp i think.
we waited patiently. oh we also ate our chicken chop and sebest they all ate their fish and chips.
haha then hui ya had to go so she went home first..with yishan.
then soon one by one left.
oh then when i went down i saw ernie, cliff and some other teenzeal members.

err then we went to eat. some ate at macs.
but de rest of us when to this superr shiok restaurant called 'hawaiian bbq'
haaha the guy was superr frenly and understanding.
gave us such a gd price for 'all you can eat plus free flow of drinks'
then de rest came. they were superr jealous. *grinz*
(oh n btw, sorrie mark..really didnt noe u were waiting.)
then we sent kovyn to de bus stop and walked back to find sebest they all.
oh then we went to find out some chalet stuff.
then this GRP of dumb, childish ppl followed and spied on us -.-"
forget it.
then went we came back, i sat down to play some cards.
hahahah then amir and i went to 7-11 to buy some rum. yupp.
hahah it tasted great..at that time.
oh when it was 12, they went for a midnite swim..
but radius and clement went to watch soccer instead.
after that we went to find them..at de pool centre.
we wanted to look for someone who could buy some alcoholic drinks for us. hehh.
naughty eh? so finally we found some oh so kind soul and he bought for us.
i tried de dumb 'long island tea'..which totally sucks.
and some carlsberg beer. that was ok i guess.
then we went up to de pool centre again. and that was at arnd..3plus in de middle of de nite, mind you.
we played pool.
hahahah oh then we opened up another table and guess wad.
hmm first round i lost to radius.
then later i played with clement..and...I WON! hahahah
i gotta admit i was kinda scared playing with him. but i won i won!
too bad clement..! better luck next time. =P
oh anyway he claims i was 'TYCO'
next i played with radius again..and I WON! lol.
.............talk about being tyco.
they were like..so stunned. and shocked and.....making such a big fuss abt it.
i mean..wads wrong with me winning eh? that unbelievable meh?
NO rite. hmph bunch of sore losers!
i got skills ok ;D
and clement was saying "tyco-ness" de whole way back to de hut.
sickening.
hmm dumb la he. just becox he lost. just FORGET abt it OK.
then they had such a dumb idea to play 'dai dee strip' or was it 'strip dai dee'?
aiya anyway de game goes like this..
lets just say de loser has 4 cards left, so he has to strip 4 things from his body. dumb rite. i played one round and i didnt wanna play anymore.

okae den we went to watch de sunrise while they slept at de skate-park.
waited for some time for that sun to come out.
but when it did..we were so amazed. hahaha.
it was sooooo superrrr beautiful.
everyone was trying to guess where de sun was..but all of us were wrong.
hahahah den zheng yi spotted de sun. so round so pinkish orangy..so cute!
i love it. took many pics. :D
den de sun turned bright, glaring orange! so beautifulll!
and den there was de suns reflection on de sea. and they said it was de
"stairway to heaven"
HAHA! then after all that we took a cab home :(
haha anyway it was a nice outing LA.
cant wait for de chalet cally and xin yi is organising.

gotta go out to watch spore idol nows, byeee!

2004-10-11T20:35:00.000+08:00

one more try?
history has an interesting way of repeating itself (:

ok did my chinese paper todae.
well...err it wasnt as bad as i expected.
yupp went to orchard after that.
ok first we went to wisma..to buy famous amos.
then we bought takopachi from taka.
haha wanted them to try the new sausage and cheese thingy. but too bad junyi. he doesnt eat cheese (-.-")
hahahah. yeah px was acting kinda strange. but felt better after some time.
err we walked to heeren..wanted to take neoprint, but jaslyn couldnt find de machine she liked and we ended up sitting at de grafitti tables like gundos.
then we took a bus to j8.
met wenqi there. and we went to watch police story..again!
lol i watched it twice and wenqi watched it THREE times in total.
crazee gurll. she says she's Addicted to that show. haha
yeah its nice.
junyi wanted to watch white chicks. but was out-numbered.
err after the show we sat at de playground for awhile.
then wenqi and i left for toa payoh.
we went to popular and............bought some stuffs.
hahah then i went to diyanahs hse for tuition.
when i got home i fell asleep immediately. too tired i guess.
yupp hmm i better go study now..before my mum starts nagging.
byeeez (:

2004-10-10T17:47:00.000+08:00

love is pain and pain is love.

if i were a tear,
i want to be born in ur eyes,
live on ur cheeks
and die on ur lips.
but if you were my tear,
i would nvr cry cause i nvr wanna lose
you.

stayed at home todae.
wanted to study..but here i am..blogging.
haix i think im gonna fail chinese for sure.
didnt go to church todae.
haahaha but john helped us pass that thing.
and guess wad.
received a msg at 8.56am :D
hahah jocelyn called me. and disturbed my slp.
-.- lol joking la.
hahaah how adorable ((: and sweet.
hmm. i think thats abt it.
oh ya i ate french fries just now.
and i watched mean girls and finding nemo again.
lol guess im just bored.
anyway i think i better go study. gotta buck up. final yr alrdy!

2004-10-09T20:20:00.000+08:00

classic rock.

love devine ; joy unspeakable.

err lets see. i woke up late todae.
then went to meet px at toa payoh.
then we went to taka. to buy that glass tube.
cause my other one broke...): *cries*
okae then bought takopachi.
i tried de new one..sausage and cheese x)
err it was okae i guess. not bad la.
then we walked to heeren to take neoprint (:
on de way there was this contest? im not sure wad it was la cox we just passed it. alot of ppl were queueing up..to try a pair of glass 'cinderella' sandles? or was it slippers? aiyah dunno la.
anyway they were all queueing up. and de one that looked de best would win a prize?
ok forget it. all crap.
yupp we took that machine.

okae after that we walked to somerset mrt.
was supposed to meet kellie there..px went home.
hahah we were superr late for church. haix.
so we took a cab..wait not just any ordinary cab..a mercedes cab!
lolx im nuts.
ok we got there at abt..3.30?
walked into de room when they were having praise and worship o.O
hahah. paisehh.
err after service we signed up for church camp!

evangelion!

superr excited! cant wait.
only 52 days more! to de most exciting event of de yr!!!!!
teenzeal town rawks my world! :D

-non-stop praise and worship past midnite
-wonderful preachings by pastor lawrence and lao da (:
-presence of god and more healings
-supper duper care grp and more fun games.

and most of all..getting to noe our lord and saviour more :D

hahahah really cant wait. malaysia here we come. lol
oh haix they didnt come.
so our plans were ruined. could pass that thing to them.
so we got john to pass it to them tml (:
ok err then mum picked me up and den we went home.
hmm i just had my dinner. my bro cooked ;)
my chinese exam is on mondae.
and i havent touched de book! im so dead ):
-prepared to fail-
just chinese..math and chi listening compre to go.
AND THEN..
NO MORE EXAMS!
two whole months of holidae!! oh MY gawd!

haix but then again..just 13 more days with my beloved class!
thirteen! oh no.
twoefour FOREVER! -dont understand why they must spilt us up- arghh!
anyways u cant find any better class than ours.

twoefour - CLASS OF RAWK! :D

oh ya i watched new police story yesterday!

it rawked. haha that guy looks so much like edison chen *drooools*

oh it stars jackie chan and nicholas tse.

haha its funny.

And we, who with unveiled faces all reflect the lord's glory, are being transformed into his likeness with ever-increasing glory, which comes from the lord who is the spirit.
- 2 Corinthians 3:18

frens.forever

2004-10-07T19:37:00.000+08:00

i'll walk with you to de past (:

hahahah did my art exam todae. but didnt have enuff time.
i noe its kinda weird rite. cox 2 hrs seems like a veh long time.
but anyway i didnt have enuff time to paint ):
we went to eat at bishan after sch.
yupp. then i went to toa payoh library to meet castan and stanley.
but then when i got there. she had to go home.
so we took a cab back to sch to meet cassidy.
and we had to go to hy's hse. cox he wanted to take a shower first -.-
"cant study when u sweat" ...........yeah rite!
hahahha then we bought bubble tea..blue coral.
then we took a cab to toa payoh library to meet px they all.

we studied for our science exam tml.
haix. science..i used to like it alot in pri sch.
oh then i took out my deck of playing cards out of this nice see through bag. anf guess wad?!!
my 100% precious, beautiful, one of a kind, lovely glass tube broke
oh my GAWD i felt like stabbing myself a hundred thousand million zillion times!
wadda HELL!
i hate myself! i even cried u noe. i straight away rushed to px and showed her. )): sobbbss! fuckit.
and de whole time i didnt feel like talking or doing anything.
haix its not de price..its de VALUE.
and de effort. i better get one more before this sat or im dead!
totally dead! arghh!

then smth happened. hahahahha oh no kovyn..aiya i think i better not say. if ya wanna noe..den come and ask me personally :D okaee err we had to buy another packet of hersheys chocs (yummm!) for some gals. so we hunted and walked all arnd. just to get to that cheers to buy that thing. haix. lols anyway i also got my bar of hersheys cookies and cream chocolate! btw, thanks (: hahah then i went home.

im so sad. 100% sad. million zillion times SAD..depressed, upset, feeling down..etc.
haix.
my glass tube.
my PRECIOUS glass tube.
my PRECIOUS, one of a kind glass tube )):
im sorrie.

when visions arnd you
bring tears to your eyes
and all that surrounds you
are secrets and lies.
i'll give you strength,
i'll be your hope :D

2004-10-06T20:00:00.000+08:00

HAPPIE birthdaee PX! =D

had my hist exam todae.
it ~~sucked.~~ hahahah err dunno la.
de source-based questions werent that easy.
ok we only had one paper todae *rejoices* :D
so after that we went to far east.
to buy jaslyns jacket.
(oh ya btw KYW if ur reading this..stop reading! ahhaah nahh just kidding. but dun tell her cox she doesnt want me to write abt her in my blog =P hahah and one more thing. pls tag :D pretty pretty pleasseeee!)
yeahh. oh i bought px her present. hahah she chose it.
yupps den we went ta eat kfc. yummmmy.
ok wadever.
okaee we were taking a walk..den we saw this neoprint machine. someone alrdy inserted one dollar. so they said might as well take. so we took :D
hahahahah yeah and junyi did his retarded face.
anywayz, i was soooo excited abt going to
Singapore
UNDERWATER WORLD todae!
haix but........forget it. we'll just go after our exams.

then we went to the toa payoh library to study. but first we went to popular to continue buying wadever we forgot to buy that day. (oh ya jiayuan-rmber to bring the paint kks) hahah yupp. oh we met sara and serene near de 139 bus there. hahahahha. okae den we raced to de toa payoh library. and obviously I won. no la jus jk. actually i didnt noe who won but i wasnt de loser. px and i took de shortcut (: see..we're smart. hehh. then we (px,jianyuan and me) went up to de third floor. and we saw kovyn, stanley, sebest and wuen yin. clement and hong yee came later i guess. then jaslyn, junyi they all were supposed to come up but they were taking sucha lonnnggg time so we decided to go down instead. and guess wad. they were in dis extra small room. playing cards. (oh and may i remind u..its a LIBRARY!)

hahah but it was kinda fun so we squeezed into that room as well. hahah all eight of us squeezed in (plus mabel and yi woon as well) hahah it was damn crowded. and THEN..some PeOpLe went into a room beside us. and they went to complain to de librarian..saying that we make a lot of noise! wth! dumbos. so we decided to get out of that dumb place and go to macs instead. haha but nvm la. he apologised =) then then..got this grp of ac beatty gals come and ac with us. aiya jaslyn said they kept making fun of them. err i wasnt there. i mean i stayed in de library for a lil while more..with wen qi. we were seaching for de book. ya back to those gals. wadda hell. sickening. she kept staring so i went to diao her. irritating. and we kept laughing and making fun of em as well. *ahem! two can play this game ok!* so dun try to ac with us. messing with dah wrong sch! then they left! we rejoiced again!

okaee we ate quite alot. i mean they kept ordering one small fries after another. ahahahha siao one. and de played cards. we won junyi sooo many times in a row. that 'black hairy loser' lolls jk la. oh den theres dis grp of ij gals..err err i think it was just a misunderstanding. lol hmm then i went to diyanahs for tuition. (sry couldnt follow u all to bishan. i got tuition LA) as usual we slacked arnd during tuition. haix. den after that we talked for a while then she sent me to de traffic light. oh we met taibin on de way. he was studying. err i got art exam tml so i think id better prepare all my stuff first. cyaz :D

you noe i love you.

2004-10-05T17:02:00.000+08:00

tomorrow is px birthdae!
attention everyone! tml is PX birthdae.
be a kind soul and give her a nice lil' pressie!
rmber..caring is sharing.
oops. sry. its 'sharing IS caring'
hahah so YOU *points at person reading this*
can make this day extra special.
by giving her a pressseeeennnnt!
hahah okok wadever. anyways, had my eng exam todae.
it was okaee i guess.
but my dnt sucked! really sucked!
all de things in de book all nvr come out. wad de heck!
i didnt noe how to do so i left de whole of section C BLANK!
40 marks gone down de drain..just like that ):
nvm i better study for hist test tml.

we went to de library at orchard.
to find de books for de art exam on thurs.
i didnt borrow..but they did.
was too lazy to carry home thoseeee heavyy books. heh.
eh wait before that we played catching. and i caught them!
after that we bought some stuff to eat den we went to toa payoh.
we went to de popular at toa payoh to buy our colour pencils and brushes and all those art thingys la. just for de exam. i mean its sucha waste lor. use one time den dun wan alrdy. haix. forget it. better wish me luck feh tmls exam!

Okaeee ive decided wad i wan for christmas!
(my two front teeth - okok im being lame again. haha i thought of de kfc advertisement where this lil boy eats de pizza without his two front teeth and blah blah)
-out of point-

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-hmm first of all i wanna go to de underwater world from de time it opens..to de time it closes.

-secondly i wanna borrow my dads telescope..or, does anyone want to buy for me a telescope? to stare all all dah beautiful stars. (nahh jus jk. hahah its gawd damn ex) yeah i wanna stare at de sky de whole nite through. so maybe i can spot a shooting star and make a wonderful wish :D

-thirdly i wan a present from everyoneeee. lol nahh just kidding. im sooo greedy x) no la i wan smth that no one can give me.
-to be with my class all the way to sec 4 ): but sadly thats not possible.

AND i wanna be with jesus foreverr and ever =D
iwantyou.

2004-10-04T22:41:00.000+08:00

no baby you'll nvr have to question my love (:

sighhh.
mondae - start of exams!
and im still so slack. (cant believe it!)
wake up tannya!
its de final yr examinations!
did eng and chinese paper one todae.
lol it was okaeee i guess?

after sch went to far east with em to eat ljs. and take neoprints (suggested by de newest neoprint addict..jaslyn quek)
"we should take neoprints every week :D"
(yeah she said that)
then we played catching all arnd basement one.
so gawd damn childish. hehh.
okaee then we went to bishan..as usual.

after that i went home..to put my EXTRA HEAVvvvvY chinese dict on my table. didnt want to carry it arnd. so damn ma fan. okae then i took a bus to de library. we met wuen yin and her fren there, at delifrance. lol sat down feh a while and TRIED to study. then we went up to de third floor. and guess wad.

we saw this two boys who were trying to gay with each other.

didnt believe it..until i saw it with MY own eyes! oh my gawd it was absolutely disgusting. we were supposed to study but instead we spent like dunno how many hrs just staring at them. how embarrassing =\ then we saw this suppeeerrrr funny guy and i couldnt stop laughing. i noe i was just being mean but hey..couldnt help it rite..wad can i say..i have a GREAT sense of humour. *tries to hide her 'guilty' face* hehh. lol den we got down to serious business and studied feh a while.

after my revision i went down to de second floor to look for some books with sea animals. needed that for my art exam. sighh im doing underwater magic. (i think i said that alrdy) anywayz, yeahh im doing that. found some books but i realised i lost my ez link card. so couldnt borrow any. i decided to go back to borrow another day. then went to popular to shop for (part one) of my stationary. gonna but de postal colours and de colour pencils tml. can ya believe it..my hse doesnt have any of those. ART..bleah. then we ate mos burger. saw diyanahs bf on de bus..with his guitar. yeah err ok i think thats abt it. not done with my revision yet. so i think i better go now. byee :D